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lyrics:
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Call me a fuck up
My whole life's been a suck-up
Can't do anything right
Laying here every night

Thinking about it
But don't wanna talk
And my thoughts keep on screaming
They never shut up

And I don't want the help
I will never know why
Something's blocking the feelings
'Cause I think that's right

Oh, you know it all
Tell me how I feel
Since you love judging me
Oh, you don't know
'Bout what I'm dealing with
You don't know at all

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am,
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Walking out and
I feel like everybody is staring at me
Reminiscence bout the days
When I felt ok

Maybe I need meds
To numb me out
I don't wanna take them
But I'm already fucked up

Can't just feel all right
I just can't feel ok
That's why I can't sleep at night
I won't tell no one a thing

I don't know why
Voices tell me what do
Bottle up my pain, so you
Can look at me falling through

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel
x2

3 am

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I would give away a life, I would kill for you..
Would you do the same for me? Baby, what'd you do?
Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

No one cares whatever I think, when I talk pretend I don't speak. (x2)

There ain't a single fucking thing I wouldn't do for you,
I would throw away my soul for me and you, everything I do, yeah its all for you.

Leave me, I don't wanna go home, I've been really manic tell me that I'm psycho.

Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

Kill for You  (prod. caustyk)

guitar by: ryini beats

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suffer in silence w/hazenova (prod. smokerose & iof)

First track fully recorded out of the hospital. Just another one about a girl playing with my feelings I am getting back to normal now!

I Hate This

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Cassettes

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

Like Suicide - (Prod. TMH)

lyrics:

now u got me lying down
rose petals all around
make sure u dont make a sound
make sure u dont make a sound

long nights when we faded to the background
we misfits, n i wonder where u at now 
all this tension, please dont mention
but the facts out
i really miss you but i think you ate my heart out
running from this pain ive been feeling done
u with another guy got me screaming wtf
u were my rainbow but i guess im outta luck
im just numb, but lets call it tough 

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

take me somewhere i wont be found
i hate this stupid town
tell me we can go
we can go, like right now
baby we can go, go on a spaceship
please dont ever, ever try to evade me
and if you know if you leave then you'll break me
and if you know you'll stay then youll make me
im all alone with no one by my side
i can not tell my lefts from my rights
and if you look inside of my eyes
then you know you and my problems collide

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

feel down ft. teddyboi [IOF]

I Can't Sleep (Prod Splashgvng)
Key D Major
Bpm 176

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

I Can't Sleep

alr (prod. synergy)

SEASON (ft. MXB)

Lyrics: 

Don’t see the point in
Anything anymore
I feel so torn
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I’m so exhausted 
Demons feeding my mentality and I can’t block it
They said the only way out is to off it
can’t wait to lay down in my coffin 
The colors have faded 
I can’t fake it
I’ve been trying hard to embrace it
Tired of lying 
I fucking hate it
Can’t keep trying
My life I’ll take it
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
I don’t see the point anymore
Anymore

dont see the point anymore (rx808)

spend it

Track 3

[chorus]
I don't deserve all the things that I wanted
Right from the moment I knew we departed
My vision of you it was skewed it was blotted
wish I could go back before this all started
No blood in my hands, No i will not meet your demands so
shut the fuck up I command did, pass the red cup imma slam this
oh

[verse 1]
I cannot go tonight, I just want to stay at home tonight
baby I know whats right, stay up all night yes i am gonna write
All of my problems, no ones gon solve them
work my way up to these goals then she robs them
like the idea of love just not the whole thing
This where my problems resides where the stem brings
problems all up in my head; rather be dead
body feels numb and it spreads
Coupe with the pain and I know
just have to let go
whats happened can't change; just move forward

[bridge]
Might just go add some more scars tonight
Stabbed in the back not my heart tonight
can't tell the different tween wrong and right
She stepped out my life and left no goodbye

[chorus]
I don't deserve all the things that I wanted
Right from the moment I knew we departed
My vision of you it was skewed it was blotted
wish I could go back before this all started
No blood in my hands, No i will not meet your demands so
shut the fuck up I command did, pass the red cup imma slam this
oh

[verse 2]
I just cry like every night
scream fuck that bitch; I speak in spite
I took my wealth, my life, my pride back
fuck that bitch she'd never write back
fuck that bitch she'd never write back
I can't seem to get my mindset
I can't seem to hold no hands
fuck around I got no plans
She lost her Interest I knew
then lead me for a month maybe two
got me like what the fuck am I gon do
Fuck all this shit let me light a doob

speak in spite [prod. taurs]

Huge shoutout to @xweepings ❤

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I don't really give a fuck
shoot a text
cause she prolly didn't get enough
quit poppin' xans
cause I know that shit gon' fuck you up
why you keep on acting so strange
get the fuck out my way

I don't really give a fuck
shoot a text
cause she prolly didn't get enough
quit poppin' xans
cause I know that shit gon' fuck you up
yeah why you keep on acting so strange
get the fuck out my way

and after everything you said
yeah you ain't even know my name
but there ain't no one to blame 
yeah you ain't know bout my plans 
get the fuck out the way      
I'm tryna stay sane
I'm not into bullshit
we're not on the same page
but it's already too late
you're not gonna change
girl this ain't no hate
just a path that I take

she just popped a xan got no plans
so she hit one of her ghost pals
they fuck until the morning
rain is pouring down, all night
I don't really wanna fight right now
but you're giving me no options
I'mma tare shit down, alright bitch
switching up on me, she got that switch blade tucked tight
leeches in the water, got my whole head tounge tied
wish I woulda caught her with that knife behind my back
now I'm bleeding out my stab wounds, my vision's going black
this ain't fair how you keep on freezing up my heart
played me like a fiddle but you touch me soft like I'm a harp
hitting every note, if you don't breathe you might choke on
every fucking problem in your vision you ain't spoke on

I don't really give a fuck
shoot a text
cause she prolly didn't get enough
quit poppin' xans
cause I know that shit gon' fuck you up
why you keep on acting so strange
get the fuck out my way

I don't really give a fuck
shoot a text
cause she prolly didn't get enough
quit poppin' xans
cause I know that shit gon' fuck you up
yeah why you keep on acting so strange
get the fuck out my way

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Thanks to CapsCtrl for the beat!
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Like Suicide - (Prod. TMH)

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