sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

Who even listens to my shitty songs?

If you like them there is something wrong with you

I don’t even right my lyrics down 

Everything I say I say it proud

Yeah I do 

I write these songs for you

In hopes you realize

How much I love your eyes 

I want you to look at me 

I want you to touch on me 

I want you know 

I see you made of gold 

I just want you to know 

How much I love you

I know these chords are familiar 

But I want you to know 

That’s these words are mine 

And only for you 

I just want you notice 

Everything that I do 

Oh I would sell my soul 

Just to see you smile 

You mean the world 

You mean everything to me

You’re my lady 

And you mean so much 

I just want you to notice 

Why I love you so much 

Why I do everything

Creepy creeper

Lyrics:
Did you really think that we were more than friends
Friends is all that i thought we would ever be
I like the way that you would talk to me
You should've asked me sooner 
but now it's too late for me to think of you that way
Anymore
I don't like you like i did
I'm sorry that we will never be something again
I wish that i was more true to myself
But i hate the way i look and lie all the time
I'll just drag you down 
You'll never be proud to be with me
So please 
Fall in love someone else
Someone who won't hurt you and make you proud
Someone who adores the way you smile
Someone who isn't me

Wrong person wrong time

Lyrics 
I hate you so much
But i can't leave you anymore 
Cause you're all i have
Why did i commit to this
Why do i pretend like i'm happy in this place
When i know that i'm not
Was it my mistake to think of you as the one and only 
That i love
Yeah im a fucking fool
I miss all my little friends 
I miss all the things i would do with them
I just wanna feel like 
My life means something again
But it means nothing
Can you touch me
Can you say it's alright
Can you tell me another lie
Can you please kiss me
Can you please love me
Can you please tell me nothings gonna change.

abcense of subtance

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iY7d4stVd1h6fHNbfTU6h?si=jzL8Z0YvSf6jhy4NuwvdNw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7myT2l7GajUkFvrPw8RfB3

prod me ft @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@requiem-for-you
cant even get my own way
pretty worthless wouldnt u say
u asked me how i was today
i wasnt the slightest bit okay

wanna go to the movies like u said
but ur too busy partying with ur friends
say ur busy the whole weekend
will u ever talk to me again

i
cant
breathe
if ur not with
me
baby
im around ya

i cant believe u'd rather spend
more time with him than me baby
im so damn co-dependent
need u with me at all times

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
she takes my breath away 
and heals all of my pains 
dont want to see her gone 
i need her everyday 

but its hard to 
believe my own mind 
kept my guard down 
im on my own now

take my breath away w/ jacko

Lyrics:

Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say that your pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Cause i think about it all the time
Yeah i think about taking my own life
I havent felt myslef in such a long
Muthafucking time
I still wanna cut myself when im alone
I still wanna grab a rope and throw it over 
the ceiling fan
And see what happens when i hang
I think about it every fucking day
And i dont know how to cope with these feelings
So i sit in my room and i sing these silly fucking songs
Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say you are pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Though your past your prime
Do you ever think about not breathing
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Yeah i wanna fucking die

Do you ever think about not breathing

@kaysnoto
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing (what did i do)
like what am i doing (what did i do)
look at what your doing (what did i do) 
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
oooooo
what did i do
what did i dooo
oh you take my soul
and your running away with it
oh you take my home
and now your stuck up and your livin in it
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing
@wasitbroken

silent girl w/wirt

too far gone (Deluxe)

it's hot outside

special

peices

Controlling Everything

It’s shit that’s the point
Im on all streaming platforms Proleefic :)
Ig proleefic_topic