Its fucking ass
Lyrics 

Often times i sit around
I never know what im gonna do yet
Im only 20 years old 
But i wanna fucking let this go
There are days when i just wanna fucking die
Everyone tells me that im doing great in my life
But fuck you you dont know a godamn thing
You just see all that i show you
You just see the mask i put on
But deep down i wanna go
I onow how selfish it is to end my life
But what do i do when i just wanna feel alraight
There are days when i stare at the mirror
And just wonder why the fuck am i still trying
All these fucking drugs do no good 
I cant even feel them in my system not anymore
Omg i hate myself so much
I just wanna find a way to feel good
Maybe one day i will 
Maybe one day ill be happy to wake up and just be me
Oh wouldnt that be nice
But thinking about it i know it only a fantasy

I really fucking hate

It’s shit that’s the point
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