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nohxrt - LOVE WONT END GOOD ᐸ/3

ebony

van gogh

Verse 1:
I can't get you out of my head
And I try so hard to forget
Just how much I regret
The time that Ive been wasting on you

and its all in my mind 
the way i feel inside today
i have a mind to stay
but i dont wanna get away

Chorus:
It's a long way from yesterday   
theres nothing left for me to say
I'm not sorry that im leaving you
but I never loved you anyway

But I cant let you go
So im walking on a tightrope (tightrope)
feels like your hands around my fucking throat (fucking throat)
im gonna pack my bags and fuckin go (fucking go)
 
verse 2:
now I'm done with this cycle of hurt and pain
now I'm done with feeling like I've been stuck in a train
going round and round, feelin like im insane
drive around and round, ive got nothing to gain

I'm done with all the lies and deceit
I'm breaking free from all this  grief
I'll be living my life, no more feeling incomplete
imma leave you behind, I'll be living by my beat

long way from yesterday (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

sober october pt.2

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Lyrics posted in the comments 🖤

molly freestyle - bart [OFFICIAL AUDIO]

lyrics:

ive been trapped inside my mind
with these thoughts of suicide
cant put these feelings aside
i dont know if i can hide
from the pain anymore

i try to be honest but its like there's no use helping me at all
i try to put my cards on the table but im just seen all wrong, yeah

when my personality disorder comes up you leave me - is that so wrong
bet it felt like coming out of nowhere - im sorry i kept inside
all my feelings and everything i wanted
the things i was seeing and hurt i was fleeing from
the strings i was leaving and the dirt that i was eating from
took a toll on my health

i just got back from the hospital and wrote this

lyrics

lets kick it old school
like the old days
when i wasnt afraid to say
how afraid i was
how afraid i was 
of losing myself
to my own hands
To my demands oh no

kickin it with the old fam
like i dont understand
whats happenin to me
whats the goddamn plan
i dont know if i can stand
get me up and onto my feet
yeah

just playing d2 with the crew
jk no one up but me and my group
all alone up at 6am 
i dont know when i began
playing this game - i dont know who's to blame yuh


oh my god my ears are bleeding
face down in the dirt still screaming
Im not feeling alright - my mind keeps my up all night
come on

afraid

lyrics

im just sick of it all, im just sick of it all
ive been hurting inside but i just hurt those by my side
instead of getting help
instead i sit and dwell
on those i hurt as well

god i just hurt myself again
oh fuck i hit a nerve the pain
is unbearable i wanna fucking die
oh my god im just gonna fucking cry about it
im  just gonna fuckin try to get myself to doubt it, 
just gonna take my time and fucking shout about it

sick of it all

prod. @offniights

lyrics:
my suicide story
i hope its not boring
the weathers so stormy - outside, look

its been getting cold
and i cant feel my toes
its strange getting old
when  you dont know your role

time keeps on passing and then fading away
i miss you so much

i'm not so young bitch
not anymore yuh
i thought id join the club but now im 28 huh

i bought some inert gas on the internet yeah
ive made a mistake - take me to mass

put a hood over my head
turn the valve and fill the bag with gas
and then im dead

i said, take me out anyway that you can
im begging for your help - can i get a bit? thanks
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i'm not so young bitch
not anymore yuh
i thought id join the club but now im 28 huh

i bought some inert gas on the internet yeah
ive made a mistake - take me to mass

put a hood over my head
turn the valve and fill the bag with gas
and then im dead

i said, take me out anyway that you can
im begging for your help - can i get a bit? thanks
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and now
everything is falling apart around me and
everybodys gone and ive lost sight of land im lost at see
i think im the mistake
i think im the mistake
i think im the mistake
i think im the mistake

i think i need some help
i think i need more friends
i think i need to tell you
i think this how things end
i think im the mistake
i think im the mistake
i made a mistake
i think i made a mistake
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i'm not so young bitch
not anymore yuh
i thought id join the club but now im 28 huh

i bought some inert gas on the internet yeah
ive made a mistake - take me to mass

put a hood over my head
turn the valve and fill the bag with gas
and then im dead

i said, take me out anyway that you can
im begging for your help - can i get a bit? thanks

forgive me father for i have sinned

suicide club (prod. offniights)

Have You Ever Seen the Rain Cover

❤️‍🔥For those who sin❤️‍🔥

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sober october pt.2

kyx