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Problems

O My Heart

Wrecking Ball


Lyrics:

I've thrown aside my worries
But the cares they bite me back
I'm taking twenty vitamins a day
For the iron I lack

I don't need food I don't need sleep
Don't tell me that I'm wrong
I don't know what I'm doing
But can you please just play along

My head is made of flowers
And my body made of steel
Cause I can't think
Can't hear can't feel

They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you

So I jumped out with a parachute
But the ground caught me off guard
Karma for the rules I break
The ones I disregard

I can feel the tension rising
What fate is worse than this
Stuck between the ones I love
And the ones I miss

My head is made of shrubbery
And my body made of stone
Cause I can't for the life of me
Reap what I have sown

They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you

I try to sink and never float
Cause my head is underwater
I'm here by choice by my own hand
I'm a lamb sent into slaughter

I'm aware of my own body
I can feel beneath my skin
I can wash away my insecurities
But can't wash away my sin

They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you

suffering - Amélie Farren

Rule #34

My man is a stagnant water,
a mud-your-linen, cacklin’ bogland
Waded in his iris to my knees
I bathed in his mouth overnight
We drank moonbeams from oily skies
Come dawn, he begged me, “Please, love, never leave”

Hmm, hmm
Hmm, hmm,

I have hands for building altars,
Lips to pray to reckless gods
Yeah, I was made to be a devotee
His mangroves held me ‘till died
My body’s relic left behind
To fossilize beneath the willow trees

Hmm, hmm,
Hmm, Hmm,

Thrashing like Ophelia in my featherdown coat
Won’t someone teach me to love without it swallowing me whole
If to be loved is to be changed, I’m only worsenin’
Mosquito larvae in my ribs
He only loves me when I rot with him

I’m my father’s stubborn daughter
And I am no gentle lover
Only crown I wear is loyalty
My man is a stagnant water,
a mud-your-linen, cacklin’ bogland
And I’m forever stuck his bog body

Hmm, hmm,
Hmm, hmm

The Bog Bodies

The Bog Bodies (Dorm Demo)

A fleeting moment in time , a smile, a second glance. A song of mystery and wonderment ! 

A shadow fell
It kissed the light
Your face was fire
The stars took flight
You spoke in riddles
Your voice like rain
Every word a spark
Every glance a chain

A perfect stranger
Who stole my sight
A perfect stranger
In the pale moonlight
Who are you
Where’d you come from
Why’s my heart so tight
A perfect stranger
You feel so right

Your laughter danced
A fragile thread
Spinning stories
Weaving webs
You walked through walls
No door in sight
You touched my soul
Then vanished in the night

Are you a dream
Are you real
Or just a ghost I can feel

A perfect stranger
Who stole my sight
A perfect stranger
In the pale moonlight
Who are you
Where’d you come from
Why’s my heart so tight
A perfect stranger
You feel so right

No map
No compass
Just the thrill
Lost in your orbit
Against my will
I never saw it
But here you are
A fleeting wish
A falling star

No map
No compass
Just the thrill
Lost in your orbit
Against my will
I never saw it
But here you are
A fleeting wish
A falling star

Perfect stranger .mp3

After

Dear Arkansas Daughter

A far departure from my darker transformations, this song by The Orion Experience is a really upbeat and good song to write to.(At least for me, that is.)

The Cult Of Dionysus

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