y'know what I mean?



(painting by Mike Barr)

demo: An Unresolved Staring At Things Passing By

"Blood eagle": an ancient torture method used by vikings - the victim's back ribs are cracked, opened, spread like wings, and then the exposed lungs are pulled out over the ribs to continue breathing like nothing's wrong until you eventually pass through into Valhalla.
A metaphor for life.

demo: Blood Eagled

The Hunger from the Working Day that Kills v3: Soaring Into Space on a Rocket of Blood

not great not bad just seeing what's doin'

From the Days of Global Sickness

Demo: The End of the Test

Demo: Midneck guitar only

Demo: There Was a Fire Here Last Night

Demo: OK Zoomer guitar only

Music Creations

Demo: The Hunger From The Working Day That Kills v.2

Demo: Itch

In other words, "love is evil" insofar as love is for one thing, one person, only... to the evil, totalitarian exclusion of all else. One cannot "love" the entire world, in some hippie-free-spirited way, and love any one thing or any one body (friend, partner, etc) at the same time.

Wise Man Says Love Is Evil

(Imagine actually getting money for making music lmao)
BANDCAMP:
https://surplusabyss.bandcamp.com/releases

Psychoanalytic slopmetal/electronic project built around the idea that every speakable difference comes from a surplus something, or an "in-it-more-than-itself" element, that separates thing from thing -- and that suffering, pain, melancholy, all germinate from this seed of eternally irreducible difference... In other words: miscommunication.

Demo: The End of the Test

Surplus Abyss