Crying Out For Help

second single from my album 'hospital garden' 

ft. @driplord6 <3
prod. thislandis & taurs

mixed and mastered by Travis Richter

i.c.u ft drippinsopretty [prod. thislandis & taurs]

Prolly my last project  , I put this out for y’all I recorded all these songs on my laptop ,,, on my system , pretty dope hun ,,, ??🥺🥺
#BoysDontcry

Lino Da Rockstar x Bellezze Tirrene (boysdontcry) (Album)

carrotsjuarez - let me see (prod. clowdy)

DON’T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT ft. DontLuvTy

namaa 🧚💋🧟 (p.bobhax)

FALLOUT

doin wut i waant idc if u luv that <3<#33

luv that

July(Prod.XanGang)

produced by me

a letter to my own head ~

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
all they do is tell me lies
i don’t think it’s a surprise
when I see my face in the mirror all I do is cry

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
I feel like I’m gonna die I don’t know if I’ll survive
what I knew back then doesn’t matter so give me a sign 

I’ve been left forsaken, never faking
the drugs I’m taken turns me vacant 
I wanna Kill my brain tonight
maybe then I’ll feel alright 

only friends I have are the demons in my head
think I’m better off alone think I’m better off dead
all the scars that bled all the tears I shed
and I don’t know what to do I been hanging by a thread

will they find me or will they push beside me
guide me, will you take me on a ride please
I don’t know for certain of they're gonna even like me
I just wanna let of the pain all in my psyche 

can you feel this? will it take you out
would you listen? if I made another sound
I don’t think that I can move, might be stuck into the ground
I don’t think I wanna lose so I have to go around

fear my pain, feel my shame
I don’t think I'm ever gonna feel the same 
they say that I’m ugly and I’m never gonna change
I don’t have an image cause I tore my face

i want to tear my face off

(prod. @ripazure x @_iankon)
stream "ITS #HowiMetYourMother"
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/soljay/its-howimetyourmother
solo.to/soljay

she said “i ain’t fuckin’ ‘less you rich, woah”
she told me with fake diamonds on her wrist, yeah
i think i got her fuckin with the kid
she 27, married, from the 6
now hear me, i ain’t fuckin’ ‘less you rich bitch
nah, i ain’t gonna fuck unless you different
nah, i ain’t stoppin til my family livin
they heard me music, told me i’m the shit
yeah, i’m the shit, she be movin for a flick
how i met your mother
tell me how yo bitch became my bitch
if she got grills up in her mouth, diamonds dancin on my dick
and yesterday i met your spouse, said she got some new tits
oh shit, i mean some new tints, for her BMW
no, you can’t walk a mile in these Margiela shoes
all them know i’m the shit, hate to break it to you
it’s just me and myself, that’s my table for 2

most these bitches 2 faced, i read em like a ruby
babygirl let’s make a movie then let’s watch it Blu-ray, uh
fuck in your cousin jacuzzi
and if anything, ima make you pay, touché
Sol Jay gonna run his bag up, but he don’t fuck with that
i’ll lie and say “i’m broke” just to show you i’m still fuckin that
and nah, i won’t call you a ho, but a groupie ‘cause i fucked a fan
and i’ll pass her to my bro, shoutout Voda, that’s a double tap
i fuck to the beat, bottoms up, Hennessy
hit the moves like it’s WWE
all my dogs is bad bitches, not literally
i keep it 100, they 60 with me
i’m on my big boy shit, on my rich boy shit
on my fuckboy shit for ho that chase the sound
ho that chasin the clout
you payin me now, pay, bitch

she said “i ain’t fuckin’ ‘less you rich, woah”
she told me with fake diamonds on her wrist, yeah
i think i got her fuckin with the kid
she 27, married, from the 6
now hear me, i ain’t fuckin’ ‘less you rich bitch
nah, i ain’t gonna fuck unless you different
nah, i ain’t stoppin til my family livin
they heard me music, told me i’m the shit
yeah, i’m the shit, she be movin for a flick
how i met your mother
tell me how yo bitch became my bitch
if she got grills up in her mouth, diamonds dancin on my dick
and yesterday i met your spouse, said she got some new tits
oh shit, i mean some new tints, for her BMW
no, you can’t walk a mile in these Margiela shoes
all them know i’m the shit, hate to break it to you
it’s just me and myself, that’s my table for 2

FALLOUT

yuck!