emobeat

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@youshao
She doin’ good she fuck with the gang
再開一杯我想看到他醉
這一種感覺才是對
你心中有我的位置？
他們叫我stay awake
沒看過那麼華麗的陷阱
我好想要再來一遍
他們說你很偏執 他們說你是騙子
但在我眼裡你是仙子 關於美的那種解釋
我懶得去觀察那劣質品
他們全部都在騙自己
把你當成我的everything….

把你當成我的everything 
你曾經是我的一切
全都reject 
你給我的反應我不能理解
像是沒看透過你
拜託destroy my lonely 
相片我還放在抽屜
變成玩物的感情 想騙我嗎
是最亮的star 還有好多話還在我心底
清空了回憶就為了去記你
我沒那些複製品那麼的低級
在第幾遍的第幾夜
我翻看你主頁看了好幾遍
我對你的意思還不夠明顯？
想知道你的感覺

@oddpupil
she never know my feeling yeah 
she just broke my heart 
我想妳也不是看不出來我對妳有想法
maybe I’m not enough 
還是不懂得放下
重視這段感情太久我已經無法自拔
妳是騙子又怎樣
至少妳讓我愛上
但妳又讓我一直受傷 always turn me down
yeah how u feel 可能真的不懂妳的感覺
but ily can u give me one more chance

how u feel? +oddpupil (1vansolo)

prod.khazs＋innerfreedom＋paryo(midi:paryo)

Cold Heart

Feel like I got poison in my head
I gotta move on
I gotta turn the lights off
I cant feel love anymore
毁掉我的生活(Destroy my life)
快樂給你帶走(you took away our happiness)
逃不到我的心魔(Can't escape my heart)

Hooo~
我擦不到你的笑容(I can't wipe your smile)
Girl I wanna turn back
Lets make it forever last 
Fuck it you got me tear up
You’re not at my side in this last dance
說什麼開花結果?(What do you mean by blossoming?)
Girl you’re playing with my溫柔 （kindness)
情緒將我們拉開 (our emotions drag us apart)
悲傷的我不停的顫抖(I am shivering in my sadness)
Touched your heart it got me bleeding
I cared too much my body’s aching 
Can we reverse yea my heart’s draining 

Girl you thought its a game?
You put my heart in a frame
I feel that
My heart it did turn black 
My heart keeps burning yea Im driving insane 
Still finding my voice back
Maybe we are a mismatch 
我喘一口氣 (I gasped)
旋律已經給你帶走了(you took away my melody)
但是我放不過你 (but I cant let you go)
Cannot stay it so I 後悔 (regret)
Too tired 
For real, I miss her
太累，不想追 (too tired to chase you)
時間就像煙灰 (time is like ashes)
Hooooo~
為什麼你摸不透我的心？(why cant you feel my heart?)
In my heart I got no 秘密 (secret)
Baby I want you smile back
Baby I want you hold my hand 
Baby I want you come back…

lastdance/顫抖(1vansolo)

我們的愛情
我們的愛情化成泡沫
聽不到你的聲音感到寂寞
是我的過錯
停留下你的美麗
泡沫的回憶
You’re my sunlight
給我溫暖
不許你離開
最後你隨風飄揚
輕輕地帶走我的心
我們的回憶存在泡沫裏

為什麼我不是你的唯一
Oh nah nah nah nah 你欺騙你自己
欣賞你的故意你讓愛變得透明
泡沫的美麗讓你變得ugly
你毁了一切
讓我擔當一切
孤獨地演奏
讓我看清一切
You’re not mine right now
Oh baby you’re are a fraud
Look how many bubbles I count 

Baby I was getting tricked 
My tears they are not a treat
Baby I am getting enough 
My heart is still bittersweet 
Baby I will never give up 
No matter how hard I tried
Baby meet you in tomorrow 
(We will still blowing bubbles)

Bubble (1van+Blazedini)

你最喜歡的魔法

prod. @user-580544318

lyrics :

你知道我不能說假的話 (You know I can’t speak anything but the truth)
聽起來像假的嗎 (Does this sound fake to you?)
不知往哪走 直接來我家 (If you’re lost, just come over to my place)
要怎樣我都沒有差 (Whatever happens, I really don’t mind)
我的體溫一直在上升 (My temperature’s rising nonstop)
不經意的傷害最傷人 (Unintentional wounds cut the deepest)
yea 跟不安在抗爭 (Fighting back against the unease, yea)
你離開後思念在狂增 (Since you left, the longing just keeps growing)

知道妳還不能相信我說的話 (I know you’re not ready to trust my words yet)
給你的反應太多了嗎 (Did I come on too strong for you?)
說了就做 不等著你罵 (I speak and act without waiting for you to get mad)
你看著我眼睛 我感覺像：蛤？ (You look into my eyes, and I feel like, “Huh?”)
相信我會給你全部 (Believe me, I’ll give you everything)
蛤？ 得到了不輕易結束 (“Huh?” Once I have it, it’s not something I’ll let go of easily)

huh 得到的不輕易 (Huh, what I gain, I don’t lose easily)
我跟上天發誓 將來得到什麼我全都給妳 (I swear to the God, whatever I achieve, it’s all for you)
‘cause u the baddest
現金 鑽戒 yea I got it (Cash, diamond rings, yeah, I have it all)
跟那些白癡拉出差別 (I stand apart from all those fools)
我希望你想清楚 (I hope you’ll really think this through)
what do I mean to you?
別聽你那些好朋友 他們toxic (Don’t listen to your friends; they’re toxic)
台北市太多 bad bitch (Too many bad bitch in Taipei)
他們找我 我說不行 (They hit me up, but I say no)
把我的時間都給你 (All my time belongs to you)
一點都不覺得可惜 (And I don’t feel the slightest regret)
so fuck it, less go
是我想要的愛當然想要更多 (This love I want, of course I want more of it)
你前男友他都在放我的歌 (Your ex-boyfriend listens to my tracks)
why you laughin’ like dat
只是比較不會喝 (I’m just not the best at drinking)
fw no rules, 我不需要規則 (fw no rules, I don’t need any)
他們想要我怎樣我不想去配合 (They want me to follow, but I’m not here to comply)
什麼都不用說 (There’s nothing that needs to be said)

up2u! (1vansolo)

okameP flip 145 F#maj (1vansolo)

Loneliness

rip, thank you.

sample: xxxtentacion-teeth / teen suicide-no, the moon

visual: youtube.com/watch?v=QyOyrsscHXs

hurt

damaged w/ gin$eng

i've been doing well

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