by zacc gibson and ray lopez

can i be happy if im a part of it all
when youd hold me tight
tell me ill be alright
but in 2 years it'll change everything
about me

but what the fuck do i do now?

i think ill finally call you
and think that we'll do
the things that we used to
post it on youtube
they all think it revolves around you

i feel better now

it could work
if we hadn't felt any better than we did

it could work
if just had felt any better than we did

if i had just felt any better than i did

do you know
how much damage you've done to me?
(i've been wasting all my time but i thank you for the memories)

can i be happy if im a part of it all
when youd hold me tight
tell me ill be alright
but in 2 years itll change everything
about me

can i be happy

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i'm not good enough
for things like this
my shaky hands
and lack of friends
and money i can't save for shit

what it could do to us
might by all my fault
but you don't know
what i have to offer
and you don't know
what you put me through
when all my friends would have my back
but you
you found a better way
to change your name

you changed your name.

and i wish i could go back and tell you why
i never meant to say goodbye
but you're long and gone
and the tv's on
your face in the frame
of my home screen
and you name on my netflix, too.

and i honestly think that you have it better
a life with a lover, that'll never upset ya
and all of those days you spent in my dreams

i know that it can make you tired
thinking about skipping town
your heart's desire
oh how im tired.

oh how im tired.

oh how we're tired.

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i wish i could slip out
Of the skin i’ve been sewing into
it’s pulling too tight in here
and there's no room left for anything that i want to call new

i'm crashing on borrowed couches,
talking circles when I should sleep
pinching my cheeks, you smile,
“it’s good to see you again”

i hope it’s calmer in Ohio
sorry I couldn’t make it up this year
but Jessica’s been chasing her thing
and, God, I’m proud—she’s outpacing me

tiptoe
past the screen door,
Windows stacked with last year’s ghosts,

echoes
from the back porch—
laughter, then just static,
like rain dancing just out of reach
like water you can't be seen
oh well, you know where to find me

i wish I could let go
of the thoughts I’ve been binding too tight
it’s getting so crowded in here
there's no more space for the quiet kind

and I’ll never figure out the math—
the circles you spun in the dark, in our bed
pinching my cheeks, you said
“it’s good to see you again”

i hope it’s warmer in Ohio.
sorry i’ve been a stranger this year.
but jessica’s got her stride now—
i’m trailing behind, but i think i’ll cheer from here

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it’d be a shame if my house burnt down
i’d gather my friends in a circle
we’d sit in the yard, swapping old stories
the kind you forget when you’re sober
and someone would ask you, "What now?"
but I’d shrug it off and change the subject
i’m not ready to name just what I’m losing yet

but I don’t think I’m ready to leave,
this town’s got its hands wrapped tight around me.
the peeling paint, the coffee stains,
the cracks in the wall where the sunlight stays.
and I don’t want to pick up the pieces
of something I’m scared to, or something i'd swear to leave behind

it’s getting late, and the streetlights buzz
throw shadows across the driveway
someone plays a tune on their old guitar
the same three chords, but I don’t mind
i’m staring at the smoke in the sky
trying to read the shapes like I’m eight again
everything’s got a way of dissolving
and I’m not sure just what to make of it
i think I'll sit-

maybe someday I’ll pack my bags
fill the tank, drive west until the roads run out

but I don’t think I’m ready to leave
this town’s got its hands wrapped tight around me
the peeling paint, the coffee stains
the cracks in the wall where the sunlight stays
and I don’t want to pick up the pieces
of something I’m scared to, or something i'd swear to leave behind

it’d be a shame if my house burnt down,
but maybe it’s the push I need
i’d gather all my friends, say goodbye for now,
and hope they remember me

I am emo and have only riffs to show for it...

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