Best Thing - e7i

same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

bones. w/ jelex (f. jades)

Lyrics 
I hate you so much
But i can't leave you anymore 
Cause you're all i have
Why did i commit to this
Why do i pretend like i'm happy in this place
When i know that i'm not
Was it my mistake to think of you as the one and only 
That i love
Yeah im a fucking fool
I miss all my little friends 
I miss all the things i would do with them
I just wanna feel like 
My life means something again
But it means nothing
Can you touch me
Can you say it's alright
Can you tell me another lie
Can you please kiss me
Can you please love me
Can you please tell me nothings gonna change.

abcense of subtance

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
I feel the blood on my hands 
Just like you did that day 
I think I’m losing faith
Can you give me a sign
That my guardian angel 
Is right by my side 

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
But everyone i do 
I still feel the same 
I can’t control my thought 
Full of impurity’s
I hope that one day the mirror 
Can say that I see me
So give me a sign 
I know that it’s selfish
But I think of you don’t 
I’ll just end it

Clip my dirty wings

Second Thoughts

Second Thoughts (sped up)

Ithinkhesslowingdown.m4a

downtown baby 2. - overtonight

You won’t catch up to me[fwash]

The stars collide like every time we kiss
Baby you’re the only one I miss
Suicide, the afterlife, I’ll always find my love and we’ll return to this
Every time I’m down I wanna touch you
Soul tied, soul ties, I wanna love you
Running through my mind, my love it's you and I, 
there ain't no one else in here but you
Supernovas all inside my room
It breaks my heart, I wanna see you soon
I wanna hold your hand I feel so nervous
Baby tell me what am I to do
Run your fingers all through my hair
I wanna feel those rings that you wear
Can't make this up, I'm so in love
I'm so in love, I'm so in (love)
The stars collide like every time we kiss
Baby you’re the only one I miss
Suicide, the afterlife, I’ll always find my love and we’ll return to this
Every time I’m down I wanna touch you
Soul tied, soul ties, I wanna love you
Running through my mind, my love it's you and I, 
there ain't no one else in here but you

prod. itzsxul

Stars collide

Lyrics:

Brake your mirror when you stare ot to long
Break your mirror when you see that ugly bump
Break your mirror when you think youre doing good
Break your mirror and you know i think you should
Youll never look like him or him or him or him
You ugly fuck
Look at the mirror and look again 
Your face so full of disgusting imperfections
No one will ever look at you and think youre someone good
Theyll never look at you and think “oh shit maybe i should be with him”
You ugly fuck
You ugly fuck
Youre an ugly fuck
Youre an ugly fuck
Youll never have anyone to tell you great things
You sit alone and envy

Just an ugly fuck

It’s shit that’s the point
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