loneliness and despair

sadish playlist

Copy of Fried By Fluoride

She Hates Me

Love Flew Away (with Adam Melchor)

John Q Public

Jugaste y Sufri (Sped Up)-preklz

We'll Never Have Sex

24 Horas But Its Sped Up

atlas

Ando Más Que Mal(sped up)

Corta Venas

ando más que mal - Eslabon Armado (sped up)

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

Regresa Mami - Eslabon Armado    (sped Up)

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memories

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apathy

analog_mannequin - milk cassette x.mp3 (slowed)

you WILL delete discord
you WILL stop being a pedophile

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

Submarine

Sienna

don't know who u really are

Lyrics 
I hate you so much
But i can't leave you anymore 
Cause you're all i have
Why did i commit to this
Why do i pretend like i'm happy in this place
When i know that i'm not
Was it my mistake to think of you as the one and only 
That i love
Yeah im a fucking fool
I miss all my little friends 
I miss all the things i would do with them
I just wanna feel like 
My life means something again
But it means nothing
Can you touch me
Can you say it's alright
Can you tell me another lie
Can you please kiss me
Can you please love me
Can you please tell me nothings gonna change.

abcense of subtance

Lyrics:

Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say that your pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Cause i think about it all the time
Yeah i think about taking my own life
I havent felt myslef in such a long
Muthafucking time
I still wanna cut myself when im alone
I still wanna grab a rope and throw it over 
the ceiling fan
And see what happens when i hang
I think about it every fucking day
And i dont know how to cope with these feelings
So i sit in my room and i sing these silly fucking songs
Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say you are pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Though your past your prime
Do you ever think about not breathing
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Yeah i wanna fucking die

Do you ever think about not breathing

Lucky

i'm sorry

I’m feeling distant again

I don’t know what the name

Of this feeling is

I wanna feel real

But we’re falling apart

Tell me what is wrong 

What the fuck is wrong

I don’t wanna feel this way

No of these things make sense 

So what the fuck Is wrong

I really wanna know 

Why I feel this way

All this mind numbing pain 

Please make it stop

Feeling distant again

Lyrics:

I cut myself again
Did you notice?
I slit it vertically 
Just for attention
I don’t care if you wanna stop me
Because you know that I won’t listen
Yeah I won’t listen
I won’t listen to you
Or to any fucking one who tells me
How to live my life
And I’ll say 
fuck you and I’ll cut it again
I’ll cut it again 
And I don’t give a fuck if I end it
I think that it’s time for me to go
This time hopefully it’s quick not slow

i told you not to leave me alone

Blackpilled Again

I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover)

you not the same (slowed down version)

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tilekid - you not the same (slowed down version)

It’s shit that’s the point
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