i can see it in your eyes
blood drips down your thighs
cuts and lots of drugs
youre so fucking dumb

youre a fucking sluuuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts
youre a sluuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts

i can see it in your face
soulless and so fake
your life must be fun
drinking all their cum

youre a fucking sluuuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts
youre a sluuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts

i will never find love
all the girls that i like are sluts
i will never feel joy
i try hard but i cant fill the void
i will never find love
all the girls that i like are sluts
i will never feel joy
i try hard but i cant fill the void

Slut

I guess every time you close your eyes
You see me standing right beside you
Brush your hair from morning on
Wipe your skin til your tears are gone
I guess everyone just fucking hates you
Shattered words will end and break you
Cry to me while you sing along
Look at me while you get it wrong
Say what you said I heard you

I known you for a long time so I can't hurt you
And I don't want you feeling like I'm not okay
I tried to leave but not again
Looking at the ceiling of my room
I'm pondering, I'm missing you

Thinking of our conversations
I can't even think of things to do
You wanted me to stay but I don't wanna see it through
Rathеr be by myself but evеry time I close my eyes I'm seeing you

-crayon

close ur eyes - crayon

music vid - https://youtu.be/9md_sKgdnVc?si=dUVy0HfrXfTefs_C

#5 - what a pathetic story

Loved to be in your arms
Well too bad I'm so fucking annoying
I would take care of your heart
So sad everything I did soiled it
Gave me so much reason to avoid it
But I can't read the signs that you're pointing
Look me in the eyes and say it's
Not my fault

(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)
(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)

a delusional nuisance

(you impontent fool)
(your world is doomed)

i cant bare see your face
hit me up cause i cant stand
she do that in front my face
will treat me like that until my fade

(perhaps i have to re-ajust my expectations for next times)

i don't know why she hates me, but she does. i swear! 😿🥀

I feel stupid but not like Patrick

red eyes

happy halloweeen
prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later brecuase its halloween

i was getting better i thought
and then i met her now im distraught
theres so many bridges i have to burn
i feel like all my freind are gunna turn
around on me and i dont wanna wait here
in the lobby much longer
watch yiou use me and i wont say shit mbecause im so deprived of human emotion
i just wanted to feel somthing newww i wanted to feel youu
asleep, awake its just the same to me now because everthing feels just like it did
i just wanted to feel somthing neewwww i wanted to feel yoouuuuuu

i just wanted to feel something new

what we should of been

prod @wingsxrra111

wanna put my life on hold
everything is just too much fpr me
self seclusion, fuck that school
i hope i can atleast get a D
self destruction, fuck my life
sit around and watch as its burning
ik i did it to myself
i raise my own hell

cuz im the king of my bedroom and you cannot tell me what to do

king of my bedroom

wtf - prod. trax

i’m j tryna make every genre i fw
follow gng
blow ts up :p
got sm more j stick with me