Lemonade (prod. Nikolas Mcneal)

Pessimistic

Lil God Dan - Sleeeeep 30s (Unreleased)

REDEMBRECE - balli$ta (prod. Bluenights x whiteowl)

damn lowkey im sad 
same old routine than my dad
i ain’t moving no more bricks
bitch im broker than lil xan
i don’t wanna curve that bitch
but she making me mad
losing interest
im filled with sadness
drugs in my mattress

damn lowkey im sad 
same old routine than my dad
i ain’t moving no more bricks
bitch im broker than lil xan
i don’t wanna curve that bitch
but she making me mad
losing interest
im filled with sadness
drugs in my mattress

(hopefully i’ll die for the bitch
i gave my heart to, peacefully
like damn 
you really thought i was gone simp
for you bitch keep it easy
like this a dot, and this an apostrophy.
i got a glock you better come talk to me
she got some problems with drugs
pretty eyes mixed with the locks 
watchu mean)

damn lowkey im sad 
same old routine than my dad
i ain’t moving no more bricks
bitch im broker than lil xan
i don’t wanna curve that bitch
but she making me mad
losing interest
im filled with sadness
drugs in my mattress 

damn lowkey im sad 
same old routine than my dad
i ain’t moving no more bricks
bitch im broker than lil xan 
i don’t wanna curve that bitch
but she making me mad
losing interest
im filled with sadness
drugs in my mattress

Losing Interest

llil god dan archive - ABCDEFG (prod. $upreme)(Deleted Song)

† CHURCH W/ 1NONLY [PROD. 1NONLY X ME] †

Lyrics~

Why are you distant?
Cant you see im thinking?
Dont know how im feeling..
About this situation. 
Ill just keep on goin..
Till the fuckin mornin..
I guess ill just smokin..
And keep on jokin..
Of how i wanna end my life.. 
I fear inside.. 
I wanna cry…
Im just dead inside.

..

Another night same fight.
Shadows in my head..
Voices getting louder.
While im lying in my bed.
Praying for a sign.
But theres silence in the end.
Drowning in the dark.
The bottles been my only friend.
Numb inside
Run and hide
All these thoughts of suicide..
Woke up from another damn attempt..
How am I alive? 
All these lonely nights.
That i sit here i wanna cry.
Im so broken
I dont think there’s anything that’s left inside
I just keep on going till the fucking bottles empty..
I just railed another line.
Cuz I have plenty.
Knowing damn well in the morning..
She’ll forgive me..
Why do i keep asking for forgivin?
Rock bottom like this cup..
Got these drugs inside my gut.
I keep asking for a sign and it tells me..
“Give it up”..
Staring at this picture on the highway speeds of 25..
Thinking if I disappear..
Maybe that’s how I survive.
I really hate to say it..
But I think I wanna die..
I just need to find a way to escape
I just need to find a way to escape.
All these thoughts that i feel that im dead inside.

Distant (Ft. NYXX)

manifesto

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Losing Interest

Niloc