mesmerized

I have no more home
Lyrics:
Oh I’m tired 
I’m all I’m my own 
And I’m so afraid 
Cause I got no home 

I’m so tired 
People left me again 
And I guess it’s time 
I find comfort alone

all on my own

Lyrics:

I really liked this flower and it was so pure
But it looked so much better 
growing on its own and of that i'm sure
Sometimes i still think about that flower 
Even though i have a garden 
And with every rose i cut and tulip that i trim 
That pretty flower is still what i miss

And In my garden i plant these seeds
Trying to grow you but i just sprout weeds
I don't regret leaving you alone
But i really wish i had one of you to grow for my own

Oh how i wish i could see you grow
Your small pedals and delicate stem
I miss you and i wish that you weren't with him
I know you'll never love me because in the end 
It’s like you said
We're just friends…

Oh how i wished that you watered me too
Oh how that i could grow alongside you

a pretty flower is best left untouched

Im tired 
And my hands are full wax
Its loke everything i do seems to fall and colapse

A failure 
Is what I’ve always been
I cant blame anyone else but my own incompetence 

Im short fat man with an ego to match his height
And everytging i ever is say is never wrong im always right

Dont talk to me before ive had my moring vodka coffee
I cant start my day without feeling the warm liquor burn my throat

Im a fool 
Im a joke 
Ima fucken mistake
Ima pig
Im a rat 
Ima fucken ingrate
Ima glut
Ima sin
Im so full of hate
Im a lair
I am selfish
I leave no food on my plate 
I eat everything i see
Ill even eat my feelings and youll see no crimbs left 
Ask me how are you?
Ill say hey im doing fine
But the truth is i wanna die

all on my own

Proleefic