14.Favorite

Sonic Explorations

Chapovski

Released on cassette by Blank Publishing
https://blankpublishing.bandcamp.com/album/never-there-cassingle

NEVER THERE (Cassingle)

Joy (Slowdive cover)

Words echo through me
all i do is pretend
how do you feel
when reality's unreal
   your swallowed by the past
your face is a broken mirrored mask.
  How do I relate
  when everything is fake
all i do is try
believing my own lies 
   its really no big deal 
when you cannot feel.

I'm a liar

Did I forget
or did I never have it?
So full of nothingness
the only thing I regret
is that I live at all.

Death escapes  me
 
Did I forget
or did I never have it?
So full of nothingness
My only thing I regret
is that I live at all.

Crisis actor

Drift

What Happened Here

Tiny Tears

As It Is, When It Was

Silvery Sky (Dark Sky)

Detachments - Out Of My Hands (Rituals Remix) 

Its coming back now
all at once
and its more than i can take
i have seen it all slowly come apart
and now im sure that I will break
all the lies and misguided eyes
have finally broke me down
all the friends have turned their backs
and im suffocating underground.

what will it take.
to get anything from anyone.
what will it take 
to get anyone to help.

how quickly can you turn you back
on someone that you loved
If they could simply disappear
would anyone come look?
If i could disappear.
I would.
If I disappear.
please dont come look.

As It Is, When It Was

chapovski