Flex Musix

All Star

production + mixing by @lunamatic
recorded + written by me

words
wish i could go back and be sixteen again
when i had no worries bout my future plans
this cycle keeps going it doesn’t seem to end
wishing I cherished the time that we spent
i never noticed how fast that it went
i move without thinking my thoughts on a whim
child of god but the lord knows i’ve sinned
the nights that i tried to take my life
said that i’m fine while dying inside
it isn’t healthy i know i need help
but I’d rather suffer alone, by myself
don’t want you to care
don’t wanna share
my visions clear
talk but don’t hear
you know the rest
miss all my friends
wish it would end
the suffering begins

i’m not good at saying goodbye
too scared of death, not ready to die
but one day I know that i’ll flatline 
when i die, i don’t want you to cry
don’t be worried i’m doing alright

im tired of funerals
and wearing all black
and hospital beds
i hate this damn universe
i watched my friends die and i couldn’t even stop it
and i don’t know what’s next for me, running out of options
wish they could’ve grown up and blossomed
so this song is for them, I’m not stopping

sixteen

lyrics:
tell me why i kinda wanna blow my brains out
didn't realize it would take time
now i'm waiting for you on the sidelines
caught you
now everything is fake, ouch
can you tell me why he's living my life?
while i was sitting in the crossroads
why'd you put me in the front lines?

i, could, give
everything you ever wanted
i know i been unimportant to ya
baby i would hate to cause a problem, with this gun
you won't get to see the morning
and my brain is so distorted, i got visions of you rotting here i'm mourning
tell me i won't go in-

insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god

everytime i let you run your course
you look back and treat me,
i'm not sane, my god
insane, my god

you're exhiled
from my heart
hope you find your
one true love
after i done turned your guts to mush, i hate it but i love it so
after i done turned your guts to mush, i hate it but i love it

tell me why i kinda wanna blow my brains out
didn't realize it would take time
now i'm waiting for you on the sidelines
caught you
now everything is fake, ouch
can you tell me why he's living my life?
while i was sitting in the crossroads
why'd you put me in the front lines?

i, could, give
everything you ever wanted
i know i been unimportant to ya
baby i would hate to cause a problem, with this gun
you won't get to see the morning
and my brain is so distorted, i got visions of you rotting here i'm mourning
tell me i won't go in-

insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god

everytime i let you run your course
you look back and treat me,
i'm not sane, my god
sane, my god

insane

PEACE, YOU IDIOT

die for you, more

Jump Out

Made Sum Plans

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

And i know
It's not getting better
I'm nothing but a jester
Your punchline, you're my header
All the time i thought I'd get back
Don't let go, I'm falling right back
I'm so attached
I'd never leave
I'm so defenseless when
They all attack
It's so relentless

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

motley

Jet Set Radio

BITCH WTF? (ft. dotfrmdaville) p. me

I love the way you pop your top, 
and how you lose your cool,
and how you look at me too, saying
"Why?"
It ain't no fightin', no, I can't stop it
Just took a while,
For the way you pump your fists, and how you bust your hip for my affection 
I'm tryna be down, no fighting, no stopping, 
Stick around
And you the type of girl I'd take over to my mom
The type of girl I know your Daddy'd be proud of
Be proud of, be proud of, be proud of, (no?)
Yuh
The type of girl I wanna turn into a momma
The type of girl that I'm already proud of
Be proud of, be proud of, be proud of
I wish you was a, 
Normal Girl
I wish you was a normal girl
Normal Girl
I wish you was a normal girl
(Normal, normal, normal)

BITCH WTF? (ft. dotfrmdaville) p. me

cardyn