prod. pekarot

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Sleepwater playlist

guitar by @pekarot_161
this is for the OG listeners, I love you all from the bottom of my heart. 

lyrics:

i don’t know where i came from
only where i’ve been 
i could scratch out my eyes
when i’m feeling like this 
i can’t breathe since you left
i got cuts on my fist 
and they hurt (they hurt)
they hurt (they hurt) 

and i know that i’m sad but still smile when we kiss
i got scars on my arm from those nights i gave in 
and then you said forever but now you’re with him
and it burns (it burns)
it burns (it burns) 

but those scars on my arm 
they tell you a story
since 14 years old
they’ve been coming for me
i’m not what you want
so just throw me aside
and i’m old enough now
so i’ll wipe my eyes

and i’m praying to god
that i’ll just get better
i’ll hide in my car 
and sleep on the leather
i love you to death 
from now to december
this ones for the grayfox fans 
love you forever 

and now i’ve learned 
i’ll never be first 
but at least i’ve turned
my life around,
look at me now 
x2

look at me now
look at me now
look at me now
not 100% but i’m still here 
so look at me now 
x4

lookatmenow (pekarot)

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

spotify link<3

die (frevel x pekarot)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

produced by me
guitar played by acey

lyrics
here i am takin steps
stress for what curls to the edge
im running from whats inside of me
im being confronted by my biggest enemy
oh my biggest enemy standing front of me
blood between my fucking sheets, i hated you anyway

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain
waking up from this lucid dream everyday feels the same
rotten smell from them truey jeans
back to reality
craving for attention  you fucking cunt
i dished out my love and you took the hunt

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain

does that make us bad, people
not you
she told me she loves u, i wish you had said it
i wish youd had said it rlly i wish you had said it
(look at me rotting beneath)
I HATED YOU ANYWAYS COS YOUR A FUCKING CUNT

i suppose i'm not done
bury the noose it seems rather fun
destined to die behind the sight of a gun
you scared to die no it might be fun
keeping track of time tho my journeys begun
stay away from me you fucking cunt

i'm getting sick of that feed
now its time to leave
ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ
#jeremyclarkson

journey

produced by sleepwater
piano by melon musik

wait for me in my next life
i swear that ill be fine
got three new chains on my neck fye
tell me im divine
got a deer trapped in the headlights
in a road full of pine
its coming near, following through me
i dont really mind if i die
through the window my neck and spine
i watched my body die
on the ground theres blood on the floor
never leave my side
tendants broken to the core
pendants my neck when im sore
penance she let her mourn
permanance purgatory
in doors

It's october, branches casting 
dont let go were everlasting
antidote w car fumes rising
way too close my hairs nearly frying
check his pulse a boy here is dying  
dont convulse a tear, see him trying
release from every joy now im crying
convinced u not to steer, into the dying

chemicals in my heart i feel so gloomy
with you youll tear me apart
im scared youd lose me

me
her

mourn

from the heart,  singing for u

lyric el papiroui

are you ready to disappear 
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
are you ready to get the gear uh
ive got the blues
come back in cycle
i knew it was too late
so did you it was all fake
im so happy you know
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
jeremy clarkson
oh jeremy clarkson
jeremy clarkson
oh jeremy clarkson
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
your so steady when you drive down
jeremy clarkson
your so steady when you drive down
jeremy clarkson

this one for jeremy clarkson

produced by sleepwater melonmusik & leftquiet

lyrics:
i dont wanna listen to this
i would rather you didnt exist
ill pray after you
ill die before you
its my time to live
but ill end up WASTING IT
its my life you ditched
ill disappear into THIN AIR 
oh where she gone have you seen her 
is she on the way home, swear ive been there 
id kill myself just to HOLD YOU ONE LAST TIME

im scared no where to go
seven times ive checked my phone
if you cared i wouldent be alone
addicted to the cracks on my phone

(gasp)

IF I LIE TO U ITS CAUSE I HATE MYSELF
ILL SAY GOODBYE SOON GUESS IM HEADING OUT
I WOULD KILL MYSELF JUST TO HOLD YOU ONE LAST TIME
WAS I RIGHT FOR YOU CAUSE I COULDENT TELL
MY ROOM A ZOO TYCOON IT NEEDS SOME CLEANING OUT
I WOULD FIX MYSELF FOR YOU TO BE MINE

stay between mortar
it all
flashes in my eyes
im now ready this time

#colne #sleepwater

colne

overwhelmed

scared

patient death

this is suicide

on one

produced by speedlmt

lyrics:
before i found u
i was going through hell
oh do you miss me
im still going through hell
i still cant even tell
what its like to be me
she doesent miss me
she doesent miss me


i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

she my bandage
walking through the forest empty handed
blood on my screen
with dirt on my shoes
where have you been
i sorta miss you
well no defiently do 
im shaking in my room
i really hate this house
im shaking in my room
i need a way out
im shaking in my room
im shaking in my room
shaking in my room

i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

isolation

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

i ruin everything i fucking touch

prod: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_16

yeah i better wake up quick
"get it going, gotta get an iced out wrist
aint nobody going fuckin hard like this
and i been down bad but now im on my shit"
and all my friends
wanna act like i switched
now everybody wanna take a pic 
god damn
see your face on the gram
got me really missing when i could hold your hand

it's a lot to see u when i wake up
it's been hard to tell u that i want us
i ruin everything i fucking touch
and you'll get sick of me wont take much

yeah you'll get tired of me 
you'll just stop missing my company
it gets so hard to breathe 
wrist cut straight to the artery
i wish didn't push u away 
but sometimes i really don't know what to say
i see your eyes when u ask me to stay 
i just don't know how much i can take
and it's a lot to tell u that i love u
i swear it's me, i wanna trust u

sick of me (prod. pekarot)

prod. pekarot follow him amazing amazing producer

With drugdead follow him completed this song for me https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/KPSWtGVPvcDdLtvC9


I think we’re doing things that maybe we shouldn’t 
I think we’re seeing things that maybe we couldn’t before
I feel it in my chest 
This must be dangerous 
Put paper on my lips 
Then he gave me a kiss 

Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered
Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered

Tie dye paper had me feeling blue
At the same point feeling brand new 
Woke up, Look up, at the moon 
We’ll be there soon 
Will you be here for me 
Believe me I’m feeling empty 
Like a car low on gas 
Sputtering broken down without you 

Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered
Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered

We can’t tell now if the world is going down 
And I just hope that you’ll be here to stick around 
And all our friends left where are they now
(Will you he right here for me baby)
We have painted faces above some clouds 
I feel see new traces while looking down 
(I will be there for you when you wake tonight)
I’m ok with just you and me now 

Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered
Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered

scared

sleepwaterss