4U! - .win23

anotherlife

can you see them?
they’re right there
they can see you
who?
death.
be aware
you’ll be okay
you’re safe

i watched asteroids fall from your eyes
like meteor showers from the sky
i can’t dance myself dizzy if i tried
but you were over me that night
it happens all the time i
know you won’t be around when i die
(die die di-)
it’s sad to know
i’m falling through

i’m terrified
of growing up
it’s all wrong

sometimes i tell a lie
(lie to me)
but it’s only to protect myself
forget about me like i forgot about you
and i don’t need to be saved
(i don’t need you)
so please go save yourself
and after all this time
i thought i was over it but that’s just another lie
cause deep down i’ll always know that i’m still
drowning

i didn’t mean to disappoint -point -point -poi-
you

i’m sorry
i’m sorry

i’m drowning
let me go
you’ll never understand
stuck in suspension
i tried so hard
lost in a dream

i’m dying
you’re killing me
kill yourself
is this the end?
is this heaven?
or hell?

save me
i’m suffocating
no one cares about you
why would they?
who am i?
who are you?

i dont know anymore

i’m drowning

it’s beyond all rhyme and reason
go and try to change the season
bring the rain on with your feelings
alcohol and popcorn ceilings
give me time, i need some healing
got your friends, i got my demons
give me love but i can’t feel it
lay me down and fucking end it

drowning

everything's gonna be ok I promise (heylog cover)

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I Thought I Could Save Us Both

find me

[LYRICS]
all my brothers are some bastards 
always wreckin shop ya you know we a disaster 
goin hard every show and you know that there’s an after 
everybody’s hollywood yeah everyone’s an actor 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

going fast now
smoking gas now 
yeah when i get to my bag ima cash out
yeah ima drink till i motherfucking black out
baby im a werewolf 
and if the moon isn’t full idc love 
and they all want me for my were blood
yeah they all want me i’m only scared of
you

and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

unknown [prod. flesh x yooshipalace]

[art by @burdenondoomsday]

Lyrics:

Reckless, reckless, I can be reckless
Greedy and a liar yeah I think that's the consensus
Wish that I could say it's half-truth or projection
I don’t have the words for the feelings I'm senseless

Reckless, reckless, I can be so reckless
Learn from my mistakes? Nah might as well make a checklist
If I had a rewind I’d close my eyes and press it
Could have had the diamond with white picket fences

Hopeless, hopeless, maybe I’m hopeless
If I got the memo maybe I could decode it
(Oh you rewrote it?) keep your tongue frozen
Think I get the message you can leave it unspoken

Obsessive, destructive, depressing and pretentious
Looking in the mirror and I don't see a resemblance
Jealous, defensive, so fucking horrendous
Everyday special that's the words I eat for breakfast
 
Potion, potion, gimme ‘nother potion
(It's dangerous to go alone, take this!) already opened
Take an ibuprofen? Maybe oxytocin
Wrestling my giants so I think I need my Hulk Hogan

Open, oceans, always in motion
Wave after wave growing numb to the exposure
Screaming, drowning, passive, floating 
(Is something wrong?) Nah it's just a little choking

Reckless, reckless, I can be reckless
Greedy and a liar yeah I think that's the consensus
Wish that I could say it's half-truth or projection
I don’t have the words for the feelings I'm senseless 

Reckless, reckless, I can be so reckless
Learn from my mistakes? Nah might as well make a checklist
If I had a rewind, I’d close my eyes and press it
Could have had the diamond with white picket fences

Broken, broken, maybe I’m broken
I can tread water, think I care if the boat sinks?
Punchline? Fuck, I’m still asking where the joke is
Probably could have found it if I tried hard or focused
  
Seething? (yeah) Coping? (duh) Rushing?
Nah, just preventing the postponing
I can see the future, I know it
(trust me) Check again I’ve already shown it 

Breathless, breathless, counting to the second
Impossible to hold it it's true I have tested
Problematic brain thinks it's smart, it's so possessive  
Me my own keeper? Doesn’t matter, cage infested

Chosen, chosen, think I’ve been chosen
Pull a few strings build a nest for my poem
Gasoline and matches on my dreams they didn’t blow up
Now I try my hardest to forget them when I wake up

Reckless, reckless, I can be reckless
Greedy and a liar yeah I think that's the consensus
Wish that I could say it's half-truth or projection
I don’t have the words for the feelings I'm senseless

Reckless, reckless, I can be so reckless
Learn from my mistakes? Nah might as well make a checklist
If I had a rewind, I’d close my eyes and press it
Could have had the diamond with white picket fences

white picket fences

Prod mee 

Why don’t you tell me how you feel
About me
(Cut me off) like I don’t even exist-ist-ist
This time
(I-might)
have to live with this
What a bitch
If we can’t resist, then we cannot coexist

I’ll just act like I don’t care that you don’t miss me
I can’t re-write our history
Why’d you have to go and fucking kiss me
Our love’s still a mystery to me
If you gave me one more chance I’d change 
I swear it

Yeah, but you know I’m a liar
I’ll tell you what you want to hear then burn it down to fire
I know that I’m an asshole
(Uh)
You know how I do it
Couple pills to get me through it
I keep on reminiscing on the past
I knew our love would never last
Should have seen it through the glass
I knew our love would never last

I knew It from the beginning
(Knew it form the beginning)
Should have see seen the signs
(Should have seen the signs)
I should have know better
(I was blind)
But I got one less sweater
(I’m so cold)
And a useless letter from you
Letter from you

We can’t coexist
Cause we we can’t resist old loves temptation

Coexist

[LYRICS]
this world is so gray 
i’ll build a barricade 
oh i’m hiding from the worst 
part of me that hurts 
oh i’ma do it pull it 
and you can be the bullet 
that makes me fucking lose it 
im used to all the losin 

and i keep
letting you down 
i would build you crown 
with all the teeth that i found 
in me 
i wanna leave this world behind 
and i was running away 
that’s when i met you by fate
you are the only reason why i wanna stay 

this world is so gray 
i’ll build a barricade 
oh i’m hiding from the worst 
part of me that hurts 
oh i’ma do it pull it 
and you can be the bullet 
that makes me fucking lose it 
im used to all the losin 

in a world so white and gray 
watch my bones decay 
oh i’m getting so much worst
and loving you just hurts 
but i’ll take all of the pain 
as the silver in my brain 
just flows through all my veins 
oh it flows through all my veins

:3

drowning

decem9er!

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