ion wanna talk (krose x otm x me)

REFLECTION

faux

[intro] why? (prod.sudokai)

loser club

tiredofbeingtoxic

I brushed my teeth ‘til they bled last night
Tried to scrub out everything that didn’t feel right
Tried to sleep in silence, but the walls just breathe
And they know all the shit that I won’t ever leave

I peeled my skin like it wasn’t mine
Stared at the mirror like it owed me time
You said, “You’ve changed,” but I never did
I just stopped pretending I wanted to live


There’s a version of me that laughs at the pain
But he’s buried somewhere in the back of my brain
And the mask I wear fits way too well
They don’t notice I’m gone ‘cause I fake it so well

I talk like I’m fine, I walk like I care
But most nights I’m just gasping for air
I’m not broken—I’m just out of place
Like a scream with no face


I keep receipts from things I never bought
Souvenirs from wars I never fought
I keep your texts like a shrine of lies
They rot in my phone while the battery dies

I’ve been choking on dreams that don’t come true
Feeding myself the ghost of you
Maybe I’m nothing, but at least I’m loud
At least when I crack, I don’t draw a crowd


I’m the itch that never goes away
The stain that bleach won’t wash away
I’m the joke at the end of the script
The last scene that they always skip


There’s a version of me you might’ve loved
Before I got swallowed by all this stuff
Now I just sit in a shell and blink
Try not to feel, try not to think

[intro] why? (prod.sudokai)

roxxii