A freestyle about being lost, finding myself and forgiving myself.

Enjoy.

INFINITY (888) (Freestyle Cover)

Alone(22:22) [Prod. TriggaNasty]

ON HAMILTON AVE

BEST DAYS (feat. Tyson Sybateli)

OG mix.  Love this and the reprise. Enjoy ❤️

LMK (original mix)

SAMO

BEZOS

JOINTZ

money trees

There comes a time when everything undresses in front of you, internally and externally. You begin to learn truths about yourself, the paradigms that form your sense of self and the paradigms that form the world around you in the same breath. In your memories, You begin to see the child who wore the mask you cannot take off. 

You begin to realise that your tears pour into a streaming river that will not stop to accept them but rather they greet the moving currents of the flow. You begin to experience confrontational moments that either fuel or simmer your bitterness. You find no immediate catharsis for your pain and they tell you “the resolve you’re looking for is the passage of time.” 

We lose ourselves to particular moments and people that our minds manipulate time, We simulate eternity. But time waits at the door and as the force that walked you in it’ll also be the force to walk you out. It however doesn’t find joy in seeing you suffer but promises to soothe you before it gives you back to the cosmos. I think that’s why accidental deaths are “untimely” because we acknowledge that time is not abrupt or cruel but flows harmoniously like a river. 

We cry, we cry, we cry and cry but our eyes aren’t waterfalls and our tears aren’t rivers of their own. The light eventually illuminates us well enough to dry our tears. The sun shines on us again. As soon as we accept all forms of pain and experience as cogs in a celestial machine, We learn that even the worst of faults will reach resolve and order will find its way back. We will grow, we will suffer, we will weep, we will be ecstatic, euphoric, we will grieve, we will be zealous and we will stumble and fall, and ultimately as the waters calm themselves and as we age… It ends with a soothing song, a calmness that puts us to rest and reassures us that we will be fine. 

(Sample from The Midnight Gospel on Netflix, check it out.)

We’ll be fine(ft. GQAMI)

BeReal

So the story behind this is I recorded all this in 8hrs, mixed, and shot content, and edited everything for release. My goal was to kill perfectionism in myself and just get in the habit of releasing music so this will be the first of many.

WASTED TIME PT 2

The Fridge-Peace & lovely t

Jay Millian lost files
Creator of G$OUL
@jaymillianofficial
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