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stuck in this feedback loop

written: me & @polar333
prod: @prodbyjoshwa

don't know what u want me to do
what u want me to say
stay stuck in this feedback loop
for the rest of my days

ur trying to save me
stop holding ur breath
way that things have been lately
i'm otw to my death

wipe ur tears, solve ur problems
idk what to do
so close to the bottom
i should try smth new

smth's gotta give
i'm cavin in
cus life's a bitch
n i'm sick of it

if there's no trick to fitting in
ur the best at hiding it

all the bs aside
i tried too many times
to get u out of my mind
idk what is right

too high in my bedroom
in love wit the old u
the one i was close to
before someone closed u

so close to the bottom
waiting on ur texts
idk if i want em
forget about an ex
i already forgot em
jus wanna sign some checks
i don't wanna be forgotten

uh oh, i think we gettin too close
oh no, can we take things slow
i hope it's better days down the road
but u know that ain't how shit goes

wipe ur tears, solve ur problems
idk what to do
so close to the bottom
i should try smth new

smth's gotta give
i'm cavin in
cus life's a bitch
n i'm sick of it

if there's no trick to fitting in
ur the best at hiding it

all the bs aside
i tried too many times
to get u out of my mind
idk what is right

too high in my bedroom
in love wit the old u
the one i was close to
before someone closed u

spotify

hiding it (joshwa)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/datboiryen/doing-2-much
lyrics

Only get this feeling when I’m touching you
Can’t tell if you give a fuck about it
Got so much love for you
I can’t tell if this the wrong time to bring this up but
I really miss the way your body feel
Your bestfriend told me I was the one that’s messing up
I know I like to play I guess I’m doing too much
Yeah I’ll be back soon
How the fuck do I make these songs
It’s all because of you
I’m taking these shots right to the face
So don’t get mad if I just pick up my phone tonight
And Ima do what it takes whatever makes me feel right
Wake up drunk, pissed as fuck
Like what the fuck is my life
Yeah I think it’s time
Like maybe if we touch a little, I’ll be fine

Like hold on, wait
I can’t tell if you’re serious bae
I’m on my way
Cuz you’ve been distant, not calling me lately
I’m feeling real sick to my stomach
Everyone walks when I’m running
I’m doing my best and it’s nothing
Somebody tell me why
This shit just keeps on happening to me
I wanna (fucking die)
Don’t fucking say that
I got that devil on my shoulder screaming
You better get payback
I’m about to get with all your friends
And do you dirty like you did to me
Wake me up when this shit ends
I don’t wanna pretend no more

This shit ain’t fun for a nigga like me
I almost slipped into the streets
All these bitches slimy
Ain’t nobody healing me
Nobody doing shit for free
I need to get these feelings off cuz you know that I

doing 2 much (p. typhoon)

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/instigate
https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

SPOTIFY

bugging!

hypochondriac

intellectual greed

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

Forever Lost (prod. DUSTMYTE)

mesmerized w/aftrr (cian)

glaive unreleased (sped up to avoid copyright)

fear of god and the catholic chruch

artemas - i like the way you kiss me, i can tell you miss me (full version, slowed reverb)

Lyrics :

Don't wanna cry, you're killing them with kindness
But this time you've gone way to far
At this point you gotta get your shit together
For the better for the worst, I don't care can you

Can you please stop by for a moment when you say goodbye
I been tryna telling you all
Why I need some space just to take my time

Welcome back, welcome to the party
Lost me in the crowded room
You're the one who shining bright
Cause she built like a Malibu Barbie
She gon' like it up, pretty princess in the lobby

Can you please stop by for a moment when you say goodbye
I been tryna telling you all
Why I need some space just to take my time

How can I tell you all my feelings, I can't keep it inside
And I really wanna know what you wanted in life?
Tryna find peace, hide me, underground in six feet
This the best that i can do for you to love me
Love me, baby you can trust me
When we fall down into space
Would you care to believe everything right in your eyes
Playing with the worst team
Tryna be a better guy, tryna make the best scene
Best scene, baby

I heard you're smokin' off too high
Try your best in other ways to find a new side
Everything that I have paid for you to spend all my money
Five kills, never get an ace like you, like you

I warned you many times not to go too far
Getting off with your friends
I don't want them around

Welcome back, welcome to the party
Lost me in the crowded room
You're the one who shining bright
Cause she built like a Malibu Barbie
She gon' like it up, pretty princess in the lobby

Can you please stop by for a moment when you say goodbye
I been tryna telling you all
Why I need some space just to take my time

I been taking my time
I see it right in your eyes
Give it up, I know my, I know my ways to get around
Yeah, I been trying, I been trying to figure out
How to solve what they did to you
They saying "you're so, you're so basic"
I jump around like pogo medium
That's the only jump that I can reach you back
Things I lack, put the volume to the max sayin'
Cause you're the only one that I can be around

How do I?
Get this feeling off my chest
Baby, I been trying my best to walk away from the things I seen
Oh, but I still hold on

Welcome back, welcome to the party
Lost me in the crowded room
You're the one who shining bright
Cause she built like a Malibu Barbie
She gon' like it up, pretty princess in the lobby

Can you please stop by for a moment when you say goodbye
I been tryna telling you all
Why I need some space just to take my time

Malibu Barbie

Lyrics :

Tell me things
I take care for your diamond rings
I let you know when I came back when angel sings
But I still refuse to be your king

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Closed door, waiting for two months
Got a couple little things you could tell me
On vacation, you can move on
You can do anything you wished for by yourself

Run away baby, we escape from hell
It's a tragic story that I'll never tell
Lost all my powers, I won't cast a spell
You're doing so well
 
I know when they get close to ya
And I ain't following the things they tryna' speak to ya
And I don't trust any advice they tryna give it up
They gon' listen up when you shouted in the crowded room
They really want you mind
You don't pay any attention
Baby, don't listen to them
You're my hidden gem, only one I ever find
The diamond in the rough shining bright

But I'm still trying all my best just to be a better guy
You said "I'm okay" but I know that was a lie
Do you feel different when we fell into the sky
I don't side with them tonight
Deep down I hope that you will be alright
I hate it when you're gone
I've been tryna catch a flight
I can't be alone I need you in my life
They don't save me I cut them off baby

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Forget the tour
They always say that less is more
You've been the best I been looking for
I'm bleeding out from the blood you pour
Put everything on to rest
Leave' em alone and my life starts to set
Those are the things that I did and regret
It doesn't matter since I won my bet

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
I say it loud

Bad Apple

Lyrics :

I wanna slow dance
You're the only one I know, I wanna hold hands
All the limerence that I kept it to myself
Lead us nowhere, we been hiding in the shell
I know we gon' fell

But if we don't have it all
I'm trying my hardest to make you feel better
When I'm without you

They just tell me more
I should stay close with you
And I don't want you to get involve with anything
You'll be playing with fire

Baby, stay with me
Am I just an issue that will make you leave?
Something wrong?
Tell me, can you say it please?
I cannot fufill up on the things you need
Let it out baby, I don't-

It's all my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Take another shot baby, I just wanna stay
Living all my life, moment that you went away
Away, when you calm down for a moment I'll be
Waiting for the sun to come up
And you play your songs for me to hear
It's a beauty and a beast mode
I can't think about another one for you to decode 
I know that I've been on the wrong road
But I need somebody to talk to, it's a convo
So I cut ties with another bad apple in my basket
I don't wanna see it again

It's all my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Save you from the truama, I don't want any more drama
And baby, please just stay with me
Oh no, it's my fault
I need a call

I been finding ways for another safe zone for you in the world
Don't light it up, don't light it up for the pearls
Until they saw your face
I'm all alone
Try to find my home right before I know you until I fall

Just get it off right now
Let it out baby I just wanna hear your voice
Cause, all these songs are so melancholy
If you miss me back, then you better call me
Did they treat you wrong?
Did you get out of there?
Oh baby, it was all my fault
I know that you was right all along

Baby, I don't wanna let you down
Stayin' outside, everybody left town
Chasin' all the life that you're on about
We been out here for a couple hundred rounds 

Let it out, so baby, stay with me
Am I just an issue that will make you leave?
Something wrong?
Tell me, can you say it please?
I cannot fufill up on the things you need
Let it out baby, I don't-

I'm sorry for leaving you there
I should've known better before I talk to em'
Don't let it be up on your health, I'm cutting ties with them
And I'll cure the depression for you it is

All my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Just get it off right now
Let it out baby I just wanna hear your voice
Cause, all these songs are so melancholy
If you miss me back, then you better call me
Did they treat you wrong?
Did you get out of there?
Oh baby, it was all my fault
I know that you was right all along

Baby, I don't wanna let you down
Stayin' outside, everybody left town
Chasin' all the life that you're on about
We been out here for a couple hundred rounds

Oh, don't go away baby, please just stay with me

Eternal Reward

me and glaive tryna get this on spotify. hopefully it will be up there soon :)

also the cover art, it's a picture from an advertisement for body bags, not a real dead person.

ok thank you if you're reading this thank you for listening :)
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bitch i walk into-
bitch i walk into the party with a strap
everybody dropping, got more ammo in the back
ion feel too good today, like fuck it, i'ma crash
ion feel nothing til they leave in bodybags

bitch i'm strapped like NRA
i hop in this fucking whip
like who the fuck gon die today
who am i gon kill today
bitch i'm sick of feeling good
i ain't gon take my pill okay
bitch i'm sick of feeling straight
like who blood getting spilled okay

lil bih i'm strapped up like.
i'ma walk into the store and air this whole bitch out on god
bitch my loadout really fye, like my ass irl on COD
put that fye on himself, bih ion need no fucking squad

bitch i walk into-
bitch i walk into the party with a strap
everybody dropping, got more ammo in the back
ion feel too good today, like fuck it, i'ma crash
ion feel nothing til they leave in bodybags

i know that bih hung up on some old shit
fuck that ho, bih that my old bih
i was like 10 taking notes on ogrish
hoping nobody would notice
woke up this morning i'm dropping 10 bodies
i need more, like, i'm losing focus
pour up a cup of that blood
lil bitch i'm sipping but that's just a bonus

bodybags

bodybags ft. glaive

lyrics :

i stay with you now if you wanted something
wasted tears every nights over nothing
and im scared i'll be alone without you darling
protect you and me at all cost

i know that you want my acceptence
you think i had a choice for my balance
it's over for us when you turn it around

i can't sleep at night
cause you're waking me up
unless the sound of dynamite
it's all over the house

you're like a diamond shining bright
glowing up in the clouds
to say i'm not the type to fight them 
over it's all my head

over it's all my head
and every second i will be here with you
and the struggles that you're going through

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it

whatever you do
i'll stay safe
forever our eternity is left out
gone with my ability to save you
outside your misery

and i hope that i see you again
see you again
and i hope that i see you

and thats all that we got
it's a taste of a luck
right before we're in love
cannot tell you with words
i might leave it with us
all the things that i trust
can you keep me closer to you

and i know you might not get it
with the way i step inside
never had all these emotions
since you came into my life
wish i get to know to more
it's what it takes to be alive
and i hope that i see you again

i know that you want my acceptence
you think i had a choice for my balance
it's over for us when you turn it around

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it
whatever you do

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it

whatever you do
i'll stay safe
forever our eternity is left out
gone with my ability to save you
outside your misery

and i hope that i see you again

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