average juujika no rokunin fan

lyrics: 

Everybody always talking about me
I don’t know why I always get bullied
I never knew life was gonna be so mean
Please god I wish I was happy
I don’t think I’ll ever be happy
Anger issues why I’m always so snappy
I’m a loser, super scrawny and low t
Please god won’t someone help me

I’m a loser
I have no friends
And no life to live

I’m a loser
Please leave me alone
I wish I was dead

Contemplating thoughts of suicide
All I ever do is cry and cry
Feel so empty
Feel so mad inside
Lately I just wanna die

I’m a loser
I have no friends
And no life to live

I’m a loser
Please leave me alone
I wish I was dead

Loser

sick shooter (remake)

Dead

Belowground - It's Your Fucking Fault That I'm Dead on the Couch

Rotting Out - Belowground Reupload

Last Stand - Single

IM ON THE BRINK OF SUICIDE - Belowground reupload

art by: nostalgist 

lyrics:

throwing up everything I dreamed of one day

lying on a corner

all i have are two cigarettes in my pocket

the smell of beer rising from the back of my throat

a gun pointing at my head
goodbye

two cigarettes in my pocket

OF Girlfriend - penguinband

Steakfry Memorial

Lil Watermark - So Need a Cute Girl (Live @ Steakfry Memorial Show 2023)

Everyday Weekend (Alternate Mix)

giving up and wasting my time
finish college just to end my life
i cant take everyone is falling in love
i cant take that im gonna die alone

thought that id be dead by now
im still here and its so much worse
i liked you but im so bad at talking
without you i am nothing

i dont have a job
i got anxiety
i cant go outside
without getting so depressed
its useless
to try
cause i
always seem to fail

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

i cry for help
and you ignore me
i made it worse
and now you hate me
you were all my hope
and now im nothing
its my fault
for thinking i had a chance

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

this shit wont stop
until i pull the trigger
paint the walls with my brain
cant feel anymore pain
or maybe ill pull out a knife
and put an end to my strife
cause im just so fucking done
dont really care anymore
so long as i am dead
i really couldnt care less
dont wanna see what ill miss
havent even had my first kiss
so what if i am a bitch
i wont remember a thing

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

These Songs are About You

Everyone is Falling in Love - Penguinband

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

VERSE 1
im trapped, im doomed
wasting in my room
it's who i am
barely a man
my voice, my soul
all ever so sore
my "friends", so-called
left me so cold

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont

VERSE 2
im doomed, im trapped
the empathy i lack
my heart, my hope
all of which are broke
the most of my
pain of which i try
to force away
was caused by me in the first place

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont
so cold

A Picture Of A Girl Slitting Her Wrists Hidden In A Kids Toy

sinking into my bed
thoughts of a frontal lobe laced with lead
it's felt like hell
and honestly i've haven't been the same since 2012

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in a game
forced to play the same way every day

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
cause honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear

that we're already dead

feasting on purgatorial breakfast
they all break fast
doomed to an eternal prison
in the form of breathing and living

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in chains
a matrix where i lay in dismay 

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
and honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear myself

the world ended in 2012

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

Can’t get out of this mess
Always stuck in my head 
Never leaving my room
Fuck the world fuck you too

Just seems like common sense 
In the world that we’re in
I’m never going to try
I’m staying NEET til I die

Always feeling so blue 
What am I supposed to do?
Life is too hard for me
I’m so goddamn lazy

Just seems to be correct 
Modern life is worthless 
Why would I ever try?
I’m staying NEET til I die

NEET ‘til I Die

Yelling At Inanimate Objects Instead of You

This is the guy on the track
https://soundcloud.com/owen-adamcik

this song is gonna be on the album which will come out December 11th

You Gave Me A High Five And I Obsessed Over You For 8 Months Ft Owen Adamkek

cover art by @amiokidoki on twitter

this song is a remix of with love, mom and owen adamkek's song
You Gave Me A High Five So I Obsessed Over You For 8 Months

LYRICS:
I saw you and smiled yesterday 
You’d been staring but you, looked away
But then you asked me on a date
I lied and said maybe, another day

Well that stuck with you for a few months
I felt your eyes on me, more than once
Well it’s not you i think it’s me
I wish this wasn’t, so damn confusing

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

I saw you just the other day
I could feel the smile, leave my face
you hate, me so much
you were only, trying to fuck
There was, never, ever a chance
Or a future, or romance with you~ oh nOooO

I just don’t know what to say!
I just needed to leave this place
still think about me, to this day
I don’t know what the HELL, happened with... you
Why the hell did you even like me... too?

Fuck!

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths

you were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

Lyrics:

I live in constant pain
but I never complain
I think i'll go insane 
these feelings I cant contain

I wish my life was greater
but im in a torture chamber 
oh no

Torture Chamber

stacypilled by brynn miche
(TEST) intrumental by belowground 

LYRICS:
blonde hair, black pilled
i am such a cool girl
sad songs, suicide
i will always say im fine
blonde hair, black pilled
i am such a cool girl
sad songs, suicide
i will always say im fine

she's an internet wannabe
overly obsessed with numbers on a screen
talks too much
mental illness personality
so depressed she romanticizes anything
doesn't know much

memorized her bmi
scars all over her thighs
validation gets her high
and she's only friends with guys
idolizing suicide

yeah, she just wants to die
yeah, she just wants to die
yeah, she just wants to ...

blonde hair, black pilled
i am such a cool girl
sad songs, suicide
i will always say im fine
blonde hair, black pilled
i am such a cool girl
sad songs, suicide
i will always say im fine

average juujika no rokunin fan

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