I know I’m an asshole 
And you’re upset
Think I do it to myself in the back of my head 

I don’t ever wanna wake up 

Cause I feel dead

And I’d do anything just to get in your head 

Since you got in my bed 

And we wonder what’s next 

All I do is smoke weed

 hard to even get dressed

And I know it sounds messed up 

Livin love sex drugs

Say that’s it’s the best 
Even though we know like sucks 

I know that I’m an asshole 
And you’re upset
Think I do it to myself in the back of my head 

I don’t ever wanna wake up 

Cause I feel dead

And I’d do anything just to get in your head 

Just to get in your head 


Tell me I’m the bad guy
Tell me I’m the worst 
It’s probably cause I am 
I’ll be damned in the dirt 
I be puttin in the work 
Just feeding my delusion 
I got a heart beat but I’m hardly even human 
I know I have a brain 
Ain’t figured how to use it 
So I lose it 
Every days a blur and I gotta keep it  moving 
I’m hardly even human 


I’m hardly even 

Human 

I know that I’m an asshole 
And you’re upset
Think I do it to myself in the back of my head 

I don’t ever wanna wake up 

Cause I feel dead

And I’d do anything just to get in your head 

X2
#indierock #poppunk #altrock

DoitToMyself

DoitToMyself (Prod. Heydium)

TRYA96

43 sessions

from Superloser E.P. (Drums by Elisa Abela).LOVE!

Superloser

The more I see of the adult world, the more I want to be a kid.

KING OF RECESS

CHORUS
Na-na-na-na-na (NA-NA-NA!)
Na-na-na-na-na (NA-NA-NA!)
Na-na-na-na
I’m the King of Recess!

I’ve got a God-given right
To run and play
No School Board
Can lock me up all day!
Up, down
All around
I’m the King of Recess!

CHORUS

Playground teacher
She’s real tough
That’s all right
I can’t get enough
Kickball
Tetherball
I’m the King of Recess!

CHORUS

BRIDGE
And the playground
Keeps calling
And the clock’s
Red second hand
Keeps stalling
And I sit
And try to pay attention
But the squeak of the swings
In the breeze—
That’s all you need to mention,
That’s all you need to mention!

CHORUS

(Check it out)
I think I know
Trigonometry
One and one and one
Is three!
You can check my math
But I’m the King of Recess!

CHORUS!

King of Recess

Perplexing Patternity is the result of this stormy year. Kind of a purging or clean up. Lot's of hard and weird stuff happening. Trying to manage through it and find some kind of peace amidst all the craziness. Kind of old school electronic. Wanting to escape to childhood nostalgia, but maybe incorporate this hectic all over feeling and the simultaneous search for peace of mind in it. Hope it's something you'd enjoy to listen. For me it was kind of a struggle and the my feeling about whole project is kind of confused, but sometimes you just got to see it trough, I think.

Orbit Relay

All sounds from El-Ma Orsted

https://www.vaemi.net/product-page/el-ma-orsted

El - Ma Orsted Home Trip Audio

Blue eyes pierce through the sunlight
True eyes penetrate the soul
Blue eyes burning ever bright
In my eyes you're lifeless like a doll

CHORUS
Fading, wading through all the muck and gunk we made
Saving the best years of my life
Craving, waving goodbye to all the times you stole
Saving the best years of my life

Shallow eyes see what you desire
Feigned eyes let out a single tear
Blue eyes that cloak you as a liar
In their eyes you're feeble and you're dear

CHORUS

The Best Years Of My Life

Orgasm In Blues

End Phase

Black Hole Sun (Elevator Cover Version)

Gargyzaa is a one-man band located in Espoo, Finland.
 I play all the instruments manually (guitars, keyboards, bass, plastic  didgeridoo, Korg monotron duo, fipple flute etc.) and sing all the vocals. Plus I have written these lyrics and peculiar poetry/ bizarre dialogues you hear (in Finnish&English).
Some people have asked me who plays the instruments and I have answered them several times that it´s me who is responsible for all this trippy noise and musical weirdness.
It has been quite tedious and more or less irritating to explain this relatively often, hahaha.
I´m a also a self taught "musician" and "vocalist". I play by ear.
The drum parts are made from short loops with Audacity and then the so called rhythm track is upoaded to my Zoom R-24. After that I will start recording the instruments/vocals on top.
I don´t have or play drums. Well, maybe one day.
So basically I use Zoom R-24 to record and even master these tracks. I bring the finished "product" to SoundCloud through Audacity.
My equipment is very amateurish, cheap and in some cases semi-broken. 
I use those infamous progressive rock structures, but deliver them with a punk rock attitude/gear, hehehe.
The cover art/design is just basically a few collages/paste-ups, psychedelically distorted&enhanced pics and a couple of random photos I took. Nothing special.
This is a non-profit project. Enjoy!
Many thanks to all of my listeners and followers!

43 sessions

gargyzaa