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Białas X King Tomb - Gun Talk

This track’s a trigger.
Don’t say I didn’t warn you.
But this is what it’s like…
When the only thing louder than silence
Is your own fucking mind.

You ever scream into a pillow ‘til your lungs give out?
Ever fake a laugh while planning your way out?
Wrote a note once, tore it to shreds,
Not ‘cause I changed my mind - I just hated how it read.

Friends say “you can talk,”
But vanish when I do.
They want the filtered version -
Not the ugly truth.

They love me when I rise,
But bail when I fall,
They quote “check on your strong friends”…
But never call.

I don't need sympathy, I need a fucking break.
Not another pill, not another fake.
Tired of pretending I'm not in pain,
While bleeding in silence to keep them sane.

Trigger warning - this is hell on loop.
This ain’t a phase, this is my fucking truth.
I don’t wanna die - I just want it to stop,
Want the thoughts out my head like a loaded Glock.

I’m not “crying for help,” I’m fighting to live,
In a world that takes and forgets to give.
So don’t you dare say,
“It’s all in my head” -
It’s a war, and I’m
Fighting not to be dead.

My skin’s a journal no one reads,
Every scar, a prayer on bloodstained knees.
I stitch myself with half a soul,
And still walk through this world like I’m whole.

Some days I want to disappear,
But not ‘cause I’m weak - ‘cause I’m tired of fear.
Tired of rooms with fake concern,
Tired of pain that don’t ever learn.

You want real?
Here it is:
Sometimes I look at the sky and hope it swallows me.
Sometimes I dream of silence so deep it drowns thought.
Sometimes…
I survive.

And that
Is
Fucking
Enough.

Trigger warning - yeah, I’m still here.
With fists full of fire and eyes full of fear.
You want to save me? Save yourself.
I ain’t your project, I’m my own hell.

But I fight.
And I breathe.
And I claw
Through the grief.
If you hear this voice -
Know it bleeds,
But it lives.
And that’s more strength
Than this world ever gives.

I’m not okay.
I might never be.
But I’m
Still.
Fucking.
Here.

Trigger Warning

Guzior - EEHE Prod. SecretRank (Kitchen Czatroom Video)

01. Guzior - Growl ft. Slim Szczegi

02. Guzior - Rise

03. Guzior - Witch.H.R.

04. Guzior - ylloM

05. Guzior - Dingy alley

ylloM EP

Guzior - Piniata remix(prod. SecretRank, skrecze DJ Flip)

HipoPato cypher + Bazi, Delekta, Penx, Kojot, Zygson, Eripe

08. Guzior - Po staremu ft. Deys (prod. Wezyr)

07. Guzior - Normalnie Żyjąc (prod. Adamo)

13. Guzior - Stranger Things (prod. Adamo) (Bonus Track)

10. Guzior - Jerry Springer (prod. Walchuck)

Guzior - W.Samo.Serce

ŁYSY - BIAŁE KASKI

13. Guzior - Stranger Things (prod. Adamo) (Bonus Track)

MateruX

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