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Vibes XVI

Sad Vybes pt. 15

Take a journey through heartbreak, nostalgia, and self-discovery. Explore the raw emotion and atmospheric soundscapes of Halfhearted, this playlist dives deep into their signature blend of melancholic melodies, hypnotic beats, and introspective lyricism.

This is HalfHearted

emo…😞

@pekarot

i've got a wound on my chest
talk to me soon before theres nothing left
i promise that ill be gone soon
dont come stay in my bed
you talk for hours and i live with dread
you know what ur supposed to do, 
i dont want you close to me
gripping your fucking heart all that is meant be

eyes so pretty i need them right next to me
cant believe i said that omg admit defeat
question why i'm leaving and i dont post you on my feed
you dont either i wish that u did for me
pull on that lever, open up the gin bottle
let it go let ur legs wobble,
let your head go to the rubble,
let ur neck go ima struggle
let your chest go till he go home
if you talk to him hes trouble
if you love youd swallow my heart 
 
yeah

i've got a wound on my chest
talk to me soon before theres nothing left
i promise that ill be gone soon
dont come stay in my bed
you talk for hours and i live with dread
you know what ur supposed to do, 
i dont want you close to me
gripping your fucking heart all that is meant be

wound

acey ii
stuck inside my hollow frame
nothing ever felt the same
doing ur damage to my brain
loves a lie man its insane

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate
everything we had cos its all at stake 
u play the victim on our last day
say if you love then, then u shud stay
even thru the hardest to help their brain

know where their heart is
never help them through the hardest
u know right where their heart is
get back no im cumming for this

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate

love is a lie man
get out my face
dont wanna die yet
get out my face
am i even alive yet
to be replaced
u can see in the soil, fuck ur face

this is the end
that i been waiting for
ur the only one
that ill ever adore
now ur gone
ur in my song
giving me torment after torment
think im lost dont know where my door went
find a new path without this pain
find a new man to push ur blame

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate

this is the end

w @xona

produced by sleepwater speedlmt leftquiet and xona

lyrics

i needed some revenge
but i dont wanna vent
can you hear me now
its hurting my head
stop shutting me down
you were half of me wow
but now your not here
i need a way out
u were liquid to me
maybe mixed w some sea
but now she is flying
i wanna retreat
guard my heart
while u stand
from the mill
its feeling far
when u tell me its real
how could i move on when
i dont even want to
ill let this go on
cos i dont know how to
miss you
another song where
i vent bout my issues
waitings long come rip
out my tissues
im so selfish
everyones got traumas
im not speaking can u let me follow her
do i need therapy or pills in my fucking head
my life expectancy
cheers for all this fucking stress

im escaping every night my fucking hed
pls dont aim in
counting on my fucking hed
collecting all my fucking debt
pounding hard right out my chest
guess im sleeping thats a flex
lets skip eating and have sex
what are you eating guess thats bread
what are you doing no no
who are you with now
its how it spread
would u even like me
cant u tell that im trying
oh pls just like me
i swear that im crying

xona
i thought i need to go and let loose of me
but I’m stuck inside where the sun don’t seep
so i just watch along as the days runs deep
and i got my tea in hand so I’m calm for the least
and i don’t know, who i could be
i feel alone, when there’s others around me
i can’t cope, you know it better than me
to let it go but I’m the worst you could be
to go back home
where I could find a home cause I feel alone
falling, dying right here for you

oh i dont wanna talk
im ruined

ruined w/xona

Crash My Benz (prod bro ill find it later)

idk “sometimes” Feat. VIKSENDELAPEUR [Prod.unknown]

[lyrics]

[lan man] 
5 lines in the whip 
hit the gas then i ride off 
goth bitch wanna fuck w the lights off 
white girl in the backseat blackin out passin out 
chokin on the coke drip 
shawty buggin might as well fuckin kms 
im so used to this 
i was up late , abusin chemicals dyin in a dark room 
fuckin right shawty i do this shit everyday 
damn right girl im ina dark place 

[jacc] 
im ina dark place 
shawty luv me cuz i ate her out fuckin on the first date 
bad bitch bad kid drug addicts 
shawty geekin i ain’t even on this planet 
coke lines on ya tiddies 
bathroom floor tweakin out 2 dizzy
nohopeshawty pushin 106 in ur city got a goth bitch worried bout her life 
everybody in my family know im hellbound 
ima die by 23 if ion stop fuckin round w all the bullshit 
drugs , all the foolish shit 
kms b4 the fame even get a chance ay

@nohopeshawty
@__landyn__
@jacc_ak

dark place

dark place (prod. thersx)

everydays a trip

No Feelings

Snub Nose

Some days get hard

Stream "know a thing" by @heylog (prod. @irby314)
https://streamlink.to/knowathing-heylog

Lyrics:
i don't wanna heal myself again
no, i don't need to miss you like i did
promised recently i'd hit decline
but i couldn't do it this one time

i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
feel anything or understand
i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
do i even give a damn
do i even give a damn

every night i wake up in a sweat
every single word you ever said
come together without feeling harm
quickly run to you with open arms

can't believe i'm doing this again
it's been so long so like, how you been?
they don't even know a thing or two
they know more about me than 'bout you

i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand
i don't know why i can't
feel anything or understand

do i even give a damn
do i even give a damn

heylog - know a thing (irby)

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too

fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake
sealing my fate
breaking my body let it decay x2

cuz up in my head i’m enough
but when i’m with you, you’re not feeling my love
you put the knife in my back
so i put my drink in my cup

stuck in a haze
lie to my face when you said we won’t break up
so iv just been out on the run
hand on the trigger 
you’re pointing the gun

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks 

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too


fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake

fighting myself

'into the wind' produced by heylog

lyrics:
on my last little bit of breath
will i make it to the final stretch
but the wind has something for me instead
bones break and every single muscle group
feels torn apart, skin is turning blue
and i cannot comprehend on what hurts
seems like i did a little bit too much
pushing my limits way too far above
way too far above
the wind before winter is like getting punched
and i ain't got any spit left under my tongue
under my tongue
the wind blows on a tuesday
do you think we'll make it, what do you say
i've been away from home now for a few days
and it got to living like i'm in a new age
standing in the wind, i know it's cold out
2 somethin the morning, it's a ghost town
conscious telling me i should probably go now
cause as soon as the wind stops there ain't no sound

this ain't nothing light and nothing small or subtle breeze
just shows how much force the wind can put resist on me
run i'm almost there, i'm so so close, aheads the fin
head down, forward movement, running straight into the wind
into the wind, into the wind

spotify

into the wind

prod. by justdan
additional prod. by zaki ali

lyrics
Play the field, the grass is greener on the other side
Take these pills until I feel another high 
Till I feel like another guy 
Until I feel a nice subtle rise in heat like it’s summertime 
Working double time
There’s never enough of time 
Not enough buffer to protect my stubborn pride 
Summarize this misery with supple lines 
Made from the cloth of my troubled thoughts, but it’s cut and dried 
Still greasy like it’s southern fried 
I settled on a style that some despise like undercover guys 
Money’s the truth, but that’s also where the trouble lies 
Tunneling trials and struggles high as the sunrise on summer skies 
Something lies beneath the styles they speak 
It’s been a while, I’ve been too weak to peak my head into the room to see what everyone’s been up to 
Look in the mirror, it’s hard to trust you 
Look at this clearer when I’m less puzzled 
When I measure out your love, it feels like I got hustled 

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you ever sit and think how much of this is real 
Spill a good deal of confessions 
Rest assured, I don’t regret them 
A curse and a blessing 
Don’t you ever tell me how to fucking feel (X2)

If loves the water in the sea, your smile is the rain 
Then I will scream out your name before I drown in the waves 
I’ve been down and out for days, while I’ve been counting on the ways, I could fall back on fantasies and find a new escape 
Or buy a new estate 
Provide a future fate with pride and strength 
In a house of fire, there’s no time to ruminate  
Another summer, I spent concerned my comfort would spiral into a term of contempt 
Under these terms, I resent my birth, this earth and the stench of herbals 
They drenched in oils or boiled in kettles to quench 
Settle the score with a rage I hide in my spirit that may arise in these lyrics 
I raise the lines to appear that I may survive
Had a close shave with the naked eyes 
Ashamed my hope was razor thin, so I just wasted time 
Assume that I’ll get revenge at a later time 
Light shimmers on cynics in a state of mind that stays confined 
Illuminating Satan’s eyes 
Maybe I’m lazy 
Maybe crazy, but life made me this way 
My brain is hazy in a matrix and a range of dismay 
I may long for the day I find love, but the longer it takes 
I stray away till I’m beyond being saved 
So, with this spark that lights this life 
Sometimes I feels it glows so bright that it excites and put me into fight or flight mode
Hold this mic like knives to protect me against the tight rope 
Bury all my bones and watch the dirt birth a new bright rose

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you ever sit and think how much of this is real 
Spill a good deal of confessions 
Rest assured, I don’t regret them 
A curse and a blessing 
Don’t you ever tell me how to fucking feel (X2)

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal

BE CAREFUL WHO YOU ADORE, LØVERBOY

HPPD

SPOTIFY

HPPD +farella [andrey]

Starlight Prod Sourkidd

part of the problem

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

lyrics

said id be good on my own
lately my world has been feeling so empty
trying to see it half full,
the devil been trying to tempt me
but id rather cry in a bently
than worry abt u and ur bestie
cuz it dosent rly effect me 

always too mad at myself
sick of the feeling
im stuck in a hell
not one for asking for help
know that your leaving 
i said id be better oh well
but it hurt when you grow apart
and u dont burn from the same soark
doibled down on the weong cards
g-got scrapped knee and a broke heart
gave u my all im not someone u wanted
and each time u call i hust feel like a puppet
supplying ur needs 
but im bleeding im gutted 
how come we always took the wrong turn
told you im sorry i dont want nobody else
breaking my body
im hoping somebody help
no one will find me
confind where we used to go
lay me to rest
in my room or the studio

thats the worst part
im stuck in my head 
i been stuck in my mental
never did go far
less that i think the more i feel pressure
got in my car and i drove
each mik im furthur frok home
ur helping me see
my music my peace
its holding me down
while ur watching me bleed


i promise i wanted to change
but evrrytime too stuck in my ways
run from my problems i tend to just fade
and now u gone start telling lies to my face
again
we were kids i know,
tryna get by in a world so cold
breaking me down they can pray on my downfall
end of the day this is what i was meant for.

grow apart [boyfifty]

lyrics!!

let me go, i’m not home
picking flowers and i guess we made a mess right 
two hours i’ll be boarding on the next flight
let me go, im not home
rain showers taint the letters i would hand wright
so two hours i’ll be boarding flight

what’s right what’s wrong?
i know it’s hard
i know they try to beat you till you break apart

(beat you till you break apart)

watching the devil walk in
i do no talking
my pockets been full since august
so thanks for that bitch
lost in a broken promise so dishonest
my fault was never flawless 
just a problem 
act up i’m the only reason i get no love
did it to myself
you know that’s bad luck
watch me tear my eyes out
all my bridges fall down
omg i guess iv been smoking every night now

but you never cared dosent matter 
you were always scared of moving backwards
girl that’s all i ever did for you
girl that’s all i ever did for you

let me go, i’m not home
picking flowers and i guess we made a mess right 
two hours i’ll be boarding on the next flight
let me go, im not home
rain showers taint the letters i would hand wright
so two hours i’ll be boarding flight

let me go [boyfifty]

lyrics //

wrong turn, girl it hurt
idk why
been having visions of ur face almost every night

walk down, every broken road
and ill tell you that im homebound
you just wanna play me like a joke
idk how
u could never get it out ur throat
spit it all out

make a list of every rule i broke
write it all down
just another number in a phone
i wont call now
autumn came and it left me so damn cold

(chorus)

just avoid all my pain god its pushing me down 
im not better now x2
got me scratching at my face
god i hate what you found
scared to sleep
ion wake up now
harder to speak 
when my head so loud
people and pressure be weighing  me down
walk in the function my eyes my eyes to the ground


(verse 2)

last week
spent some time got my mind out the gutter
and all you do is waste my time
girl that’s word to my mother 
it’s got me breaking every night
god i hope this gets better
 wrote down all my love
on the parchment  and paper
if i wasent enoigh
take it up with my maker
put ur knife in my gut
twist the fate with the saber
now im leaking out blood
and all the love that i gave her

(chorus)


(outro)
way too long iv been cointing my sheep
you love to break each bone
get me down ok my knees

scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

star shopping (prod. kryptik)

white tee w/ yung bruh (prod. nedarb)

Jocelyn Flores

Revenge

i can't make it so you love me again and i know,
but i can't help you if you always got the white on your nose
when he looks you in the eyes idk what to do
when you turn around and smile when he says something cute
oh woah idk what to do
and i hate that it's been too long
and make sure next time you're not the one that ill take along

i wanna see you dance
despite our plans
it's not in my hands
put it in my hands
talk about advance
slow down just dance
please take my hand
i wanna see you dance
not you
i'm not talkin to you
i'm talkin to somebody who see me as somebody
i'm talkin to somebody who could light up a room
i'm talkin to somebody who could light up the moon
i'm talkin to myself i'm just talkin

stay for the night
pretend it's our life
we'll see if we strive
fuck that distance
it's not their business
just for the night
goodbye 25

DANCE

dance

follow your dreams, and know that even though you have lost, you have guardian angels watching over you , day in and day out,

the last thing they want is for their lives to be lost in vein, make them proud! live full, healthy, genius lives!

HOPE

@lilillmusic
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@bradyamour
https://twitter.com/Brady_Amour
https://www.instagram.com/brady_amour

@prodbyvessels
https://twitter.com/ProdbyVessels
http://traktrain.com/vessels

little manic feat. Brady Amour (prod. vessels)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

follow sleye

i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

prod. @jakkyboi

lyrics:

(scum)
so run far, you’ll never be exactly where you wanna be
it’s alright, it’s okay, the nightmares will all  fade 
i just gotta get it going 
time feels so frozen 
when i’m alone i feel so broken 
like what’s the point of hoping 

the trees and leaves they all start to change 
stuck in my head i still feel the same 
stuck in the ways of the past

(fantasy camp)
I don’t want this moment to ever end
Cuz I’ve been here waiting forever
And I know you won’t be here in the morning
But I still hang on to that feeling
When I’m alone I think back to the time
Where we talked on the phone till we slept every night
And I know that I’m broken
I know that I’m holding on to nothing but hope
And sometimes I feel hopeless 
But I guess that’s just life
We fuck up sometimes
I could never blame you for walking away from it

nightmares w/ fantasy camp (prod. jakkyboi)

[+] who knew a year later we would only see each other in our dreams.
* prod by @hxrxkiller * featuring @steadysuffer *
(artwork by @seejayxo)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i write these stupid fucking songs for you
i right every single wrong you do
i keep tellin myself that you’ll change
but you know that you drive me insane

[verse:]
i got knives in my back
anxiety attacks
cause you dont love back
why you play me
bitch you wack
i cant even trust you
why the fuck i even gotta love you?

how you hold up in my chest so long?
lean back as i rip from the bong
remember nights we would listen to my songs
i dont know where we even went wrong

[hook 2x:]
i had cash and i spent on you
bad bitch ride around in the coupe
no drugs i was high off you
good sex baby yeah you know it too

[verse 2: @steadysuffer]
said she wanna get thru to you
you're already in your avenue
swallow all your fears, while you cry with no tears
now he's tryna get thru to you
he don't wanna be here all night long
oh dear, soft and clear oh-oh-oh

ya she got a style
that'll pick apart your mindset
so divine but a fights her assignment
finger on the trigger i can tell she wanna light it
buried under lies im feelin fine but im lyin
hey, don't run from me
was it all real oh was it all real
ring when you find me dear

follow hxrxkiller

high off you (feat. steadysuffer)

@imhalfhearted on insta <3

“halfhearted” on spotify

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