depollute me
pretty baby
suck the rot
right out of my bloodstream

oh dilute me
gentle angel
water down
what i called being grateful

oh you kissed me
just to kiss me
not to take me home
it was simple
it was sweetness
it was good to know

you look perfect, you look different
i don’t wonder
about your indifference

If i said you
could never touch me
you’d come over
and say i looked lovely

Oh, you kissed me Just to kiss me?
not to make me cry?
it was simple
you are sweetness
let's just sit awhile

depollute me
gentle angel
and ill feel the sickness
less and less

come and kiss me,
pretty baby,
like we’ll never have sex.


thank you leith ross <3 for the beautiful original!

we will never have sex

junk shop - helvetia

i know ive heard this one before
but i feel theres something more
i cant put my finger on

and when i think, it rings a bell
one that i once knew quite well
but will never ring the same

but maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

i swear i’ve heard this one before
and it’s opened up a door
to a memory i cant reach

and when the record starts to play
i can hear it clear as day
with an unfamiliar tinge

i feel it in my bones
coursing through my soul
i can’t escape
all of this change
its not the same

its bleeding through my eyes
colouring the skies
purple and red
what’s in my head
what’s in my head

well maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

its always in my head
it sleeps under my bed
it wont go away
wont let me change
im going insane

its bleeding through my walls
colouring it all
purple and black
please take me back
please take me back

memory

Red Tears

bella

Here's To The Afterlife

MUSIC VIDEO HERE - https://youtu.be/XQnQ8c7QGxI?si=nMQ8MhAuAHletxgL

gimme a follow x 

Now on Spotify -  https://open.spotify.com/album/2qjwTCSyZy6BtKv41TXw2D?si=uk_oes39Rt-iQsLWbBFkQwThe middle 

A little handmill 

Quick kiss 

There in a wagon wheel 

Is it real, do you feel 

In a sleep, you kneel to the queen


My petal  

How did you hear me 

I fell 

I fell down Into the well 

And if the rhythms fit the skill

A pillow, in the middle of the dregs 

------+++

Candle 

What did you notice,

I'm here

Sewn to your hem line 

The middle 

Stitch the middle of our worlds

If you're real I will know 

And I will tell 

-------+++

Anvil

What do you notice 

When you 

A deer in your headlights 

The middle 

In the middle of the road

And you 

were sleeping

Like a baby on the snow

This California Dreaming

FREE

THE MIDDLE

woke up, in your bed 
Shook up, forget what I said
Tell me you love me though, it’s hard and 
Can’t do it again 

I take and I take and I take 
Then I’m left with nothing 

You say you need space 
then ask me to stay
You want to be alone
you want someone hold 
You drive me away 
Now I run the race 
You threw me a bone 
And tell me I’m the one 

Pull me in, to you 
Do what, you know how to do
Take and take and take
Take everything 

You say you need space 
Then beg me to stay
You want to be alone 
Wanted someone to hold
You drive me insane 
But I took the bait 
You threw me the bone 
Til I start to choke 

You say you need space 
Then beg me to stay 
You want to be alone 
Wanted someone to hold
You drive me insane 
But I took the bait 
You threw me the bone 
And tell me I am the one 

The one 
The one

empty spaces

avah