Sleepless Nights Alone (蝴蝶汤)

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So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed
Some days I feel so much disservice I should be disowned
I guess I’ve been taking Too many things in my control
Too much of a load, I just wanna break the mold
It’s an endless cycle It's not something I condone
Sometimes it’s when I make a track I feel like I’m the one
Didn’t like the last song that I made, like what could I have done?
Always chasing greatness but it’s always on the run
I only focus on weakness it’s taking out the fun
This is just an exercise for skills I’m tryna hone
I wasted so much time overthinking, I must atone
I don’t expect to make a hit of everything I wrote
Like how Every plant I try to grow just starts to decompose
Honestly it sounds appealing doing what I’m told
I can’t live that way, I cannot be controlled
I could’ve sold myself for an amount I can’t disclose
Actually it was only like 80 thousand what a joke
Within 2 working years I would end up going broke
I guess I’ll just stay broke, not giving up my hope
I am not a product I swear I won’t break the code
I’m perfectly happy Inside the comfort of my home
I picked up the call the second you had phoned
I promise that I’m sticking To the standards I uphold
I can’t play the victim from the trauma that unfolds
It’s so hard keep my head up I still fold
So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed



control

1. i would fight a war for you
2. my hood daydream
3. our last hope (+@xora09)
4. jolno kei - don't let me down (septen edit)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0FnK1ChWBOBgNRZKufuarY?si=9mn_Ym1NTGKkAuQOuD-AXQ

particles ep

Keep that out of the light
It feels like nothing works
Insecure
Bout my plight
A new leaf always hurts
Faking peace
I’m in pieces
The table never turns

I want to give up, to go up, to go up

Fourteen blows
To the face
Then lay back down
Guillotine drops
Comatose
Head on the ground
Cannot proceed
Tryna breathe
Can’t get around
Half obsolete
Tryna see
What let me down

Tryna see
Why my greed
Is my disease
oversleep 
Waking dream
Won’t let me leave

I want to get up
To move on
Not going down

Put it all
On my life
And I won’t live it down
try my best
I feel like
that I’m still gonna drown
THC 
Crushed the light
And I hate how it sounds
guarantee
I know why
Im tryna make it Out

Tryna make doubt by doubt, then it deepens out
Two empty hands without vices that I don’t keep around
It all comes back in routines, A heavy sigh within
Instead of being conceited, I put the miles in

OMG
Only Mention Go

guillotine

one million trees

Prod me

Is it tough love? I cant really tell
Hit the blunt, mute the beeping on my cell
Feds been tryna get me done but they isn’t doing well
I can't say it isn't fun got em chasing they own tail
Yeah no Muv Luv I woke up by myself
Got shorties on my line but I'm just tryna keep it stealth
I can't really waste no time I got designer in the mail
International desires im real tight with DHL

He acting like he tough but he still gossip like a bitch
I don't do playing possum I just say it how it is
Been working like a dog make sure my dawgs is getting rich
i don't kick it wit no frauds or A&Rs i lay my bricks yeah
Cadillac DeVille ain't been touched since ‘96
My lil brother shipping pills but he ain't no pharmacist
Always knew to keep it real, I don't pay for benefits
And I'll be dying on that hill, I'll be sinking with that ship

I still ride for my team
Shorty told me keep it quiet, she not tryna make a scene
She in love with yamamaya, that shit fried, I ain't keen
Told her beat it me like I'm Michael, she not mine, Billie Jean
Yeah im innat '95 no McQueen
Only fear the karma cycle I got mine, I stay clean
Told lil shawty make it shake, my bro fried, Aqua Teen
I stay hunting down the pape, shit get wild like

Is it tough love? I cant really tell
Hit the blunt, mute the beeping on my cell
Feds been tryna get me done but they isn’t doing well
I can't say it isn't fun got em chasing they own tail
Yeah no Muv Luv I woke up by myself
Got shorties on my line but I'm just tryna keep it stealth
I can't really waste no time I got designer in the mail
International desires im real tight with DHL

one million trees

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