go peepee joe

SHADE

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

Gallows

nothings gunna change [prod color hue]

never,forever. - you could have stayed

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic
https://soundcloud.com/seraphbeats
https://soundcloud.com/runawayghost

i still hear you like you never left your bedroom
and god i miss you but i should just fall asleep soon

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 
i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 

We're the misery we make 
and every worthless breath i take
gets me closer to the day i die
 and they can bury me with you
and i wish you could've stayed 
and i wish you had the strength
but theres nothing that can bring you back 
or take away the pain

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

Feel the weight in my age
Should I drink and wilt right here
When the rage has all lifted
I'll still use hate to block my fears

I see blue
I've left oceans, I've left family
No devotion
mixed up feelings bout existing

Mostly anxious, of course broke
Guess I'm angry
Trying not to find a burner
Destruct naturally

Guess it's like that
Curse on my back
Only see black
In my memories

- FamilyPet -

I found religion in places it shouldn't be.
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see.
Found I was clinging to people I didn't need.
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams.
Look at the stars,
Watching them die
Spacial perspective of my life
Smoke in the sky at midnight
Drifting out like high-tide

wondering when's the highlight
of my lowlife, when someone dies i get tongue tied because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night

might be my last, wasn't built to last,
and the years go slow but the days go fast. and i cant move past the simple fact,

that the end wont wait, even if you pray,
even if you cry

, even if you beg,

we are all the same, in the way we hate, the way we love, at the end of the day we're all the

same

blue ft. familypet

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

no samples / with love, @4evrgone + 93 <3

I went dry
Fucking giving chances
Lord knows
Bloods old
On my fucking mattress
Hands cold
No hope in us ever lasting
Old souls
Still prone to infatuation

You'll hit me up
say what's up
Hope you're ok,
Ok
Gotta go about my damn day
Yeah Shits changed

Try to sleep
Really late at night
Guess it's morning
Toss & turning
Guess u hurt me

I guess you hurt me x3

hmu say wsup hope ur ok, ok w/ 4evr

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami

shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

prod. @luiscansino 

lyrics: 

love sucks i know
scares me the most
hiding inside
don't tell me your lies 
i know you care 
but it's hard to believe

(93feetofsmoke)

go erase me from your life 
yeah it's fine 
say you don't believe in love 
but i gave mine
go delete all of yours pic 
on timeline 
on IG 
in your mind 

ignore me like that it's alright
guess i just miss your smile 
love sucks i know 
but i'm really scared to die alone 

(scumby outro)
love sucks i know
scares me the most

love sucks w/ 93feetofsmoke (prod. cansino)

ihateshinigami - I Miss You (Ft. YungJZAisDead)

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

Day 38

day 38 (prod. shon lindauer)

official video: https://youtu.be/nsRVpQbhiOs

prod, mixed & mastered by @youngburial

photo by @itsjaslee (instagram)
edit by @jungmicheal

lyrics:

(i said run it back)
couldn't run out
'nother gunman at the door
i was pushing hard 
i was young i wanted more
took all that i had and they left me on the floor

hundred bands, hundred dabs 
it won't work..
i said hundred dabs to my head and it hurts
i don't wanna talk, leave the racks on the curb
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

i've been on my back
hurting ribs while i cough
running 'round LA off the yerb in the dark
i don't wanna talk, leave the racks on the curb
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

hundred days i've been popping the stack
wellness shots, taking L with the rest
living good, leave that all in the past
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

Gallows

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