whatiwishforsucks (cw!zz)

Throwaway project 
(lyrics are on genius)

Why won't u tell me (pipe bomb)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5deqRcXhpxot443g7emMy0?si=NydICEOaRk296K4txYVwGA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4rUhH7hSpj0Sk41NFYbvYi

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

cold winter nights
spent alone
used to sit by the fire on the phone
drinking hot cocoa
looking at our old photos
turning time into slowmo
where did it go wrong?

(where did i go wrong
dont wanna see u gone)

what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

@revivle
i spent so much time on my own
i couldnt stop you from letting me go
so many promises that you went and broke
if i killed myself then how would you know ;p

im sorry for acting the way that i did
theres just something about u that makes me feel like a kid
im calling out for you i just wish you could see it
maybe u would if you stopped fucking leaving

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone
x2

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

Liquor feat kaysnoto

@kaysnoto
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing (what did i do)
like what am i doing (what did i do)
look at what your doing (what did i do) 
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
oooooo
what did i do
what did i dooo
oh you take my soul
and your running away with it
oh you take my home
and now your stuck up and your livin in it
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing
@wasitbroken

silent girl w/wirt

Prod. Ruined5191 aka the goat

[Intro]
I wasted my time on a girl like you
You're all I want, but nothing like I remember you
You made me feel so good

[Bridge]
Dear god, Dear god, won't you save me
I don't wanna do what I'm about to do
I think I'll sin again, It's all gonna be her fault
I feel like you should die, but it all feels so wrong
I dont wanna let you go, let me choke you

[Verse]
Woke up feeling like you should-
I woke up feeling like this again
I wonder will it ever stop? does it ever stop?
Uh, uh, I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you (just kidding, yeah)
I wanna make your life feel like mine
Let me make your life miserable
Yeah, yeah, I'm what you've been looking for
It's me, It's me, It's always been me
I'm what you need, I'm what you need

[Outro}
I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point!
Do you ever hear my songs?
Have you ever listened to me? I really wanna know
I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you, yeah, just kidding

I Wanna Make Your Life Miserable

too far gone

stray (feat. gyaru)

lyrics:
gonna take my life
on a cold december night 
there's no reason why
i guess it just feels right :P
i hope you miss my warmth
remember how you'd ignore
all my cries for help
and it got to the point 
where i no longer know 
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself

kill myself, brains all on the wall
such a shame you ignored my call
you're so mean when you're talking to me 
really makes me wonder if you'll even miss me



cold december night

Gave it My All

 Wake Beneath the Cross is a post-hardcore concept album that fuses Christian faith with Lovecraftian dread, unfolding across a cursed coastal town lost to ancient darkness. Through haunting lyrics and explosive instrumentation, the album follows a cliffside poet, a redeemed foreigner, and shipwrecked sailors as they confront demonic forces, ancestral idols, and the cost of salvation.

 Each track is a chapter in their spiritual war—lamenting long voyages through profane lands, breaking tribal curses, and ultimately facing a final choice: escape on the last ship, or stay and fight for a town that may already be lost. With themes of redemption, sacrifice, and divine defiance, the album ends on a cliffhanger, leaving the fate of the town—and the souls within—up to the listener’s interpretation.

 For fans of narrative-driven heavy music, Wake Beneath the Cross is both a battle cry and a benediction.

Last Light Before the Wake

Brothers in Arms (Warframe Tribute Grineer)

Same name on all socials
Most songs on all plats

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