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Had to upload this album as a playlist.

Gone (Prod. Dela)

[Intro – whispered, doubled voice]
Nine lives in the debt book…
One name scratched in blood…
Shmitty… Shmitty…  

[Hook]
(low, sinister delivery)]**
Old lady took my shadow in the moonlight glow
Now the shadows took her soul, that’s just how it go
Nine lives left on the ledger, better pay what you owe
When you hear that purr in the dark, lil witch, it’s time to go
Shmitty… Shmitty… counting down your sins
Paw prints on the ceiling where the revenge begins
Nine lives left, eight, seven, click-clack, spin
By the time you see the eyes, you already cashed in  

[Verse 1]
Creep through the crib like smoke under the door
Carrier swinging, claws clicking cross the hardwood floor
She thought a lock and a prayer keep the curse out
But curses purr louder when the lights go south
Grandma in her rocker, knitting lies with yarn
Talking ‘bout “he followed me home,” bitch, that’s my heart in your arms
Shmitty ain’t a pet, he a debt collector with whiskers
Every life you live from now is interest on the mixture
Clock strikes twelve, hear the bell toll soft
That’s the sound of another life getting crossed off
She see red dots on the wall like laser sights
But it’s just his eyes reflecting off the kitchen knives  

[Hook]
(low, sinister delivery)]**
Old lady took my shadow in the moonlight glow
Now the shadows took her soul, that’s just how it go
Nine lives left on the ledger, better pay what you owe
When you hear that purr in the dark, lil witch, it’s time to go
Shmitty… Shmitty… counting down your sins
Paw prints on the ceiling where the revenge begins
Nine lives left, eight, seven, click-clack, spin
By the time you see the eyes, you already cashed in  

[Verse 2]
She tried to re-home him on some Facebook post
Now her timeline haunted, every cat vid turn ghost
Notifications pinging: “Are you sure you wanna leave?”
Every time she hit decline, another soul bereave
Dreams of getting scratched by paws made of smoke
Wake up with real cuts, sheets soaked in yolk
Mirror show her face aging nine years every night
By the seventh sunrise she already lost the fight
Shmitty on the windowsill, silhouette with a tilt
Tail flicking like a metronome counting down to nil
She beg forgiveness, drop to knees, cry rivers
But the only mercy Shmitty give is making death quicker  

[Bridge – slowed + reverb, almost spoken]
One for the theft…
Two for the lie…
Three for the cage…
Four through nine just because I feel like
Purr… purr… purr…  

[Final Hook – layered, demonic pitch shift]
Nine lives left? Nah, that was yesterday
Now it’s zero on the counter and the debt man got paid
When you hear that purr in the dark, better pray what you say
‘Cause Shmitty keep receipts, and tonight he press play
Shmitty… Shmitty… ledger finally clean
Old hag in the attic now, rocking with the unseen
Nine lives left? Bitch, you ain’t even get one
Should’ve never touched the cat when the moonlight begun  

[Outro – cold stop, single cat meow echoed into silence]



9 LIVES LEFT (Shmitty’s Ledger)

kick it with a demon

Demons ft. Buddyboy (pod. purpan)

(unfinished)

a song written of a new flame, new attraction between two people, sparked in the heat of a single moment. 
"this song represents everything that i would like to have said to veronika in the moment that i first saw her"-Roberto
the final song off of our WINTER DAZE EP
thank u tomi
thank u veronika
thank u tobias
thank u to you for listening and supporting us.
until next time

girl in the hallway (prod. tomppabeats)

sorry about that.

https://twitter.com/Whyandotte
sample is charlie brown - jared evan

the last fire (prod. by whyandotte)

my life, a story (prod. by KUPLA)

IM NOT LIKIN THE SITUATION IM IN
I AIN’T HAPPY SO NIGGA WHY I PRETEND
I BE MOPING AND HOPING I FEEL DOPEMINE
I MEAN IM WORKING IM STILL BROKE
I MEAN I BE WORKING TO PAY TAXES
I MEAN I FEEL LIKE THROWING AWAY MY PASSIONS
I BE SMOKING THAT LOUD AND STILL CHOKE ON MY FEARS AND TEARS I CAN’T COPE.

i used to think that i was the one
now
im a waste of space as a son now
all these people watching my moves
what the hell am i possed to do?
try too be to be perfect
erasing everything that i write
my life inside a vacuum

look inside my chest and see the dark
look like someone stole my beating heart
my soul is a blackhole.
now im trying to take the steps to restart

i hate being alone
living in the shadows
i hate the distance yeah
i feel so cold
i hate this glass dome
that im living in
i’m sitting on the side
of the road.

i distanced myself from the homies
then i wonder why i feel so lonely
talking to my bedroom spirits
tryna wonder why i feel indifference
cause i used to have passion
nigga what the fuck happened
living like a deadman
nigga blame the assassin 
drowning in the quicksand
did it in a stylish fashion
metal round my wristbands
tryna wonder what the fuck was my mission?
so
seem like theres no future for me
thats what demon said.
seem like theres a ceiling right there
where i lay down my head
like why am i breathing, im better off just bleeding dead.
retreat and just leave me there
use my skull as an ashtray
niggas laughing when they put out they cigarettes
i don’t know 
fuck it idk

i feel stagnant i don’t like that
i lost passion. i don’t like that
i done gave up, and came right back
idk bout this time
i can’t fight back.

wall

thru things (iwtlybic) [prod. by rook1e]

video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCiuIiXLtIc

feat: @santerisiven 

prod. Why Loner

Hook:
off the fucking propane, 
listening to cobain,  
tell me how you feel before i take you back to my grave,
feeling like a no name, 
acid fucking my brain,  
tired of your shit girl what is there to say,

VISUAL

listening to cobain (feat. ghostin)

free

@jikanpapa
@kyaruok
@mattyomusic
@akamaruxoxo

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

jay squared (jay squared & maru backing vocals):

passion makes me concentrate when you move my way
you make my pain go from the highest highs way down to valleys
thats low
you know
how i'd show my love for you 'less you walk right out that door i
PRAY
that i wont go down to that place
PRAY
that you'd just
STAY right WHERE you ARE

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

kyaru:

if you - if you - if you
wanna leave
then baby - run out fast
heart made of gold
don’t mind if I crash
out on your couch
yeah I fall, break like glass
mac said it last year
but last year seems forever in the past
on my dash written - are the XO’s
existential crisis in my garden, tryna tip toe
writing stupid letters to my exes
ain’t the memo
but If you wanna walk
ain’t no telling where my neck go
don’t let go

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

matty owens:

hit it right there on a leather couch wit a comforter
muslin, thread count the number under a hundred sumn
hit it all night never sleep I’m a rubbish slumberer
finish this take a tired wiz sluggish dumbledore
said wanna humpty dump we can crumble skunk
we could kick it, just like brrrum pa pum
get into something dumb
if the moon and sun can come than maybe they ain’t the only ones
rip the tee, hit the green, mission get in the hole in one

matty owens (matty owens & jay squared backing vocals):

i'm cray
cray cray over you and the thangs that you do
like damn
i been buzzed cause its been a light year
bae don’t leave lemme hit it right there

masked man (masked man & matty owens backing vox):

if she wants, if she wants to, if she leave
because i hit it right there. (hit it) said i hit it right there (hit it)(uh huh)
if she wants, if she wants to, if she leave
because i hit it right there said i hit it right there. (uh huh)

composed & arranged by masked man. x

love poem w/ jay squared, kyaru, matty owens & maru

Trying something new with this one. To be honest I'm not really sure what this song is about all I know is that Three Days Grace was a fye ass band and for some reason, their lyric "it's not too late, it's never too late" sold this song for me - had to drop it lol. 
Mixed by @1990bishop
Prod. Ronnie Choc

my life, a story (prod. by KUPLA)

Zeke Wilson

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