I'm only young and I'm restless
I sat in the park and gazed and the reddest lights
Tower before me
Red as the pain that settles in my heart

I'm only young and I'm restless
I sat in your arms and gazed at the reddest lights
Dwindle before me
Red as the charms that were hanging from your neck

I don't wanna die just yet
Not with everything that I need to see
I'll always love you
But there's more to life than me

I don't wanna go just yet
Not with everything that I'll leave behind
I'll always love you
But If I stay, surely I'll go blind

I'm only young and I'm restless
I sat in the park and gazed at the reddest lights
Settle before me
Red as the thoughts that crossed my mind

I don't wanna die just yet
Not with everything that I need to see
I'll always love you
But there's more to life than me

I don't wanna go just yet
Not with everything that I'll leave behind
I'll always love you
But If I stay, surely I'll go blind

Bandcamp

The Reddest Lights

chanson inspiré par la fiction radio du même nom "l'envol des corbeaux" 

L'envol

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

Chapter twelve -  Moning Breaks

Being with you.mp3

doing all the things i used to do with people part 2 - teen suicide cover

◯ Salvia Palth ◯ Girl

yea yea whatever i'll demo the full song someday maybe.

~

don't wanna go to bed yet
cos i might miss the partie
i don't need beauty sleep
dark circles work for me

i'm not hannah montana
but i'm not miley either
i'm cooler, unique
you know the real me

i'm not a complex being
do what you expect me
i'm flawed, just slightly
straight manic pixie

boring alt grl fantasy :)

boring alt grl fantasy

Sample: https://soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie/everything-is-going-to-hell-cover

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I Tried To Run Away When I Was 6 - Dont Look At Me I Dont Like It

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