based and memory-issue-pilled

lyrics:
take apart what's left of me
without consensus of the free
i grind my teeth in courtesy
the stillness often tend to flee

the mocking white of brutal sin
the devil wears the angel's skin
the sirens blared an endless din
amongst us are our fallen kin

sinabi mo, sinabi mo
walang nagkamali
tinapon ang pagibig
di man lang binalik

at sa tamis ng iyong dama
ang lubid na itim sa leeg nagsama

huwag kalilimutan ang pasang namumula
"di mo ba alam na nakikita ka ng iba?"
wag mong iisipin pag nilait ka nila
hiyang hiya naman sa sugat, umiiyak kang magisa

tumahan na, wag kang umiyak, ikaw ay magpanggap
wag mong ipakita, at ika'y matatanggap
hide behind a virtuous fondness, all that they can see
the layers pile, and you forgot who you're supposed to be

take apart what's left of me
without consensus of the free
i grind my teeth in courtesy
the stillness often tend to flee

the mocking white of brutal sin
the devil wears the angel's skin
the sirens blared an endless din
amongst us are our fallen kin

sinabi mo, sinabi mo
walang nagkamali
tinapon ang pagibig
di man lang binalik

at sa tamis ng iyong dama
ang lubid na itim sa leeg nagsama

Sinabi Mo (full version)

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

I Had to Die to Survive

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqe2WMZYYvQ
additional links in youtube description!

Yuma, Stardust, Asterian, Kevin / SCAPEG♾AT [Original Song]

hi all!! consider this an early upload for the next Chromaticity of Fear song! I'm still working on the PV, but I wanted to get this out a little early for the Asterian song contest. The character and story are going to be revealed with this song's youtube upload, thank you all for your patience <3

the thumbnail was taken from a photo by Farhan Arif! no changes were made to this work:
https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/

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lonely boy, reaching for the stars, craving the moon
he got too close to the sun, woke up in the afternoon

little boy, hibernating till the start of june
if the world was perfect pitch, then he was grossly out of tune

careful what you say
remember who you were that day
wonder if the man who shares your face
had also used your name

past what you condemn
pretend you know how to repent
remember why you were
then forget it all over again

haunted by what has remained
scared of the unexplained
how can you let go of all
that you cannot recall

stubborn barriers contain
flora deeply ingrained
daffodils inside my head
they say they want us dead

whispers through the grape vine
my life is not mine
pass it through the grape vine
my mind is benign

blink and you're no longer here
picking stems inside your ears
seems my body's smarter than
what holds back a tired pen

blink and at once you're awake
lay back down slam on the brakes
it seems i'm no smarter than
what holds back a flooding dam

what i mean lost meaning
grieve for the living
set it back to square zero
settling roots grow

tired boy, existing only inside his head
alive but already dead
throw up spores over my bed

little boy, too young and too old
he says to me
paradoxical designs
let him color outside the lines

don't know what to do
forget why you're feeling so blue
do the flowers behind your eyes
know how much they mean to you

thinking through the pain
regain
live through all this again
shed all you can't erase
you'll regret it in the first place

trace your sins around your palms
hiding from weeping psalms
padlocked by a broken wall
and you're feeling so small

memories he undertook
flora an open book
i hear tulips, and they say,
they tried to keep me safe

whispers through the grape vine
everything is fine
sing it through the grape vine
my life's the punchline

blink and you're no longer here
picking stems inside your ears
seems my body's smarter than
what holds back a tired pen

blink and at once you're awake
lay back down slam on the brakes
it seems i'm no smarter than
what holds back a flooding dam

what i mean lost meaning
grieve for the living
set it back to square zero
settling roots grow

shouting through the grape vine
your hand lays in mine

blink and everything's so clear
killing what i thought was real
it seems my body's smarter than
what holds back a bleeding pen

close your eyes cover your ears
will yourself to disappear
it seems i'm no smarter than
what holds back a flooding dam

what i felt lost feeling
live for the grieving
reaching out towards the moon
settling roots bloom

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MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link

Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link

Botanophobia // Asterian [CoF]

they!!!

art by @/twendytwo on twt

youtube video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Smk4z2Mcgz8
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-rvof0R133TJeDFtSPVnnZ6IcGwj9bZ2HVWmwyNRybA/edit

Above and Beyond ft. NYL (SynthV Original Demo Song)

KALTES HERZ - RYZØR

Darkness (Extended Mix)

Music by Meta (me!)
Tuning by IrisFlower
Main Vocals: Vocaloid Dex
Some BG Vocals: Alter/Ego Daisy

Professor Genki/Saints Row (C) Volition

Download MP3/instrumental/VSQx: http://www.mediafire.com/file/2cz3z9h5e894s31/Professor_Genki%27s_Spooky_Game_of_Super_Ethical_Fun_and_Murder.zip

Lyrics:

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Welcome to my realm,
You belong to me little mouse just like
All the rest
A stupid guest
Now shall we play a game?

So you think you're tough
Let's put it to the test, pathetic mouse
Now prepare for a pain like
You've never felt before

I'm not even started
I've got so many tricks up my sleeve
How are you holding up, pest?
You're not ready to leave

You thought you were close before
But very soon you'll see just that
Not matter how far you crawl
I'll always be top cat

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

(Chorus)
On the floor in pain
A lovely struggle for money in such vain ~
I'm the king of fun!
How are you liking my silly little spooky game?
You can keep what you find if you can make it out of here alive ~
How's your confidence holding out, my friend?
You'd be the first one to survive ~

Who cares what color you wear
Because here in my dark abyss
In my bloody lair your colors
Fade to black and grey

Don't you worry my little friend
No matter how hard you pray
Run and cower, little mouse
And you will not be missed

(Chorus) x2

【DEX】Professor Genki's Spooky Game of Super Ethical Fun and Murder【VOCALOID Original】

a work-in-progress album! new tracks will be posted to this as i finish them

if you wanna help support me you can get this on bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-perfect

once the album is finished it'll be posted to places like itunes/spotify/etc!

I Had to Die to Survive

marz mitzi