Sadness is a state of mind. This song is about the thoughts I go through when I am in that state of mind.

One Day

water spirit

East Side

please don’t take me back
you know that i
was blind to see
i thought that it was love
but if
it was
i wouldn’t hate your guts

is it wrong to be in love,
if it never was enough? 
if i said just “one more time”
id be drowning tonignt 

something new happens and i can’t go on 
i’m getting sick of writing fake love songs 
i wanna stay forever laying in your arms 
but you’re making me fall apart so

don’t lie babe
i know you see me when you close your eyes (when you close your eyes)
i know you’re out here talking to other guys
you were a one of a kind
but please don’t take me back 

*bridge*
(i hate falling in love)

i’m so aware that you need me now
but i sleep poorly in our broken house
if i wanted you gone id tell you “go to hell”
but can i ask of you: “please don’t cast no spells on me”

one more thing happens it’s the end of our world
then after that our whole universe 
i wanna be smiling and i wanna be laughing
but not with you cuz you break me into 3


don’t lie babe
i know you see me when you close your eyes (when you close your eyes)
i know you out here talking to other guys
you were a one of a kind
but please don’t take me back 

don’t lie babe
i know you see me when you close your eyes (when you close your eyes)
i know you out here talking to other guys
you were a one of a kind
but please don’t take me back

pls don’t take me back (with Kevin Ehrenstrom)

When I'm Alone

When The World Caves In

When The World Caves In (ft. WakeUpCoy)

Painted Red

“Can’t help but string me along” was written last summer about yearning and wanting something or someone and being frustrated because you want to stop being reminded of it constantly. This song was GREAAATTTLYYY inspired by “But Not Tonight” by Depeche Mode and mostly consists of synths and the same on going drum beat that filters through the entirety of it. 
            This song is very much about unrequited love but also the hope and possibility of it being requited. It’s about not knowing enough about a person to decide what’s going on between you but also finally being able to accept that and realize it doesn’t matter what’s going on as long is your enjoying it. 
            MY VOCALS SOUND TERRIBLE IN THISSSSS. like actually so seriously awful. I tried doing many vocal takes but felt so connected to the original vocal scratch vocal I started with which is actually so embarrassing but the day I wrote this song meant so much to me and I wanted to hold onto that through the quality of the recording (despite how truly shitty it sounds). 
          Last August I was ACTUALLLYYY delusional. So yes the lyrics sound a little crazy and desperate but it’s okay. 

AS IM TYPING THIS IM LISTENING TO THE VOCAL AND IT SOUNDS SO BAD AHH IM SO SORRY. someday this song will be professionally recorded and it’ll sound as cinematic as it does in my head, but for now, here’s the shitty version. 
           I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
- Enna <3

Lyrics: 
i
i wait alone at night 

dont want to see your face 
out of sight out of mind 

you
you just don’t understand 

cause you can’t help it but string me along 
i thought you felt it too but am i wrong? 

baby, if this is way too much 
we can just keep dancing in the, dancing in the dark 

hold me, but maybe you should not  

cause i know i’d take it, i’d take it to heart 
so let’s just just keep dancing, dancing in the dark  

shall we? 

verse: 
who am i, who am i?
lost but i…feel alive 

look at me, in my eyes 
i want you in my life 

chorus: 
i, 
i cannot fire the gun 

if i’m the only one 
i do not want the bullet in my bones

wish, 
wish this was all for fun 

but it’s so difficult
when there’s feelings involved 

don’t feel, 
like i know anything 

about you or how you are feeling 

maybe, i should get some sleep 

i pray that when i wake up i’ll stop dreaming 

outro: 
can’t help it but string me along
(i feel alive)
can’t help it but string me along
(i want you in my life)
you can’t help it but string me along 
(always on my mind)
feel like you felt it to but am i wrong?
(you’re right) 

hover over your name on my phone
(it’s alright) 
you can’t help it but make me feel warm 
(you make me feel alive) 
we can be clear and i’ll give you my heart
(move into the light) 
or we can keep dancing dancing in the dark 
(all night)

Can’t Help But String Me Along

Written by Sydney Wayser
Produced by Dan Molad and Pete Harper
Mixed by Dan Molad
Mastered by Philip Shaw Bova

LOVER I BUILT US A THRONE
Woke up in your bed
Mountains of pillows had grown
I tied the sheets with copper thread
Lover, I built us a throne

I want to begin, down to the feel and down to the color
Don’t wait for me to kiss you in the morning when you’re half asleep

Honey I want to get tangled up
Maybe you and I could fall in love
I don’t want to wait but I don’t want to rush
I think I love you, I love you, I love you

We memorized the history 
Of ancient Greece and ancient Rome
And while you practiced their dances
My king, I knit you a robe

I want to begin, down to the feel and down to the color
Don’t wait for me to kiss you in the morning when you’re half asleep
‘Cause I want to begin again 

Honey I want to get tangled up
Maybe you and I could fall in love
I don’t want to wait but I don’t want to rush
I think I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you

Somewhere in the forest I built a tower
Far behind the pines, stacked bricks and flowers
I’d forgotten my truth I had nothing to prove

Honey all I want do is tangled up
Maybe you and I could fall in love
I don’t want to wait but I don’t want to rush
I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you

pls don’t take me back (with Kevin Ehrenstrom)

david terner