new sad playlist

https://salviapalth.bandcamp.com/album/melanchole

Salvia Palth - I Was All Over Her

Chocolate Covered Strawberries Prod. Cybereality(NOW ON SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75g1G4O5fco

This Is Home - Cavetown

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

Spotlight w/ Marshmello

Little test with my new mic I did a while back. One take.

From The Dining Table - Cover (with rain)

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

9TAILS - winter nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

Convolk - Only See U In My Dreams [prod. Jakkyboi]

occam's razor

Shinigami - i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

9TAILS - Dont Leave Me

This Album is one close to my heart talking about Feelings and Emotions I've been through or am feeling.

This Is For My Girl (feat XANSEII & APOLLYON)

on streaming platforms now... like this one: https://open.spotify.com/album/4yCmN2nKdJ4i0k6rtRyExL?si=qGSsvJLqRSqSK3Ox1nC_nQ

This song is by no means romanticizing school shootings, it’s just something that came out of my head when I was sad about the state of the world and gun violence is the US. If u have bad thoughts, please reach out and get help <3 you are not alone and senseless violence isn’t the answer in these situations. Please stay safe and take care of each other. 

_____

in light of recent events.

lyrics:.
so he wakes up every morning
just as alone as the as the night before
and he walks himself to school
with his backpack and his coat

no one bats an eye 
oh me oh my

and he walks home in the evening
to a house no one would touch
and he stares up at the ceiling
all the voices are too much

that voice he kills
he can't sit still

so he wakes up one bright morning
empty look upon his face
no one wonders in the evening
why he comes home so dreadfully late

he goes to bed
clouds gather in his head

so he goes to school that morning
heavy baggage on his back
pulls out guns with ammunition
oh and he won't be the last

it can't end good
it never would.

it can’t end good

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

A lot of times I don't feel I got no one to talk to
And all the drugs I take I promise that I try and not to
But people just avoid me so I smoke and pour a shot too
I'm walking to my grave cause tryna live is what I not do

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I'm not that guy I used to be
People are of no use to me
Seems like everyone got used to me
I'm falling back to what I used to be

I'm not alive, I'd rather die
Than to keep up hating my life
Girl goodbye, you're not mine
I'm not yours leave me alone (x2)

I'll fade away with the wind
Everyday's a day I hate being in
Or maybe I just hate my own skin
Is it really even that more different?

Cause the world is bitch that's why I say fuck it
Every morning is shit but I don't think nothing of it
Cause it's always been that way for me
God why'd you give so much hate to me?

I can't take it
How'd I make it?
This far I don't know
Cause I keep losing my hope (x2)

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning

spotify.

i lost her.

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry 

i hope that you hear this
i hope that your worth it
your dad makes me nervous
i fuck up on purpose
no 
no i don't deserve this
oh 
oh

i should stop running my mouth
i get in trouble everytime 
your dad seems to comes around
its not his fault
he just hates me 
cuz of the way that i sound
im super nervous
kinda quirky
i can't figure him out
he wants me dead, a grave right into the ground

watch the world burn as i walk thru the flames
discard my body the ashes will rain
kill everybody 
brain with no body 
talk to myself when i’m scared and i’m crying
emotionless eyes i can’t tell when i’m lying
far from the end but the end is still nigh 
how we all dead but still feelin alive
came out of the womb and i’m not even crying
baby wanna say bye bye
takin my life like i
don’t wanna feel alright
don’t wanna wake up 
don’t wanna step outside
bitch i been up all night

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry

ur dad fucking hates me! ft. joseph cash (prod irby)

Nothing, Nowhere. - Wooden Home

this song means so much to me, would mean the world for other people to hear it✌🏻🤓
ig:chrishurdd dm for collab

btw if anybody can find the beat producer on youtube for this song hmu i got sent this beat and cant find the link anywhere to give them credit help me out❤️


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Bones. (prod. boyfifty)

play this in the background as you cry, contemplating your live, or simply just want to stare at your ceiling in the dark.

Fine Line - Harry Styles

cassie & effy young vacations

got in my feels then wrote a sound about my lowkey drug abuse, but im ok now :)

new sad playlist

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