thud is more thsn an anthem to me homie if u look at the stays ha

Repetition (ft. romeo!)

And baby
Please come back
And I beg you
I know I been replaced with someone else
With someone else x2
And I know I'm the one who to you to let go
And all the memories that we had
I sware to God if I could take you back
And I know that we drifted away
And I will try again 
We your friends
Tell me that I wasn't enough
I can pretend 
That I'm will be ok
I was so caught up
And wanna be alone
That I made excuses
Why I left
And I know i was wrong
But im am sorry
And I know it will never be the same again
I'm sorry I wasted all your time
And what can I do to make things right 
I dont think yoy know me well
I don't think I know myself
I smile when the cameras out
But honestly that's someone else
I
Don't know
That I'm
Falling behind
And I miss everyone now
Just to see
You moved on
I promise I'll be fine

Butterflies to Spiders

Miami’s washed me up 
I had lived there 27 years 
I thought I built this up 
but I always lived my life with fear 
I’m always so worked up 
I have a feeling that the end is near 
I’m not okay, my dear 
put the car In gear and 

Drive 
so that I can feel alive 
I’m bleeding through my paper skin 
I’m shattered and I’m wearing thin 

we hit each other up from time to time 
tell each other I love you, yeah, it’s fine 
you’re with him now
so fuck me up, give me drugs and give me medicine to sleep tonight 

this pressure’s building up all of this tension 
got my heart bleeding, needing intervention 
in my mentions only looking for attention 
break my chains, set me free, let me ride and put my car in gear and 

We hit each other up from time to time 
fuck I think I need to go for another drive 
I was hoping that this was the last time 
but you’re still keeping me in mind 

Ocala called again
so I moved up thinking that I would change
I left you far behind always regret that now I drown in shame 
you gave up on me 
I’m begging on on my knees 
please i just need some peace
I’m trying to believe 
that you would come back to me 
baby just tell me that you’ll never leave 
take a couple pills to relax just so I can breathe 
I’m never finding answers in these drugs so I write these songs that I sing 

you left me now 
god I feel so left out 
I just hope you stick around 
so that I can go and find out 
If he gives you everything 
I couldn’t imma stress out
cause I failed at loving you 

and now I’m just a burnout 

yeah I’m just a burnout 
a motherfuckin let down 
I’m trynna shut down 
baby shut my lights out 
Bring the knife out 
yea I’m gone now 
when I think of suicide I always put the car in gear and

Drive (Prod. Jolst X Irby)

But its okay
pulling out the 9, i don't know what to say
i was in a bad place, moving in to bad days
i was feelin like a looser, you could see it in my face

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
ill be makin lots uh noise, till im stuck inside my grave

it gets cold in October
the air reminds me every year, the day that we got closer,
don't try to loose my mind
I been manic here at times
but the way the shit was goin, couldn't see me a surprise

thought that I would die
ima man in a disguise
i been hiding all my feelings, same to u, you didn't try
couldn't see the signs
you said i should die
sad to say i think i loved more each time you would disguise
you hated me at times

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
and ill be makin lots uh noise, till I'm stuck inside my grave

i got demons in my head, and they makin me feel dead
i don't wanna be upset, you could see it in my head
if you tried a little harder, youd be next to me in bed
i was feelin pretty led, led into distress

yeah this time you wanted me to leave you lone, but no one said
i was cheating in my head, i was finding ways to spread
cause ive known that you have hated me for years, with that said
ima leave you in the dirt, and think that we have never met.

GRAVE (prod. nvki)

im too fucked
im too tired
i dont care
but i care..
too far gone to even show no signs
thinking of you keeps me up all night
x2
i need somebody to depend on
i cant do this shit all alone
im tryna find love online
i dont got shit to do tonight
so call me up tonight
spend some time together
get to know eachother
right..?
cus ion got time to waste 
cus ive felt
all the sadness that i wanna feel
its been too long
fighting w myself
every other night is dealin w somebody else
every other night is fuckin w somebody else
i just need somebody just to mend my broken heart,
like.

I care. (despairintoashes)

prod wisssery x yago
https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

TORVA
you just broke my stature
and all the stance i had
when you saw i was hurting
you said it was in my head
and you just broke my heart
and left me out for dead
i cant seem to follow
the path inside my head

yea, n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
I've been waiting for you just to call
hard to focus think that I might need some adderall
ever since you left been near psychosis
watch the smoke just fall
hard for me to practice inner locus when I'm at her disposal

I've been staying to myself
patching up my brain
no I don't need no fucking help
calling out your name
I'm at the bottom of the well
wishing you were with me
to save my mental health

TORVA
n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
Lost in my mind when the night time hits
it was the wrong time, wrong bitch
said that I'm fine
you know thats not true
I'm done wasting my time
on all her lies
put up my disguise until I feel fine
but dying inside
I can't remember that look in her eyes

said that you love me you don't
hand on my throat
cold as a ghost uh huh
and I know that you've read all I've wrote
you were the parasite, I was your host
x2

torva x weepings - anguish

Lyrics: 

Don’t see the point in
Anything anymore
I feel so torn
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I’m so exhausted 
Demons feeding my mentality and I can’t block it
They said the only way out is to off it
can’t wait to lay down in my coffin 
The colors have faded 
I can’t fake it
I’ve been trying hard to embrace it
Tired of lying 
I fucking hate it
Can’t keep trying
My life I’ll take it
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
I don’t see the point anymore
Anymore

dont see the point anymore (rx808)

Lyrics:

I’m not alright 
I really wanna die
Say goodbye
Taking my own life
Getting high
Throat is getting dry
Outta time 
My demons won’t comply
And I don’t know 
If I’ll get closure
I’d only hope 
I’m fine when it’s over 
Nobody knows
How I feel when I’m sober 
Bout to explode
Cause I’m losing my composure
I tried to get help but no one knows
They don’t see the hints that I try to show
Distract myself again, don’t know how to cope
I’ve been losing friends, I feel like a ghost
I can feel the hate taking over
Get tf out the way thought I told her
I’m aBout to grab the gun from holster
PTSD go insane like a soldier
I can’t fucking stand myself I’m a piece of shit I deserve to go to hell
I should really get some help but my fucked up mind doesn’t know who to tell
Every single day I contemplate 
I just wanna take my life away

im not alright (venus)

prod. nevrfall






mix. ztope


lyrics-

swno-
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka 
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye weed in this blunt 
Gonna roll it up tight
Yuh frost on my finger
Tips call that frost bite 
Yuh running out of fucks
To give Ima be fine 
Ima die no life line
Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up for
2 night drinking all night
Just to sorta feel right
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 

Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up For
2 nights drinking all night 
Just to sorta feel right
Aye fuck what I said 
Bitch I’ve been up for 
2 nights smoking all night
Just to sorta feel right


2nd verse-
swno-

Aye Putting my thoughts in my notes
Yuh Writing this shit help me cope 
Yuh making this shit while I float 
High for two nights yeah I know 
Aye I do not care what you wrote
Like Why do you still hit my phone


 shizukesa. -

i know that i should try
but i spend every second second guessing if i'm alive
that's why, i been gripping at the knife
cause at least i know myself, but myself wanting me to die
and i don't really wanna cry yet
fucking dissect
everything in my head
can i die yet?
tell me i'm a reject
let me bleed out
fell inside the trap now
just a rebound

2nites w/ shizukesa. (nevrfall)

2nites w/shizukesa.   (nevrfall)

prod. Ayy2

I ain’t no spring chicken, I don’t have to tell you that I’ve been sitting in this same, damn, casino all my life Listening to all those bells going off for everybody else, but nothing ever hits on my machine, not even once I’m still sitting there with the same drink in my hand, good old American dream

Im so back at it
Dont smoke packs i quit 
If i cant Trust Myself 
Who will take my Hit 

Im so back at it
Im so back at it
If i cant Trust Myself 
Who will take my Hit 

If i cant Trust myself
How can i Trust anyone Else
Take a book from the shelf 
And i put it Right back
If i read it 
I could Not remember the Text 
Not a Word that was Said 
I cannont Unterstand 
Dont want to understand 
You cannot comprehend
Im am at it again
Im so back at it man 

Create new files 
I create new Worlds
Create new life 
Have to take my Word
If the day is done 
It cannot be Turned
I touch the sun
But my skin dont burn
I tried to heal 
But i made it worse 
If i cannot heal
I will have to learn
Forget what was 
And restart your turn 
Relearn everything
Till i fly Like Birds

Im so back at it
Dont smoke packs i quit 
If i cant Trust Myself 
Who will take my Hit 

Im so back at it
Im so back at it
If i cant Trust Myself 
Who will take my Hit

I am Running out of words to say 
If i work im feelin fine at day 
Sun goes down 
I cant Even smoke the pain away 
My best friend told me stop it 
And your life will change 
What if it stays the same?
What if it stays the same?
What if it stays the same?

dont see the point anymore (rx808)

cyzun

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