is it safe to assume that you hate me?
all i wanted was for everyone to love me
now i don’t know how to feel
i’m unconscious at the wheel
and i’m headed straight for the wall tonight

murder me with a hatchet
then lay my body in a casket
or just tear me into shreds
because i’m better off dead
either way i think my heart has had enough

if i kill myself will i get a second try?
i think its finally time
i think it’s finally time to say goodbye

sunrise ain’t what it seems
tears fall and they come in streams
there’s no point in chasing dreams
nightmares, i’m screaming out

and i’m such a disappointment to my friends and all my family
i just wanted to be happy but that’s just a fantasy
and i wonder who gon show up when they hear about the tragedy
showing all the signs but they still don’t feel the gravity

i don’t know what else to do because i thought it was so obvious
everyone around me left and i can’t take the loneliness 
im depressed and losing interest in the things that brought me happiness
hate this fucking mindset cause i can’t help but feel envious
and i won’t hold back my feelings cause they never take me serious
and that’ll never fucking change

a song about being sad

decem9er!