김민주 - 산책 (Cover by MINJU of IZ*ONE)

cover of i love you 3000 by stephanie poetri

the lyrics is not based on real events its just the song
after careful consideration i have realized i don't like this anymore.

3000

trying something out of my comfort zone <3
vocals and production by me



<3 lyrics: 
the best is wat you get
its what you sell yourself for
out partying, unwinding
yourself
the string lights in your room
are not so bright, as the ones
that you keep inside my.. head

and i got fooled with
I-L-YOUS and
manditory 
self, gloating
and im not sorry
that you're not alone..

room

cover of best friend by rex orange county

best friend

guitar loop by @spagdus

youre soaked
you couldnt outrun the rain
the gray clouds forming apropos
leaving you drenched from head to toe
and youre fucked
but youre not one to complain
changing skies of every glow
winter rain and summer snow
and youre not
the one i met before
who found me all those years ago
and taught me how to live and grow
and youre not
the person you once were
the rhizome splits
the sunlight hits
the morning mist
begins it all again

and rain

안유진 (ANYUJIN) - 사건의 지평선

produced by wetgropes
mixed by me
written by me 

im getting sick of the way, you hate everything
you need to make up your mind, ill give you some time to think

you think you're in love
you dont know what it means
so ima write all these songs
to hide the blood on my sleeves
oh yeaaa

ima show them what im made offff
you bottle up your feeling thats what im afraid of
yeaaa

ive been trying 
ive been screaming out your name
but it wont ever feel the same
theres not a way to make you change

hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna sit there and watch you bleed
hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna make you screammmm

ima superstar
with a stupid heart
im fucking sick of all these lies
fuck this shit do another line

tell mee what ur afraid of 
ill make it go away
ill take you somewhere safe
we're going far away

hating you isnt enough for me

made april 17th, 2021

i can't fathom the things that you said
i wouldn't do it if i didn't have to
you think i'm better off dead
fuck all your friends man i didn't need you
man all of you see-through
man i cannot believe you
through all our differences man i saw you grow
finding your place and finding your damn home
i catch it then fumble the bag
i wish i was wise like my dad
i did before man i'll do it again
but this time i ain't confident
i ain't be doing this if i ain't had to
aching inside of me i'm on my last screw
no matter what happens i'll be here
increasingly hard this time of year

words (april 17th, 2021)

10 percent

made back in october

it's always so exhausting,
autumn leaves have fallen
i should've never folded, i know
but all my love has fallen
i can't negate this harming
and i'll repent for all that i owe

autumn leaves

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/desideratum

produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

///
the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

desideratum

angel cover

[MV] ELUPHANT( 대（      SimSim( Ъ떖 좊븣留  (Feat. SoYou( 뚯쑀) Of SISTAR( ⑥뒪 ))

IZONE 아케이드 (ARCADE ) Special EPI Love You 3000 - Stephanie Poetri (Cover by YUJIN of IZONE)

^_^

brad