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Zion I - Bird's Eye View

I’m still in love with you. 

We haven’t exchanged thoughts in…a while. Feels like days have escalated into years it seems. Even though you probably won’t see or hear this…how are you? Are you well? Have you met someone who’s soul matches yours?

I just woke up from one of those “real” dreams just now. Y’know the ones that almost feel like they happened in real life? The ones so vivid, your brain confuses it as a memory of some sort. Yeah, one of those dreams. It was one of those dreams you wake up from and think “Damn…but it felt so real!” …I hate those dreams. But I can’t help but love them too. 

Also, I… don’t think I’ve ever seen myself that happy before….it was actually quite the awkward experience. Then again, maybe it was just weird seeing us together.  Waking up, my heart has never felt so fragile and strong at the same time… it was interesting to dwell upon so I made this song to remember the feeling.

I remember reading that you can only know how much you truly love someone until they’re gone. It makes more and more sense now that I think about it. 

To me, falling in love is a lot like falling into a crack in the earth. As soon as you fall, you freak out but… at the same time you accept it. Before you know it, you’ve reached the bottom. It felt like you were gonna die but, surprisingly you survived. 

When you look up, theres a fine line of light representing who you used to be. Do you choose to stay? Or attempt at climbing back up?

Choosing the latter never felt so bittersweet. 
I hope your doing well, in my dreams we may meet. 
…maybe please. 

Goodnight.


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I’m still in love with you

05 길손 GILSON

AVAILABLE ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2D8fHWnDV83da2aXmF1EaD

Haven't uploaded in almost a month. New job. Felt this fit the mood. Something a little more smooth than usual. Hit follow if you really enjoy this track. Thanks!

that "just got home from work" type of beat. (Available on Spotify)

HAMA Bank

░░//Ｓｐｒｉｎｇｔｉｍｅ  Ｓｔｒｏｌｌ//Westminster Quarters =Ⓣɪᴍᴇ ➋ Ⓜᴇᴇᴛ

May I have this dance?

Artwork by Animaiden
http://animaiden.deviantart.com/
http://animaiden.tumblr.com
http://twitter.com/animaishi

☾

Moon Waltz

BUY CASSETTE:
https://prodbykillerbee.bandcamp.com/album/venus-ep

SPOTIFY STREAM: https://open.spotify.com/album/0YsuObPPJFmMScTr6UH6F0

FREE DOWNLOAD:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ghXgudbSVd2LZIYLGvwrhWOxA5tqDpBE?usp=drive_link

I named the genre Dream-Hop because I wanted to give it the dreamy feel of lo-fi with the hard drum patterns of hip-hop. Many things inspired the project: Anime (Sailor Moon, SAO), Japanese culture, Spirited Away, Nujabes, Maruchan ramen, sushi, Edinburgh, my muse Annasophia Robb, lofi producers (bsd.u, Entact, O K H O), vinyl records, and much more. I wanted to make a standalone dream-hop album that people can just relax or do homework to. The cover art is inspired by a cassette tape, and it features Venus from the Japanese anime Sailor Moon which I used to love as a kid.

Finally, I'd like to thank my fellow ODT collective mates Melrose and RSTY, as well as Bernard Willis and Entact for providing dope verses and remixes. Thanks to the whole ONEDAYTHOUGH family, to my family for always supporting me, and thank you to the fans for giving me a reason to do all this.

Information -
Limited to streaming and sharing. No outside commercial use. If remixed, please give credit i.e. (Prod. Kirā Hachi). For the licensing information, check the .pdf included in both bundles. Happy streaming!

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I. Intro

Mine ♥

I miss you. It probably won't make a difference how you feel about me, but I just thought you should know. It's been a rough week and some too, thinking about it gives me a headache. An amalgamation of mixed emotions, more negative, some positive. But maybe it's a good thing that you're gone... actually no, I can't think of anything good about it at all. I know you didn't intend for things to be this way either, it's not like we were together or anything. It's just like you said, we were just a couple floating bubbles that just so happened to come together to form a bigger one. I think we both knew it would pop eventually, I just never thought it would happen so soon.

If only I hadn't told you how I felt. If only I wasn't so insecure. If only I didn't open up so much.

I'm far from being okay, but I'm stable otherwise. It's hard to operate with you always finding a way to interrupt my thoughts. I really wasn't lying when I said I couldn't forget you even if I tried. Although, now that I think about it I haven't been trying that hard. Part of me still wants to keep you around for some reason. It doesn't help that I still have your photos saved on my iPod, I should probably delete those. I just can't find it in myself to act like you were just some memory... just another something that happened at some point in my life. There's still so much I want to experience together with you...but you don't want that do you.

If only I were stronger. If only I hadn't given up. If only you felt the same way.

I still don't understand what you meant that day. I don't think I ever will. Maybe I respect you too much to question it or maybe I'm too scared to face the reality of it all. Then again, I'm a dreamer so it's hard for me to accept reality. I don't even know what purpose this letter serves, maybe I just want you back in my life. Maybe I just want to hear your voice and hear you talk about your day and tell me how you've been doing, watch you draw, see you smile and tell you stories to help you fall asleep. Maybe I can't move on from you because I'm not supposed to. 

Maybe I'm just in love with you.

If only we had never met.


If Only...

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFdsuOOzjSs&amp;feature=youtu.be

I am aware that this sounds like the MF Doom track

Lost Samurai

Tame Impala - The Less I Know The Better Vinyl

https://open.spotify.com/album/46V3jysDBMELmqTN9qNOu0?si=tahfsMSKT5GN5s8DPqkGFA

Ototoi. - To all the tired people / Their god / Do you have a home?

New EP called Highlights
Enjoy <3

1. That real good
2. Anticipation
3. Lucid
4. Stepping stones
5. In the rain
6. Loving u
7. Naked
8. Outer space

Artwork by: @kappakavi 

Bandcamp: https://eeveebeats.bandcamp.com/album/highlights
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exGqepmpKek&feature=youtu.be

stream/buy

ep highlights

Teach me how to love you. Teach me how to love you the way you want to be loved. Because all this time I've been loving you the only way I know how. I don't know any other way, I haven't exactly acquired the proper skill set to love so, how else am I supposed to know? How else am I supposed to know how to be with someone correctly if before you, I was alone. Alone for what seemed like eternity when suddenly, like a random gust of wind, you appeared in my life. Little did I know, it would pick up speed and spiral into a tornado of emotions I never knew existed. Little did I know, the challenges and responsibilities that lay ahead. Little did I know, of what love could possibly be until you appeared in my life. 

It seems like I've made so many mistakes. It's almost as if you learn to love someone through trial and error. Okay, you don't like it when I ask dumb questions or when I make that silly face. Okay, it felt like you liked it when I held your hand in the car but it turned out you found it annoying. I'm still not sure if you're okay with the way I show affection. I'm still not sure if you're okay with me being needy or if you want space. I developed quite a few insecurities and I can't help but blame myself for either not taking in your information fast enough, or simply being oblivious. I'll be honest, it hurts not knowing completely what I should be doing to make you happy. But I want to. I so badly want to know.

I know you've been hurt many times in the past. So many times it disgusts me people like that even exist. If I was big and strong I'd beat them all up, but we both know I can't do that physically. I know theres nothing I can do to change what happened and I know theres no way to vacuum all the demons surrounding you. I know you're who you are because of everything you've been through. Once upon a time you were an innocent girl ready to give her heart to someone, someone...someone. But now things are different, you're so much stronger than you were before. It makes me happy knowing that you've given me a chance. It makes me nervous because I could mess things up at any moment. You really deserve better than anyone you've ever had before. With what little I have I'm trying the best I possibly can my love. I really am.

This song might be a huge risk, but I'm willing to take that leap of faith. After I messaged you, I felt the urge to play piano so I went to the piano, hit record, and played what was in my heart and went wherever my fingers wanted to. I may be horrible at how to words and speak, but put me on a piano and I can tell you absolutely everything I'm feeling. It's only a matter of if you understand what I'm saying and if you're okay with it. If you're okay with us.

I'm ready to learn. 

Please be patient with me. 

Teach me how to love you

I'm not giving up on you

Rooftops

this was taken down forever ago, so here I am reuploading it

s/o to @animevibe for posting this on youtube! 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06VwWbjOYns

100k

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5iiG3fMlS9zc9ehx43qpzf?si=pEWWWyCvSHaj2aJbd8YKLg

sunday vibes (now out on spotify)

From "daydreams (ep)" 

Join my Discord server: 
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Stream on other platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kendallmiles/bCGw

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Discography

24/7 (from "daydreams ep")

love. (Now available on Spotify, Bandcamp and iTunes )

june gloom.

Have a nice day my friends ♥
Spotify :  https://open.spotify.com/album/4uZ9LjNXA8LVRy14B77UBD

Spotify

In Love Again

Huge thanks to https://soundcloud.com/o-nei-ric-tapes for releasing this puppy! Now also re-issued as a limited edition vinyl LP.

Also limited edition cassette: https://o-nei-rictapes.bandcamp.com/album/hive-mind

Thanks to http://levivianart.tumblr.com/ for the artwork!

https://soundcloud.com/saikei-collective

1 Coffee Shivers
2 Three Hour Nap
3 Staying Out Of Trouble
4 Never Had Much (Seizure)
5 Some Of That
6 Six Nuggets Pls
7 High On Cough Medicine
8 Eating Tacos In Microgravity
9 Brainfart
10 Don´t Shoot The Neighbor (Ronald)
11 404 Emotion Not Found

Hive Mind

VINYL

Hive Mind (Re-issued on limited vinyl LP)

supposed to be

summer flings suck

but

i hope she hears this

instagram

coffee on the beach.

GO CHECK OUT https://soundcloud.com/landosmusic

breakfast w/ lando!

Dave

one for nujabes. his influence on the hip hop scene will be forever remembered. rest in peace.

samurai (nujabes tribute)

https://soundcloud.com/oscar-437818923?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://linktr.ee/oscar.hout

Dave

Karos