I’m kind of tired 
Lyrics:
I dont wanna be here anymore 
I just wanna close my eyes and snore 
It’s getting a little harder to get out of bed 
Sometimes I’m kinda wishing I wake up dead 

But I’m scared
I’m scared of losing all the people I love 
And oh I’m so scared
I’m sitting on the rooftop up 10 flights of stairs
Oh and I stare 
I stare at the ground and just prepare 

and I’m so fucking scared 
And I’m so fucking unprepared 
And oh now I’m falling down 
I’m
Falling faster and faster 
Down to my despair 

And I hit the floor and I went splat 
I saw my arm go so flat 
Oh god why did you make me die 

And now I have a crowd form around me 
I have my blood on my surroundings 
And now I’m becoming so cold 
Is this what it means to let go

Let Go

I can’t put the fork down today 
All of these thoughts rumble in my brain
I think that I’m going insane 
Oh baby I am not okay 

I still eat all my feelings away
But still can’t seem to gain any weight 
I hate my body my souls and I 
God I just wanna fucking die 

I just wanna die
I hate my soul and fucking mind 

And maybe it’s not so bad 
But I don’t seem to stand a chance 
I’m fighting against my own mind
And I think I lost for the millionth fucking time

And this is it 
My final straw 
I’m feel so week 
I’m gonna end it all 

I’m gonna end it all today 
And don’t you dare tell me to stay 
When all you wanted was for me to go
Go so fucking far away  

And now the time has come for me 
To have me dead is you wanted to see
So now i give you my final gift 
Watch my soul float away and drift

My Finale Gift To You

2004 train wreck

p. sai nara + https://soundcloud.com/mistlol

ASPHALT

produced: goldenhour

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song title (@semichromatic)

my sleep paralysis demon is still coughing up worms

Push them away

Im tired 
And my hands are full wax
Its loke everything i do seems to fall and colapse

A failure 
Is what I’ve always been
I cant blame anyone else but my own incompetence 

Im short fat man with an ego to match his height
And everytging i ever is say is never wrong im always right

Dont talk to me before ive had my moring vodka coffee
I cant start my day without feeling the warm liquor burn my throat

Im a fool 
Im a joke 
Ima fucken mistake
Ima pig
Im a rat 
Ima fucken ingrate
Ima glut
Ima sin
Im so full of hate
Im a lair
I am selfish
I leave no food on my plate 
I eat everything i see
Ill even eat my feelings and youll see no crimbs left 
Ask me how are you?
Ill say hey im doing fine
But the truth is i wanna die

Push them away

Proleefic

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