Still Healing

Lust & Lies

Back to life

is a dark, neon-drenched fusion of industrial trap and synthwave heartbreak, blending distorted 808s, mechanical percussion, and glowing analog synths with raw, confessional vocals.

The song dives into the chaos of a love addiction — the kind you know is toxic, but your heart still reaches for it like a drug.
Haunting vocal delays and glitch textures echo the feeling of fighting for someone who keeps shutting you out, while the storyline circles around the desperate wish to rewind time and fix what broke.

The hook hits like an emotional relapse — heavy, distorted, and cold — while the bridge melts into a floating, ambient break before crashing back into the pain.
Lyrically, the track captures a machine-heart trying to feel something real again, wrapped in a cinematic cyberpunk mood.

“Go Back” is the sound of love, withdrawal, obsession, and the ghost of a relationship you can’t stop chasing — even when you know you should.

Go Back

“One-Time Thing” is a dark, cinematic blend of synthwave atmosphere and trap-soul confession, telling the story of two people caught in a moment that should’ve never turned into anything more. Fueled by neon pads, distorted low-end, and emotional vocals, the track dives into the aftermath of a secret night that spirals into guilt, heartbreak, and unexpected consequences.

The verses paint the picture of a woman torn between a life she knows and a mistake she can’t undo — and a man fighting with the weight of temptation, regret, and self-worth. Their connection was supposed to be quick, simple, forgettable… but the emotion hit too deep, the lies ran too far, and the fallout never stopped.

Each hook hits with a heavy sense of longing and inevitability, echoing the realization that something meant to be temporary left a permanent mark. The bridge shifts into a haunting climax — pregnancy, threats, silence, and truths too heavy to carry.

With its neon-glow production, mechanical trap drums, and heart-on-sleeve storytelling, “One-Time Thing” captures the feeling of being trapped between desire and destruction — a moment that wasn’t supposed to matter… but changed everything.

One-Time Thing

This song is a vulnerable love confession wrapped in soft R&B warmth. It’s about a man trying to put impossible feelings into words — the kind of love that heals you, steadies you, and pulls you through the darkest days.

The verses dig into the emotional core of the relationship:
how she makes him better, gives him strength, brings him peace, and becomes the one thing he turns to when life gets heavy.

The hook is simple but powerful — comparing her to sweetness, comfort, and the little joys that make a hard day worth surviving. It’s both romantic and addictive in the way it repeats the desire for her.

The bridge echoes the raw truth behind everything:
he doesn’t need much… he just needs her.

It’s a soft, intimate, late-night R&B track built on affection, gratitude, and the kind of admiration that never fades.

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Hello, my name is XXP1ZZAGODXX/TENBEATS/L.A.B. I love to create music in my spare time.  

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