Never Be Alright

ilyrose x ilybrolly - lets fall in love <3 (prod.rexpy)

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

broken heart blvd.

try again

sincerely, your son

beat was produced by AgentFox

AgentFox on the mix

(*-^) on the cover art

Released by: 
© AgentFox Studio Productions

Release date:
April 30 2025

PainStation 2 EP coming soon

INTRO

(sample I got from @korijanes [Kori Jane] on TikTok)

Link to the original sample https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP86A5WAQ/

Always sad, never cry; always anxious, never shy; always driving, never home; always lonely, never alone; always guilty, never good; always oversharing, never understood; always longing, never fulfilled; always moving, never still.

HOOK

always tired never sleep always feeling fuckin weak
always hungry never eat always hide under my sheets
always cutting way too deep always thinkin I'm alone
always trapped inside my head always wishin I was dead
always lyin in my bed always searchin for a way
always wishin I could stay always wishin I could change
always hidin scared to speak always think I'm out of place
always searchin for some peace always stuck inside the same page

VERSE

always trapped inside my mind always runnin out of time
always hearin all the lies always wishin I was fine
always hit you on your phone and you always don't reply
always leave all me alone always feelin like I miss
always feelin like a ghost always feelin really down
always wanna leave this town always runnin from the blade
always stitchin my veins always hidin from the pain
always hopin you would stay always hopin you would wait 

BRIDGE

I lie here awake feel the world start to break
and somehow you still took the time for me
it's then that I gave you my heart
in your eyes I can see yeah

HOOK

always tired never sleep always feeling fuckin weak
always hungry never eat always hide under my sheets
always cutting way too deep always thinkin I'm alone
always trapped inside my head always wishin I was dead
always lyin in my bed always searchin for a way
always wishin I could stay always wishin I could change
always hidin scared to speak always think I'm out of place
always searchin for some peace always stuck inside the same page

VERSE

always trippin on my feet always drownin in defeat
always feelin incomplete always strugglin to sleep
always countin every sheep always wishin I could leave
always chokin when I speak always scared of what they see
always fallin out a line always givin you my time
always feelin like I'm blind always stuck up in your bind
always stuck inside a maze always cut me with a blade
always seeing life and gray always lying in my grave

BRIDGE

I lie here awake feel the world start to break
and somehow you still took the time for me
it's then that I gave you my heart
in your eyes I can see yeah

HOOK

always tired never sleep always feeling fuckin weak
always hungry never eat always hide under my sheets
always cutting way too deep always thinkin I'm alone
always trapped inside my head always wishin I was dead
always lyin in my bed always searchin for a way
always wishin I could stay always wishin I could change
always hidin scared to speak always think I'm out of place
always searchin for some peace always stuck inside the same page

OUTRO

I lie here awake feel the world start to break
and somehow you still took the time for me
it's then that I gave you my heart
in your eyes I can see yeah

PainStation 2

ALWAYS

Enema Of The State

Adam's Song

California

She's Out Of Her Mind

The Real Cost

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3jaeosEPdXJt5pXv6unG7a?si=89_VHMdTSMK38Jfz8HWElw

yeah i’m sick of always feeling like i’m not enough 
i’m so sorry that i just can’t seem to care enough
i’ve been trying but i think that i ran out of luck 
yeah i’m sick of always acting like i give a fuck
sick of it all i’m not fine 
feels like im stuck in my own mind
one more day 
might be my last
i just miss the way it was back in the past

back in the past i thought it would last 
now i’m hiding in my room feeling so sad 

back in the past, thought it would last
now i'm hiding in my room feeling so sad
it hurts so bad 
knowing it’s my fault and i have done this to myself 
taking medication hoping it will numb 
hoping that i’ll be okay maybe someday 
but for now i’m lacking purpose
it still feels the same 
wake up and ill waste the day 
it’s the same rountine

sick of it all (prod. dead spyro)

Stream: https://yunggarzi.com/finer-things/

Yung Garzi
 IG: www.instagram.com/yunggarzi/ 
Twitter: twitter.com/yunggarzi
 SC: @yunggarzi

Andrew Luce 
IG: www.instagram.com/andrewluce/ 
Twitter: twitter.com/AndrewLuceMusic
 SC: @andrewlucemusic

Spotify & Apple Music

Finer Things (prod. Andrew Luce)

used to care

ALWAYS

AgentFox

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