sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

Lyrics:

I want you to think That i can actually change
I dont want you to think of me
As that junkie who always stays the same And cut after cut and smoke after smoke I feel my lungs go black and than my throat starts to choke
I want you to see me the way that i see you I see you made in marble and chizzled from straight out of stone
I know i promised id change but i couldnt do it again
I still pick up that fucking dirty ass was pen I swear didnt mean to relapse it just happens
But i want you to know that i will always love you my friend

Shit idk

i think ill be okay(demo)

Who even listens to my shitty songs?

If you like them there is something wrong with you

I don’t even right my lyrics down 

Everything I say I say it proud

Yeah I do 

I write these songs for you

In hopes you realize

How much I love your eyes 

I want you to look at me 

I want you to touch on me 

I want you know 

I see you made of gold 

I just want you to know 

How much I love you

I know these chords are familiar 

But I want you to know 

That’s these words are mine 

And only for you 

I just want you notice 

Everything that I do 

Oh I would sell my soul 

Just to see you smile 

You mean the world 

You mean everything to me

You’re my lady 

And you mean so much 

I just want you to notice 

Why I love you so much 

Why I do everything

Creepy creeper

Lyrics

C'mon please just stay like this for a little while
It'll be okay
Just don't say a word
Let me have my way
Just Don't stop me
Even if you tried you couldn't stop me anyway
You can't stop your destiny
You can't stop your destiny
You promised me
It wouldn't hurt
You promised me
It'd feel real good
You promised me
i was doing as i should But i hated the feeling
You made me feel so damn defeated hate that you took My innocence
Now im tainted forever
A stupid fucking sin
So tell me
Why i deserve safety
When im already
So disgusting
Since you changed me that day

a rose without thorns

Am I wasting my time?

Lyrics
VERSE-
A love like her is enough to make
A guy go insane for a girl like her
Eyes like that, she got a mind like that
Got me hypnotized for a girl like her

PRE-CHORUS-
Tell me something that I need to know
′Cause I've fallen in love with you
Tell me something that I need to know
′Cause I want you
Don't go away because
I want you to stay with me
Don't go, g-go away

CHORUS-
There′s something about you
There′s something I wanna love
There's something about you
There′s something I wanna know
Tell me that I'm not dreaming
′Cause I don't wanna go through this again, no

VERSE-
A love like her is enough to make
A guy go insane for a girl like her
Love me baby, if you want me too
Life is short when I′m not yours

PRE-CHORUS-
Tell me something that I need to know
'Cause I've fallen in love with you
Tell me something that I need to know
′Cause I want you
Don′t go away because
I want you to stay with me
Don't go, go-go away

CHORUS -
There′s something about you
There's something I wanna love
There′s something about you
There's something I wanna know
Tell me that I′m not dreaming
'Cause I don't wanna go through this again
There′s something about you
There′s something I wanna love
There's something about you
There′s something I wanna know
Tell me that I'm not dreaming
′Cause I don't wanna go through this again

BluNites - A Love Like Her

i knew

Sober Lyrics
verse:
I wish I knew what you want
But I don't and all your words haunt
Me at night when I try sleep
They make me feel like a creep

I wish, I wish that I knew
What you thought, of me and of you
together, together as two
Forever

chorus:
Spin the bottle but don't invite me over
Cause I just wanna drink every night till I'm sober
I'll see you tomorrow but I won't be getting closure
Cause we won't talk till a random night in October

verses:
Do you love me like I
Love you, if I died you'd cry
Is that true, or is it a lie
would you?

Do you, do you need me
Or do you just want me to leave
Cause I'll do whatever you need
Me to do

chorus
Spin the bottle but don't invite me over
Cause I just wanna drink every night till I'm sober
I'll see you tomorrow but I won't be getting closure
Cause we won't talk till a random night in October

bridge:
Please don't give up
I'm holding on
What's in my cup
Will be gone
Just say the words
"I love you so"
And all the birds
Will sing their final woes

Now I'm free
Free from my thoughts
I can be me
While my body rots
Another drink
Another shot
It won't hurt me
Because you forgot about me

Sober (acoustic demo)

parasite

tonight

It’s shit that’s the point
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