Soundcloud Enthusiast But Part 2

She Hates Me

im normal stop calling me those mean words

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

stop making me feel insane ima normal guy with a normal brain
theyre comin at me with their 5g rays idk why they cause me so much pain
im jst a normal man im a hard working citizen
but when i get on the internet i say some shit that doesnt make sense

well it does to me u guys just need to open up ur eyes
ur not crazy for thinkin theyre watchin u all of the time
theyre always there n if u see them u should run n hide
conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

*alex jones talking about fighting against the evil new world order for our freedom *

instrumental is from watch me bleed by shooter: https://soundcloud.com/negativexp/watch-me-bleed-instrumental?si=42db1388ec94403e9a6f2976ca2eed40&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

V tubers are a plague and annoying af 
(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

im getting worse at mixing not better ffs

Copy And Paste

♱HARD🕊CHRIST♱  - AhGGGGgGGGGG?  (really loud)

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

<< SUNNYDAY >>

cover of whitewoods beach walk one of my favoirte songs growing up

i hope you like the cover!

Beach Walk

Board up my windows black out curtains
I’m being gangstalked, I know this for certain
There’s 4 moving vans across the road
I just know they’re rigged to explode

I count to 1 2 3 4 out the door
I gotta 30 round mag and an unlicensed gun
I’m not causing no trouble, just here for fun
Futile to resist when you’re on a watch list
Undercover agents they’re all around
With their slick black suits and combat boots
They don’t know that I know they’re here
They don’t know I’m the one they should fear

They’ve got guys all across the globe
Stalking me in my humble abode
I know they’re right behind my back
But I will never pay my tax

I count to 1 2 3 4 out the door
I gotta 30 round mag and an unlicensed gun
I’m not causing no trouble, just here for fun
Futile to resist when you’re on a watch list
Undercover agents they’re all around
With their slick black suits and combat boots
They don’t know that I know they’re here
They don’t know I’m the one they should fear

Watchlist

there was someone out there who killed their corrupt leader
there was someone out there who made the people see the truth behind

there was someone out there who learned more than the teachers all combined
there was someone out there who loved until they healed a broken mind

Ill try to keep this in mind
so I dont waste my time
Ill try to keep this in mind
so I dont waste my time
cause all the things I could do are falling way behind
and all the people i could save are wasting away

there was someone out there who put an end to fighting
there was someone out there who got to see the happiness they made

there was someone out there who really did the right thing
there was someone out there who gave a life to those who lived in pain

Ill try to keep this in mind
so I dont waste my time
Ill try to keep this in mind
so I dont waste my time
cause all the things I could do are falling way behind
and all the people i could save are wasting away

Somebody Else

that day i loved your company
my birthday and i think you agree
to talk about nothing and hang around
eat, coffe and snacks all over the mall

i loved your hugs and it felt so warm
keep you as friend, i dont needed more
but why you gotta be such a cunt
but why you have to be such a whore

you dont have daddy issues
just because your parents work
you act like your horny
but you are using people dont be such a dork

but i'll miss you
and i dont need to kiss you
you immature
piece of shit

you said you never been romantically loved
because you need attention not a cock
talk shit about everyone including me
but everybody know's, can't you see?

and i dont hate you dont get me wrong
but i hope your put this shit on your earphones
your mom's so sweet and your so pretty
so grow the fuck up as a human being

you dont have daddy issues
just because your parents work
you act like your horny
but you are using people dont be such a dork

but ill miss you
and i dont need to kiss you
your immature
piece of shit

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song about a girl (not all of them)

dimetap - Hatchback

call your parents
on the phone
and warn them
you stay for long

cause i wont let you goo
just want you to know

i get what i want
and you wont let you leave
 i need you 
very close to me

cause i wont let you goo
just want you to know

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know



you will stay
as longest you need
active shooting 
with the police

cause i wont let you goo
just want you to know

dont wanna cut
 your perfect skin
wanna love you
just to live a dream

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know

stockholm girl

MUGSHAWTY (NOKILAM re-upload)

Distraction Drugs (NOKILAM re-upload)

INCELLULAR MESSIAH (NOKILAM re-upload)

Well I walk downtown and hate the world
There's not a lot I can afford
I don't have any cash to spend
So I take my gun and make amends
Im a sick shooter
A dirty looter, just low life scum that needs some funds
Im a sick sucker
Like the others so lock me up and send me away
Call 911 I'm nowhere close to done
I'm going postal this has just begun
It won't be long for I pop a pill
And leave this world with a final kill
Im a sick shooter
A dirty looter, just low life scum that needs some funds
Im a sick sucker
Like the others so lock me up and send me away
I'm a life taker
Heart breaker
Got no reasons left to live 
I'm a big loser
Just a user 
And this is where I'll take my stand

Sick Shooter

Wrote this after reading the Letterboxd reviews for Tar. Maybe should've used the word naive on one of the rhymes would've fit well

It's a heroes journey for me
It's a heroes journey for me

If only the people could see
all my opinions on movies
They would be so happy
and they would thank me

Saving the world with my Letterboxd account
It's hard work saving the world with my letterboxd account

It's a heroes journey for me
It's a heroes journey for me

G F G D
Em F
Bm7 G Dm6

Heroes Journey For Me

a song about a movie i like

another deleted song until i can recover my hard drive

pretty girl on the side of the road
looks like her car broke down
i said its getting cold
gave her a ride to town
she said i wasnt a killer
she said i was a wimp
so i took the jack right out of my trunk
and hit her till her corpse went limp

knocked on a womans door
i said im with the police
she asked to see my badge
i said its getting cleaned
i switched the story up
she let me into her home
i felt disrespected
i put my hands around her throat

welcome to the house that chugger built
take a look inside
ill take you down to hell
with an old italian guy
welcome to the house that chugger built
take a look around
its made of fucking corpses
its pretty structurally sound

Soundcloud Enthusiast But Part 2

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