killslump - what are you so afraid of ? *cover*

I'm so motherfucking done with everything that is my life I wanna go and get the gun
Put that shit inside my mouth and pull the trigger til I gush
From my skull
Take my soul and put my body in a hole

I'm so tired, I'm bouta stick my face in a Meat Slicer
I told you what it was I'm bout to set my self on fire
Cause I ain't got not reason
To be breathing
Death is what I'm seeking
Killing myself slowly with the alcohol and whiskey drinking

Fuck! Shit!
That's what is sound like in my brain when I'm going through pain on the daily bitch
You say that you love me
I know that you hate me
Just leave me alone you can't save me bitch
Cause I can just not take this shit, I hate it when my day begins
I wish that I could rip the skin off of my body I'm a bitch!

I'm so introverted
Ain't leaving the house
And I'm staying depressed
I am not going out
When I look at myself in the mirror I get pissed and start punching myself in muhfucking mouth
Cause I hate what I see and I don't wanna look
I'm a liar, a thief and a dick and a crook
And I don't want your help so I'm grabbing the belt
Imma wrap it around and I'm killing myself

I'm so motherfucking done with everything that is my life I wanna go and get the gun
Put that shit inside my mouth and pull the trigger til I gush
From my skull
Take my soul and put my body in a hole

I'm so tired, I'm bouta stick my face in a Meat Slicer
I told you what it was I'm bout to set my self on fire
Cause I ain't got not reason
To be breathing
Death is what I'm seeking
Killing myself slowly with the alcohol and whiskey drinking

2. MEAT SLICER (feat. KNØTTZ) [PROD. or.1ove]

BlowMyHeadOpenTypeBeat

Noratz (+killdill)

PULL UP?! BOMBAY X FEEL ALONE PROD rose from the pain

even if u duck prod evilmystic

Im gonna black out
I cant handle this pain
Its all in my head i know its all in my brain
I don’t want to die… without a name
Ill take another pill…. just so i feel okay

I cant tell whats real.
I don’t know how to feel.
no longer can conceal.
pain inside, cant be healed

I just
Suffer in silence
Keep getting reminded
Of all the of love that you once had provided

I cant help but feel like
My hearts being peeled
My eyes hate whats revealed
Behind all that has been shield

Dont even know what it is i have to go dont want to
do it alone passed out on the bathroom floor hope i dont show how im feelin when youre around i dont wanna bring you down i guess ill get blacked out



I cant tell whats real
I don’t know how to feel
no longer can conceal
pain inside, cant be healed.(x2)

i tell myself i never cared to ease my anxieties. i never cared of how anyone else perceives me when i realized i exist for now, and thats good enough for me.  these feelings i describe are far too real than id ever like them to be sometimes. the best way i can describe this project is the small yet painful range of emotions i have been constantly struggling with, love and hate, anger and sadness. living for the inbetween. im trying my best every day but i feel like i am still falling apart. i always feel an urge to make more. ive been continuously seeking the help i need that i had convinced myself over and over that i didnt (because i already been through it.) im trying my best and i know you can too. relapse is okay. dont struggle in silence. through all of this hell i tell myself its alright. i love you all, ill still keep trying, ill still keep doing this art until i die. 
dedicated to meeks. rip meek meek 2023. i love you forever.

blackout (prod.milord)

Without You (prod. teeayemadeit)

MY PLACE

Grinder

where did I go wrong ft. FatboyFlacko (prod. camrsux)

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Without You (prod. teeayemadeit)

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