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Im So tired of being me 
Im so tired of not being seen 
And I’m so sleepy all the time 
I skip my meals and cry all night 


AND I HATE FEELING THIS WAY
FEELS LIKE IM GOING INSANE
AND DONT SEEM 
TO CARE ANYMORE
OR LOVE ME AS YOURS

tired of being me

@six-days-after-christmas
vocals by six days after christmas, 
guitar by me & six days after christmas
drums by me

i can't solve my head
it's all i've been
i hate how you're on other skin
it took so long to admit that i'm obsessed
no matter how much i admit you won't come back

six days after christmas - all i've ever been, all i ever will be

NAILS, I BITE THEM, IT HURTS

All the walls in my house are so thin 
that its obnoxious 
everyone can here me if i speak or if i vomit
don’t you ever get a little sick of being toxic?

All the walls in my house are so thin 
that its obnoxious 
everyone can here me if i speak or if i vomit
don’t you ever get a little sick of being toxic?
if i felt the way you do by now i’d be exhausted.

Tell me do you love me?
now write me an essay bout the reason that you love me?
cant believe a single thing you say, but you can trust me
know u say you think im pretty but i think im ugly😂

I think i lost you 
somewhere on the way i think i lost you
don’t like what im feeling cause it’s all new
i love how i felt the day i lost you

All the walls in my house are so thin 
that its obnoxious 
everyone can here me if i speak or if i vomit
don’t you ever get a little sick of being toxic?

All the walls in my house are so thin 
that its obnoxious 
everyone can here me if i speak or if i vomit
don’t you ever get a little sick of being toxic?
if i felt the way you do by now i’d be exhausted

guitar song

Lyrics

My blood
Falls down
My eyes
Bleed
Cry out
Gauge
My fuckins soul
I don't
Want to live like this
Anymore
Shut the fuck up
Flowers bloom from my hands
Rip the the weeds out
Feel my skin against yours
I will not forgive your sins
I pray you will fall down
Fly too close to the sun
Your dirty wings will burn away
I will not fall down
Shut the fuck fuck up
I burn away

Flying to close to the hand who burns your flesh

Lyrics:
Did you really think that we were more than friends
Friends is all that i thought we would ever be
I like the way that you would talk to me
You should've asked me sooner 
but now it's too late for me to think of you that way
Anymore
I don't like you like i did
I'm sorry that we will never be something again
I wish that i was more true to myself
But i hate the way i look and lie all the time
I'll just drag you down 
You'll never be proud to be with me
So please 
Fall in love someone else
Someone who won't hurt you and make you proud
Someone who adores the way you smile
Someone who isn't me

Wrong person wrong time

Lyrics

Listen to this song hecause i made it for you

I want you to know everything that i think

And want you to know what i thought

Everything im gonna say is gonna be a lie

And i want you to realize 

That i wont say truth

So first lie lets gets started

I need you in my life

And i want you to be right by my side 

for whatever i do 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need you i meed you i need you

I need i want you i want you i want you

I want you in my life

Now lets get on woth the next set of lies

I guess its time

I wishbthat you wanted me

I wish that you needed me 

I wish that you thought of me all of the tome 

Yeah i do 

You can cut yourself for me

You can bruise yourself for me

You can cry your heart out and i wouldnt give a fuck

Cause you mean 

Nothing nothing nothing nothing 

nothing nothing nothing 

Nothing to me

Yeah you mean nothing 

Yeah you mean nothing 

Im gonna say one last thing

And you know 

That its gonna be another lie 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need i need you i need you

I want you i want you i want you

In my life 

I need you more

Another lie to keep you happy

(Lyrics)
Go ahead play me like a game cause i wont play at all
Waste my time and break my heart
Spit in my face while you tear me apart
Leave my guts astray on the floor
Tell me that you hate me but you who I adore 
I act like it will be just fine
We can act like you don’t control my mind

Im not ok
Act like you dont know me
I might od
Im dying slowly 
Girl come and hold me
Man i miss the old me
I cant get you out my head
I dont want you in my head

Im running away from you
Running away from what we had
Girl you did me so bad
Laying in my bed i been thinking about what we had
Thinking bout you everyday
I cant let this fade away
Drinking to get you out
Can you stay the night baby i dont wanna pass out

You fucked up my life
Dying inside
Girl i dont wanna lose you but your not in sight

You fucked up my life
Dying inside
Girl i dont wanna lose you but your not in sight

Go ahead play me like a game cause i wont play at all
Waste my time and break my heart
Spit in my face while you tear me apart
Leave my guts astray on the floor
Tell me that you hate me but you who I adore 
I act like it will be just fine
We can act like you don’t control my mind

It will be alright I promise

walk right bye

Am I wasting my time?

It’s shit that’s the point
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