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SadEmoTrap-Underground 🌹💎

Icypapercuts

dwntmpølowrcses

She don't care, I can feel the hate in the air. 
I'm upset, no one told me love won't be fair,
don't lie to me like this, and I'll stick by your side through thick,

Careless (ft. kais)

Chandelier

https://soundcloud.com/hammy

prod by fred & htj

cover art by biteki

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

i can’t walk away, walk away, walk away and even if i had to
half the time i don’t think that i ever had you 
and all the drugs do is leave me in a bad mood 
i’m tired of all the lies sick of wasting my time 
don’t get me started
no i can’t trust nobody she callin me heartless 
don’t think it’s in my body 
walking out in public 
my eyes stay low and bloody 
i don’t think they love me 
no i don’t they ready 
no i don’t think they ready 
i can’t wait on no one else 
you left me stranded in hell 
i made it out by myself 
now i’m learning to fly 
i’m stretching my wings 
i’m touching the sky give a fuck what they think 
give a fuck what think 
stretching my wings 
i’m touching the sky give a fuck what 

they
no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo

tattoo

MORE PLATFORMS

hamilton - tattoo (fred x htj)

drop’d the gun ft. H3llside

@Redwristculture - thraxx (feat.) kidsketchyy #redwristrappers #redwristculture #rwc #emo #goth #alternative #sadboygenre #genresadboy #2024 #2025 #redwristribal

Antidotes

In my mind (prod.syphon)

WTF!

kinda like tht!

2brownhoe's w/ Yung axstn (prod.capsctrl)

mo$h & marku - wake up

lyrics:
[mosh]
(i know, you’re not what i needed
baby move on from me)
(oh)

i know, you wanted to see me
you don’t, ever wanna leave me
i just, want you to come meet me
so wait, i’ll wait for you to

wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh
cause i need you to
wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh

[marku]
and i feel, all of your expectations
weighing, on my mind, i cant take it
im waiting, for you to realize we’ve wasted
like every single moment together was patient

you could, love me or leave me
but dont try to deceive me
you say that im reaching
when i express my feelings

i look at the ceiling
and sink in the feeling
does that sound appealing
you know it dont

[mosh]

i know, you wanted to see me
you don’t, ever wanna leave me
i just, want you to come meet me
so wait, i’ll wait for you to

wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh
cause i need you to
wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh

(wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh)

wake up

SPOTIFY

changes {prod. cxrter x bino beats}

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-   … dead ends! I’m going f***** Up 
,Double-cuts. We now the entered! The sinner’s namesakes, inner circle, of hmu cuz I’m still dumb bo single,  not worth loving anymore, manfiesting interactions of my death, this time I’m in the v.i.p! W/ 
My brothas, Repping the most important #2025 expansion E.R.A from
our new mf.. #SBVS #Music #SADBOYZSYNDICATE #SADBØYVIBES-SYNDICATE #SADBOYMUSIC #SADBØYCLIQUE #BITEKICOLLECTIVE #GBC #BITEKI #GOTHBOYCLIQUE #DRAINGANG #SADBOYVIBEZ 
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ahead of time before all the finale! But uh it’s been a yr! so I can only imagine so

A broken family 💔

Stop Calling Home w/ brecken [prod.mxtthxw]

NICOTINE

and did you mean it when you said you could nevr love me?
and you'd end up killing yourself cuz thats kinda ugly

[memoirs of a junkie]
hanging from a tree
im only 23
and i have one damn question
whys this world so mean to me?
uh ,yuh
wake up and roll some tree
cuz i just cant stand the fact that im me 
and if i pop some e
i hope its not a percy
cuz its gna send my ass to sleep

and did you mean it when you said you could nevr love me?
and you'd end up killing yourself cuz thats kinda ugly

im looking right in the mirror and apologizing
cuz real shit baby the only thing i could be is me

im only 23

Chin up; you know you could be better now, and-
Talking with Adults, you don't do this Often,
She said "what a night, I was in my coffin"
I don't know, I don't know why it hurts Often,

Same street that I walked since I was a lil kid,
Same people seen me Struggle ; yea we talk often,
They done told me I'm a lost cause; 'coz I cause shit..

Im a bum and the money I don't really want it

-

All these people leave me alone, yea I guess it's toxic.
I remember as a child all I ever wanted; just somebody that would care, I've been fallen.

Back to Then

9mm Smith & Wesson

Nowhere now to run so what we finna do,
I came through with rockets ; and these pills for you,
we share them by the river throwin cans of booze,
where were you at night when I was sitting on that Freeway?

Gone from me? 'Coz I was far from you.
You could get the Devil, I still won't fall for you.

You love to Lie You love to Hide from it

Stress out,
Living life forever, when you feel it all..
I knew you was danger when I seen you girl,
didn't wanna have to go n see you go

Nightfall

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:
white walls keep whispering
names i swore i’d forget
mirror shows a ghost of me
stained eyes, silhouette

i leave my letters in the drawer
like secrets sewn into my skin
wonder if you’d even mourn
the girl you couldn’t let in

sometimes i think i’ll leave tonight
fade out soft, no warning sign
i’d sleep like stars behind the rain
and make myself your kurt cobain

silence tastes like blood and pills
numbness cuts so sweet and still
found dead humming songs of you
found dead thinking of—

sometimes i think i’ll leave tonight
fade out soft, no warning sign
i’d sleep like stars behind the rain
and make myself your kurt cobain

don’t look for me in crowded rooms
i’m somewhere lost between my wounds
white noise sings my lullaby
i’ll kiss the world a soft goodbye

kurt cobain (prod. yxngxs)

PROD: JOLST + SECRE
MASTER & MIX: KAIS & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI
COVER ART: BITEKI

VICTXRW, LIL SKELE, SEWERPERSON, RESIDENTIAL & FRVR - PLEASE SAY YOU LOVE ME

0blivion - ft. lostboihex🔰

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:
They told me to live my life (My life)
But I been dyin’ every night
Two pills on the floor by the light
I took both and kissed the sky

My depression gets violent, shots go through my brain (My brain)
Found some pills again, I don’t even know the name (The name)
Took that shit and I collapsed face-first in pain (Pain)
Woke up in my blood, now I’m high again (Again)
She said she hate me but sings all my songs (My songs)
I know that hatred was never that strong (That strong)
They stabbed me so much, now I’m numb and alone
I just laugh now when they hit my phone

Yeah, fuck it, I’m done with emotions
All this trauma turned me into someone broken
Gold tooth still gleamin’ while my mind corroded
And I ain’t get a cake since I turned like, what, eleven?
That’s why every birthday I been plannin' heaven
Mixin' meds with coke, yeah, that shit unhealthy
But I don’t care no more, I’m so self-destructive
Every night I try to die, but the pills don't love me

My depression gets violent, shots go through my brain (Through my brain)
Found some pills again, I don’t even know the name (Know the name)
Took that shit and I collapsed face-first in pain (In pain)
Woke up in my blood, now I’m high again (Again)
She said she hate me but sings all my songs (My songs)
I know that hatred was never that strong (That strong)
They stabbed me so much, now I’m numb and alone
I just laugh now when they hit my phone

Yeah, I know I lost my way
Can’t remember yesterday
Might not see another day
But I still say I’m okay
Yeah, they think I’m just insane
But they never felt this way
All this sadness turned to rage
And now I’m stuck inside my brain

fuck emotions (prod. yxngxs)

PROD: ETO
MASTER & MIX: ETO & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI

killyami, slushsopretty, kairu, twinkle, kotaray & eto - why do i keep asking you why?

Thank you for all who participated. If you didn't make it in, you can try again in the near future.

whyhaze, akkiro & arid - i still think about it (hartfxlt & neohn)

Hello Darling (prod. corsin)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

soil (prod. boyfifty)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies were not a factor
gotta move different cause some outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truth's what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get scattered
on my new reeboks plant matter
in a coned out raw
smoke the spliff than make this song
holding in smoke face blue man group
loud way too loud man it smell like poop
enough about me tell me more about you
did your friend text back did you link that dude
do you treat him like a main or a strong number 2
you aboutta break with the weight on you
did you put the faith in him but he always fell through
lately i just hope that im not that dude
"you aint really do nothing bad" says you
i been getting pew pew'd every other song
drop *boom* drop bombs and support is gonna cease i guess
profit increase so do ever bodies needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off, now you fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss your teeth whats next

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

i want december
there wasn't as many plans 
that i felt bad for missing to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain
and the subject matter inside
you leave im working im eager something i could never hide

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive my thoughts overwrite as fear overides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked with the blood spit
yuck

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

some missed calls

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

prod. Anxiety Attacks! x cFee! x Bruce Leen
guitar/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, yeah
it's only right I spend some time by your side, yeah
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you know I'll be there if you need me, 
I'll be here as long as I'm breathing
heaven down to hell when you're leaving, 
holding onto hope, & I'm thinking ya...

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

listen on Spotify<3

The Heart & The Knife

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

Hello Darling (prod. corsin)

SBKillington