never too young

shawty

2. SHAWTY  [By HighXul ]

The Last $hot - JCBeats..

how_we_do_it

Cupid

again. (ft. Spose, Jacqui Siu, & Schlee)

Stealing the wave

Rollin Wit  By C12 featuring Smudge D

Next In Da Spot

Romantic Suicide

[INTRO]
Can’t believe I dated misery
Let that darkness burn my history
Gave my loyalty to venom in disguise
Now I see you clearer with my fucking open eyes

[VERSE 1]
You wore pain like perfume — turned chaos to routine
I mistook your self-destruction for a hidden wounded queen
You didn’t want to heal — you just wanted me to drown
Pulled the sun out of my sky — loved the way I shut down
I carried every breakdown like it was sacred in my chest
Thought if I bled myself enough, I could save you from the mess
But you fed on my devotion like a parasite of fear
And now I look back… god, I wish I wasn’t here

[PRE-CHORUS]
You never wanted love — you wanted someone to break
You called it soulmate shit — but it was trauma for the take
Every “love you” was a storm you were waitin’ to ignite
And I was blind enough to think that pain was equal to fight

[CHORUS]
CAN’T BELIEVE I DATED MISERY — YOU FED ON MY DESTRUCTION
EVERY KISS WAS JUST ANOTHER FORM OF SELF-ERUPTION
YOU WERE FIRE WITH NO PURPOSE, JUST A FLAME THAT WANTED BLOOD
AND I — I WAS THE FOOL WHO CALLED YOUR HELL A TYPE OF LOVE

CAN’T BELIEVE I DATED MISERY — GOD, I LET YOU OWN MY SOUL
BUT THE DAY I BROKE YOUR CHAINS — WAS THE DAY I TOOK CONTROL

[VERSE 2]
You built storms out of mornings — turned peace to paranoia
Said you’d die without my love, but you were livin’ to destroy ya
Twisted every word I said — rewrote the truth to feed your shame
You never wanted a partner — just a victim to your name
And I see it now — oh I fucking SEE IT all
You never fell in love with me — you just wanted me to fall
You were addicted to the drama — not a prayer, not a cure
I was loyal to a sickness — and called that something pure

[PRE-CHORUS]
But that version of me died — the second I walked away
Now your name tastes like poison in the smoke of yesterday

[CHORUS]
CAN’T BELIEVE I DATED MISERY — I FED A DEMON LOVE
WHILE YOU FED ME BROKEN PROMISES DISGUISED AS “RISING ABOVE”
BUT YOUR HEALING WAS A LIE — YOU WERE COMFORTABLE IN PAIN
AND YOU LOVED THAT I KEPT BLEEDIN’ JUST TO KEEP YOU ENTERTAINED

CAN’T BELIEVE I DATED MISERY — THAT WASN’T LOVE, THAT WAS CHAINS
BUT LOOK AT ME, I’M FUCKING FREE — AND YOU’RE DROWNING IN YOUR GAMES

[BRIDGE]
I ain’t bitter, I’m just honest
You ain’t damaged, you’re just toxic
Healing never was your goal
You just wanted me to rot with you in that hole
But I — I made it out
And I sing this shit out loud

[FINAL CHORUS]
CAN’T BELIEVE I DATED MISERY — BUT I’LL NEVER WEAR YOUR GRIEF AGAIN
I’LL NEVER LET A BROKEN SOUL CONVINCE ME SUFFERING IS WIN
I’M REBORN OUT OF THE FIRE — YOU CAN KEEP YOUR DARK ASCENT
‘CAUSE THE LOVE I GIVE IS GOLD — AND YOU WERE NEVER WORTH THE SPENT.

Can't Believe I Dated Misery

Track 5 - Last Ride Home Together
My 2nd album titled '2015'.

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Last Ride Home Together

Christian Hip-Hop artist Smudge D and founder of Higher Power Ent. announces his second full studio album “Untill he calls me home”!!! This album is massive and I pray it reaches someone in need! Lord let your will be done🙌✝️