Girl in red - I need to be alone but its played in another room and its raining.

Not good enough

Beach House - Days Of Candy (slowed + Reverb)

uptown funk - sped up<3

syrup

Lyrics:
She got me all confused then
Confused within myself with what the truth is 
I ain’t never ever felt this confusion 
Confused within myself with what the truth is
  
Needa have em hold me back Imma lose it 
Confused within myself with what the truth is 
Do you think I’m ready to face the music 
Confused within myself with what the truth is 

They think I’m playing but I think im gonna do it 
I ain’t never ever felt this confusion 
How the fuck can you jump to conclusions 
How the fuck can you jump to conclusions 

Needa have em hold me back or imma lose it 
Do you think I’m ready to face the music 
I ain’t never ever felt this confusion 
Confused within myself with what the truth is

Shattered clocks she like to pick up glass 
I regret the times I had confided my past 
I lost faith in the idea of a second half 
I lost pace cant keep up can barely gasp 

I threw a whole year away tryna make this last 
I’ll spend another year trying to get my confidence back 
It seems one out of eighty times we’d smile and laugh
I fucking hate that I love you but I know this 
bad 

And everyone in the room can see how toxic we are 
We’d find a loophole- an excuse- to lock ourselves behind bars 
My whole life I wanted to be a star 
But I’d put time aside for you and I to spar

Matter fact- a life with you would never get me far
A life with you made excuse a solution of ours 
It only took three months for us to lose the spark 
How we’d yell and cry and then you’re in my arms 

And then you’re here visiting and I’m all up on you 
feeding into mixed messages you’d send through 
And at this point you’re telling me you’re confused 
And I’m thinking fuck you look what you put me through 

At my most suicidal I can’t talk to you 
You’re supposed to be my best friend but that’s far from true 
Life comes full circle but I vow to you 
This the last time I’ll ever talk to someone like you 

I’ll move on again 
I’ll find bond again 
When I get the chance 
I’ll gain confidence 

I’ll make art again
I’m a piece of shit 
This the exact same way 
That It’s always went 

I might self reflect 
Am I a narcissist 
I get so confused 
With my thoughts and shit 

All this cloudiness 
I don’t feel the same 
I feel so beat down 
It almost numbs the pain

Shattered

stortion v3 85 bpm

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Girl in red - I need to be alone but its played in another room and its raining.

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