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Won't Last (Prod. Vaegud & 5head)

vito bianco - the angel that lives in my room (ZWALL remix)

Worried About Dreaming

prod. https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
art/mix by me 

i know it's all in my head
can't seem to get rid of it
but i got something might help that
& if it all was a plan
go look at how it began
with the mark on the soul
& i'll cut this 

chain
i try & bend it 'til it break with my own two hands
& i can't be
saved
you condescend me to the brink & i'm over the edge i'ma jump this gate

& if we leave it to god with his plan
would it give us the life that we crave
(nah)
or would it leave us at all to exist
would it kill me to cross out his name

i couldn't sleep anymore eyes are opened
i've seen it come to me
over & over again
it wasn't fate it's the life that i've chosen
& you could look at the color i turned from that

chain
i try & bend it 'til it break with my own two hands
& i can't be
saved
you condescend me to the brink & i'm over the edge i'ma jump this gate

i’ma jump this gate
i don’t want this shit
i’ma cut this chain

i knew you’d leave me here on my own all in pieces
i gave it up any hope i was keeping
said it’s fake your love & the life you believe in
i’ma take it all if i want or i need it 
i knew you’d leave me here on my own all in pieces
i gave it up any hope i was keeping
said it’s fake your love & the life you believe in
in my head i been fucked yea i think i’m insane

Break (prod. IOF)

I Dont Wanna Break Your Heart (Ft. Ouse)

80s Love Ballad w/ Coldhart (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

why the fuck you looking like you wanna kill me
put the blade right to my tongue and just cut me
she was poppin addy, i was snorting blue lines
demons inside me, lurking in my blue eyes

codeine in my glass, got me dreaming bout the cash now
i’m a vampire, you can’t see me in the mirror, wow
fangs looking icy, ferragamo white tee
with a ghost girl and her boyfriend wanna fight me
blade tucked, while she smoking on that scream pack
bloody on her wrist, in the street, with a scream mask
ooo i’m sad as fuck and i just want my life back
ooo she bad as fuck and i just wanna bite that
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

prod. @sketchmyname & @vaegud
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Scream: Resurrection x The Texas Chainsaw Massacre x Dracula

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scream queen [prod. sketchmyname x vaegud]

ｏｐｅｎ ｕｐ ｙｏｕｒ ｅｙｅｓ
Follow: https://soundcloud.com/prodcayto enjoy :)

lyrics:

open up your eyes, you look good I fantasize
every second that I spend witchu.
I hope that we can make it through this,
Guilt.
its the pain that brings us up,
we live off each others love,
but its only cause were fucked up.

shawty wanna fuck now
all black jeans with the cuffs down
don’t talk to me on the come down
im comin up shawty fuck u now
imma fall in love with the moon wow
imma fall in love with u now
all black jeep riding downtown
fuck u, I don’t wanna be held down
wait
up an the sun in eye
gimme a reason to live 
not a reason to die
i don’t wanna get high
i don’t wanna survive
too many lives imma fight for mine
there’s a reason that I wanna start giving a fuck
im tired of these bitches I tell em good luck
i fell in love
that’s a lot to cuff
imma real dude but I’m tired of, you

open up your eyes, you look good I fantasize
every second that I spend witchu.
I hope that we can make it through this,
Guilt.
its the pain that brings us up,
we live off each others love,
but its only cause were fucked up. x2

guilt

spotify <3

guilt (prod. cayto)

everything ft asa41 [prod. cartoon ben]

"𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕞 𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕞𝕤 𝕕𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕖𝕣"

I love all of the support guys, I cannot even express enough how much it means to me! This song is about me and my fucked up head; enjoy :)
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Lyrics:

[verse 1]
Stuck in my room tonight
Self inflicted; my own doom tonight
I am so fucked in the head
Why can't I be dead
wait it out for you instead
like why do I do this shit every time
why can't just let myself come to find
Someone who likes me for me
don't want myself free
fuck it up, that's guaranteed

[chorus]
I'm taking your heart and soul
I love you straight down to the particle
but i cannot get over my own distractions
Could easily fix them but do not take action

[verse 2]
Like go back fucked it all up i'm surprised but
this shit happens every time like
am I fucked up in the mind?
I get what I want but decide don't take it
I rather get fucked up I'd rather get wasted
blame it on that but the problem stems deeper
I blame all but me I'm myself I'm my preacher
I push thoughts down deep in my mind till I'm weaker

[bridge]
Can't go back I know my own fate
I know that I came in too late
I apologized but you don't like goodbyes
I sing this lullaby each time I wanna die

[chorus]
I'm taking your heart and soul
I love you straight down to the particle
but i cannot get over my own distractions
Could easily fix them but do not take action

i don't take action [prod. ryini]

sorry for the shitty songs recently yall, i wannablame the retrograde but really ive been slackin. i promise this is the last shitty song ill ever drop. <3

lyrics:
i can see ur smiles from a mile away
i can hear ur laughs fill in the empty space
i can see that tears have never scarred ur face
i can feel ur hearts bruised, but itll never ache
life never give u more than u cant take
always standin tall cuz ur shoulders never break
always got ur friends to help carry the weight
dont wear a mask cuz its never been made
never regret waking up the next day
im happy for you cuz it dont go both ways

I pray i can walk a mile in ur shoes
and maybe u can hang a while in my noose
dont worrya bout ur neck babe its just a bruise
dont think of pain, just try to notice my view

we cant change the cards weve been dealt
lets shuffle the deck and pass it around
you be the dealer, ill be the house
you get an ace, ill get a club to the mouth

i can see ur smiles from a mile away
i can hear ur laughs fill in the empty space

I pray i can walk a mile in ur shoes
and maybe u can hang a while in my noose
dont worrya bout ur neck babe its just a bruise
dont think of pain, just try to notice my view

we cant change the cards weve been dealt
lets shuffle the deck and pass it around
you be the dealer, ill be the house
you get an ace, ill get a club to the mouth

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cards we've been dealt (prod. blade901)

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

praYeR - lonely feat. Sinxi & ILUVTRAGEDY

@iluvtragedy
@sinxi

Prod. @airavata_beats

Hope you guys like it 💔

lonely feat. Sinxi & ILUVTRAGEDY [prod. AIRAVATA]

Cry No More prod killedmyself

is anyone out there? 
i promised if i made it out, i’d find love again
i won’t forget the life we’ve lived

we’ll never get back the time spent
i won’t pretend i’ll find love again
i faked a smile and found the end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

i want to know what i did to ruin this
i’d love to find the reason i exist
just tell me if the lies will end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

prod/mix/master by me

‎▶ video

a lost promise

looking at myself in the mirror what a monster
had to load it up and then i eat it like its knackwurst
i cant open up i gotta fiddle with the lock first
whats the point of climbing when u worried if the drop hurts
i just slipped outside inside my nikes
rain had coat my shit and i can hear em laughing at me
i see all my forms like 2014 with the acne
im not gonna hurt em am i lying bitch i might be
bap
i just slapped that boy into reality
i just bent his mind and made him crave his own fatality
no
looks like everything about my salary
ya u got the weekend but the rest you living hourly
check
check
ya i got a cheque
break bread
half of it went to the meds
and the rest had put a polo pony right on top my chest
its a flex
its a flex
i got on at royal york like i was living in the rex

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

i never listen
i never listen
i couldnt get it
i hate the beef
but i eat it up
if u gonna bread it
you got to drinking
and said some shit
told me to forget it
i wish i could
but my memory
gonna know u said it
i go to sleep
hoping catching z's
gonna gimme leverage
when im asleep
its a lucid dream
bout what im forgettin
im drinking up
when im smoking up
knowing ill regret it
im passin out
when im throwing up
like i need a medic

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

it's a cruel, cruel world (eric godlow)

been in love with u since high school
thinking about going to see you
in the back of the bus listening to if this means a lot to you
did you know that did you know that?

been in love with you since high school
always been too scared to come see you
cause how does a kid like me compare to a queen like you

my heart would explode when you called me
now you’re the one on my home screen
did you tell your friends about me
(i told mine)

till the day we moved away
packed things up went our own ways
we fell in love then apart
what was this life we were dreaming of

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