i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

christmas time :(

Loser (demo)

ujustwannamake everyonemiserable

Fanboy808

https://soundcloud.com/fanboy808

lyrics (source : Genius)

With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back
With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back

I can't talk 'cause I'm a victim too
Your intrusive thoughts, don't let it get to you
I know it's hard but you gotta push through
I'd never do anything to hurt you
You gotta believe mе, baby, please, just this once
I'vе been feelin' a bit down and I'm mentally stuck
You gotta believe me, baby, please, just this once
I've been feelin' a bit down and I'm mentally stuck

With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back
With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back

My whole life is a set back but I still need you
I can't even trust myself, yeah, girl, me too
My whole life is a set back but I still need you
I can't even trust myself, yeah, girl, me too
Why must it be this way? I'd never lie to you
Why won't you tell the truth? It's all I ever did to you
Why must it be this way? I'd never lie to you
Why won't you tell the truth? It's all I ever did to you

Baby, please
Stay with me
I've been doing my best
It's hard to see

With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back
With love comes trust but she doesn't seem to get that
Hours after hours, waiting for a single text back
Why am I so worthless? I can't seem to get that
An insecure loser, my whole life is a set back

bianca devins - xo willow

xes